Next day Cuddy wake up in her bad even before her alarm clock, she just woke up, but still with closed eyes, she knew, that is still very early, she wanted just lie in her bed for few more minutes. She felt tired, now she’s always feeling tired, cause her cancer. Sometimes she even can forget her illness, when she is feeling ok, when she is busy, when she is with House. Where is he? She turned around in her bed, but other bed side was empty. But Cuddy wasn’t worried this time, she know that is still ok with them. She start thinking where he could be, maybe he left home, to change before work, maybe he have emergency in hospital with tough case, maybe he is making breakfast.
She lied in her bed for few more minutes, and when she had to stand up, start her tough morning. Usually she always doing her yoga, but now cancer taking her energy out, so she can do it, just when she is feeling enough strong. She thought that doing sport could help to keep balance in her body .
Today her yoga was much shorter than usual, in healthy days, but much longer in usual cancer days. Doing yoga she always thinking about her coming days, about her work, Rachel, she missed her a lot.
Sometimes she going to her room and sitting there crying. When she is feeling ok she is blaming herself that she is not caring of her now , but in bad days she is glad that Rachel have loving parents now, who could care of her.
She is doing her yoga not just to look good, she like to live healthy life, yoga let her to make balance in her life. It help so concentrate for work, to be focus in everywhere. But she can’t say, that she doesn’t like to keep her body well made. She knows that House like her body. Before becoming couple she didn’t let her thinking, that she is trying for House, but now, being his girlfriend, she was happy trying to look beautiful for him.
After her short yoga she took her shower. One minute she even thought that would be great if House would be in shower with her, she wish to start life together, to share her life, her usual day. It made her sad, she wasn’t angry that she didn’t found him in bed, but last night was romantic and passion, if they would woke up together too, it would be perfect. But they are not simple person, with simple life. He is House and she have cancer. She doesn’t want to think, that she can’t have anything perfect
After her shower she put her robe on and when to kitchen to have something for breakfast and take her pills. It was quiet in all house, so she get surprised, when she saw House in her kitchen. He was sitting with a lot of papers and cup of coffee, seemed like he was working . “- Hey,..”, she was surprised so she doesn’t know what to say. He was busy so he reacted just after silent moment, “- Good morning,…”, he give her small smile. She came and sit be table face to him, she was watching at him working, “-I didn’t made breakfast, sorry if you hoped. But I think there still coffee left”, he was looking at his papers, but is seemed, like he is not working but avoiding her look. She stand up when to self and took her pills with full glass of water. Then she pour a cup with left coffee. “- I thought you left,…didn’t found in bed”, she was trying not to judge him. He was watching her drinking coffee with sad and serious look. “- I couldn’t slept, and I had to work little bit. But decided to stay, to keep an eye you.”, he give her a smile, and she smiled back sweetly. “- I’m glad you stayed”, she give him a sweet kiss. But after kiss his face become sad, he let down his eyes on his papers. “- House…? What’s wrong… you scaring me.” She lied over table close to him, “-It’s because of …us?”, she took his hand, her eyes get wet. He raised his eyes slowly at her, his eyes was full of tear, “- Please don’t leave me..”, his voice sound desperate, “- House…I’m here…”, they squeezed each other hands, “- If you will die…I don’t think I could manage it…” he looked very scared. She smiled at him sadly, came closer and give a hug, he hugged her back very tough. They felt so comfort in each other hands, couldn’t let go. They both felt their wet shoulders, and felt happy of their strong feelings, that connection.
When they finally stopped their hug and looked at each other they stat smiling at each other widely, happy having each other. “- I have to get ready, we need go to work”, he nodded and she left to get changed. He get cleaned kitchen, took his paper of table, while she was changing, and when she came back he opened his eyes widely and smiled back of his reaction. “- You know that after last night you can stop seducing me… right?” he couldn’t stop watching at her, “- But we still seeing each other at work…”, she said with smile. “- I hope you know that you distracting me, and I can’t focus to work…” he said with smile, and came close, “-Oh,…when maybe….I should..”, she get confused and wanted back to change, but he stopped her, “- Don’t….you look beautiful…”, he get smiled and took her hand.
