City of Hope Concert (May, 7th 2011)

*I started crying as Kendall comforted me,the doctor also explained how sorry she was and then left us alone* Kendall:I'm so sorry *he kissed my head* Do you want me to call James?
Me:No,I don't want to hear from that demon!
*Kendall looked down and sighed* Kendall:but he's,i mean he was *that right there made me cry even more* the father of your child!
Me:I.said.NO. *I scared Kendall with my reaction*
Kendall:well,ok then.. *he looked away and rolled his eyes in a cute little way*
Me:Can we get the fuck out of here already?
Kendall:Ok,ok!damn,(MN/YN)... *I sent him a death stare*
Kendall:I'm sorry,I'm...

*Kendall sat by me on the right of the couch as I cried and James and Carlos talked priviately again in James' room,Kendall was just playing with my hair and kept kissing my cheeks and forehead* Kendall:it's ok,baby... *he kissed my forehead again as I cried more* Me:wth is going on?!?can u plz tell me all of this Logan mess?!?y am I involved?!?*i shouted stressfully* Kendall:(MN/YN),u don't need to know,just be calm,u'r pregnant now,i don't want u to harm the baby.. *i looked in his eyes as he stroked my hair and I stopped crying and hugged him* Me:u'r right.i'm going to talk to Logan.*i began...

I turned my head and he aimed his lips on my cheek.then he backed up slowly and looked at me with a depressing expression on his face.
Me:Kendall,i really like you but...I'm not ready.sorry.
Kendall:i understand,it's my fault,i was pushing us too fast.
He was staring at my lips.. i really wanted to kiss him,i just—it didn't feel right.not the right time or moment,and i didn't want people to see us making out in his car.
Me:no,you weren't.it's just um.. maybe we should get out now.
I didnt know how to end or finish this conversation,so i tried to go around it.Kendall hopped out and opened the car...

the next day comes and you dress up amazingly - you walk to the guys apartment and you see carlos logan and kendall, they run out and give you a big hug!

kendall - well done girl!

logan - yeah were so proud of you!

carlos - you deserve it!

you - thanks for the support guys but im not famous yet!

kendall - that's what we all said! but look at us now!

you - :) hey wheres james?

carlos - he's just combing his hair *rolls eyes*
by the way we heard about the breakup, are you okay?

you - yes guys im fine!

logan - good and umm...

kendall - logan NO!

you - what?

logan - james....

kendall interupts

kendall - james...

you walk onto the dance floor with your friend and see james is holding hands with this girl, it seems pretty clear to you that he doesnt want you.

james see's you and thinks "wow she's the most beautiful girl in the world...what am i doing??" emily lets go of james's hand when she sees logan walk in, she immediately walks over to him and starts flirting.

you watch and walk over to james

you - well she's classy ¬_¬ you okay?

james - yeah, i dont even care i just asked her because the person i wanted wouldnt of said yes :(

you - who?

james - it doesnt matter.

you - okay

your favorite song comes...