Your love is my drug

Mmmm ..... Mmmmm.... Yeah....Mmmmm....Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Mmmm...Yeah....Mmmm..... Yeah, Yeah
[Verse 1:]
Baby I just don't get it

Do you enjoy being hurt?

I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt

You don't believe his stories

You know that they're all lies

Bad as you are ,you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was ya man (baby you)

Never worry bout (what I do)

I'd be coming home (back to you)

Every night, doin' you right

You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)

Fist full of diamonds (hand full of rings)

Baby you're a star (I just want to show you,you are)
[Chorus:]
You should let...

Source - my diary and some of my memory!

1. October 22, 2010 - The day we met!!! <3 <3

2. October 24-25, 2010 - i started falling in love with alex... daydreaming about what it would be like to be his girl, for me to be his, for him to love me! already was claming myself as his and calming him the owner of my heart even tho he didnt know!! <3 <3

3. October 28, 2010 - the luckiest day of my life. the day that i offically became alex's. also told my mom about him! <3 <3

4. October 31, 2010 - first holiday together lolz.. he kept me accupid while i was home cuz i didnt trick or treat...

Wrote this poem a long while back like 2-3 days befor me and my alex got together!

When did my feelings get so deep
Why did they take that big long leap
Going from friend to crush
What a rush
And I don't think he knows

Since when did his smile make me go weak
Since when did his tears make mine start to leak
Why does this happen when I'm always so strong
When people called me wonder woman I guess they were wrong
And I don't think he knows

When he talks I cant help but watch hir lips
To notice their shape and curves when they dip
Wait, why am I looking? I don't even know
And I cant help but wonder if he even...