“- Don’t even think about it…” she saw him smiling with flirt. “- What’s point dating sexy woman, when you can’t have her”, he said with joking disappointment, “- Be glad even dating..”, she said with smile, and when he finally smiled back she give him a sweet kiss. “- Then I want more kisses… at least one ,but passion.” He was holding her in arm not letting go until he will get what he want. “-We will late to work…”, she give him a small kiss, when she saw that he still won’t let her go, she give one more, and one more…”- Stop… House, enough,…I’m serious. Let’s go to work”, she get release from his hands and went to door ready to leave “- You are so boring…..but still sexy…” he said with smile, scared to make her angry. She smiled back, she was happy that he is still that funny handsome men she in loved.
“- Yesterday I came with my bike, so we will met in work…”, he said with smile, she get scared that he could came much later,”- Yeah…ok.. I just hope you won’t be late…” she smiled at him and give a quick kiss for goodbye.
When he arrived in hospital he went to get changed, in his cupboard he always keep some clothes. So he doesn’t have be worried that someone noticed he haven’t slept at home. But although he always look almost the same, : colorful t-shirts, blue, white or pink shirts , dark jacket, Nike sport shoes. But he still always look cool and sexy.
House still get late little bit, so when he came in his office he start work with his team immediately. He worked with that case at Cuddy’s home, so it was much easier, it become less puzzle, but still enough hard. It left less work for House, so he had more free time. He went to visit Wilson as usual.
When he came in his office without knocking, as usual, Wilson get surprised little bit, “- Hey, what are you doing there, I thought you have hard case…”, he stopped being angry of his comings and not knockings long time ago. “- I couldn’t slept, so I worked at home..”, he get sit on his coach. “- Serious..? Usually when you can’t slept you still lying in bed or playing piano”, he was right, but last night House doesn’t had his piano, and he doesn’t wanted to wake up Cuddy so he couldn’t stayed in bed either. “- Are you spying me?”, he get angry of his knowledge. “- Cuddy look pretty today..”, Wilson wanted that House would talk to Cuddy, he still didn’t knew about them, but he wanted them to be. “- Yes, she is”, he said with small smile, like he could see her now. “- I didn’t knew that you saw her today, you late to work, I thought you would avoid her.” Wilson was surprised, and House get nervous.”- You can’t not to notice her, when she is wearing like that”, she always look beautiful, so he always noticing her. “- Have you talked to her these days? You should, she looks in good mood these days..”, House was in good mood these days too, but he always knew how to hide it, that Wilson won’t noticed it. “- And, you don’t scared that I could ruined her mood..? You become bored, why everything always have to be about Cuddy?”, he scared to show his feelings, good mood, and every new he wanted to say to his best friend. He acting like before. “- Cause for you always everything being about her. We always talking about her. You doesn’t want to talk about your cases, so all this year we talking just about her”, he was right, before they had a lot of themes they could talked, but now House can’t stop thinking about her, and Wilson always give good advice.
House get nervous, he didn’t wanted to talk about he now, he wanted to say Wilson about them relationship, but Wilson was right, they always talk about her. He get angry without any clue why. He left his office with ruined mood. He came back to work for some time, but his team was working very well, and House hate seeing patients.
In lunch time he went to work in clinic and noticed Cuddy in her office, he really wanted to visit her, but she was busy. She looked tired and it made House sad, it’s just lunch time and she is already tired. He couldn’t stop thinking about her, how is she felling.
“-You win,….What can I do for her”, House entered Wilson office feeling desperate.”- Cuddy…? I told you that everything is about her…”, Wilson said with smile, proud of his knowledge.