☆ James ☆

*I started crying as Kendall comforted me,the doctor also explained how sorry she was and then left us alone* Kendall:I'm so sorry *he kissed my head* Do you want me to call James?
Me:No,I don't want to hear from that demon!
*Kendall looked down and sighed* Kendall:but he's,i mean he was *that right there made me cry even more* the father of your child!
Me:I.said.NO. *I scared Kendall with my reaction*
Kendall:well,ok then.. *he looked away and rolled his eyes in a cute little way*
Me:Can we get the fuck out of here already?
Kendall:Ok,ok!damn,(MN/YN)... *I sent him a death stare*
Kendall:I'm sorry,I'm...

*Kendall sat by me on the right of the couch as I cried and James and Carlos talked priviately again in James' room,Kendall was just playing with my hair and kept kissing my cheeks and forehead* Kendall:it's ok,baby... *he kissed my forehead again as I cried more* Me:wth is going on?!?can u plz tell me all of this Logan mess?!?y am I involved?!?*i shouted stressfully* Kendall:(MN/YN),u don't need to know,just be calm,u'r pregnant now,i don't want u to harm the baby.. *i looked in his eyes as he stroked my hair and I stopped crying and hugged him* Me:u'r right.i'm going to talk to Logan.*i began...

I turned my head and he aimed his lips on my cheek.then he backed up slowly and looked at me with a depressing expression on his face.
Me:Kendall,i really like you but...I'm not ready.sorry.
Kendall:i understand,it's my fault,i was pushing us too fast.
He was staring at my lips.. i really wanted to kiss him,i just—it didn't feel right.not the right time or moment,and i didn't want people to see us making out in his car.
Me:no,you weren't.it's just um.. maybe we should get out now.
I didnt know how to end or finish this conversation,so i tried to go around it.Kendall hopped out and opened the car...