" What did I do to deserve such hatred from my suppose fans? Please tell me so I can do something to rebuild their faith." Joe said out loud to whoever was listening up there as tears streamed down his face in silent tribute to his heart hurting with pain.
He felt one pair on arms go around his shoulders and someone else running their hands down his back, Thank God for Kevin and Nick as he really needed someone to comfort him and since the number #1 person was halfway around the world right now they were the 2nd people he wanted to see right now.
"Dude, why do you torture yourself by reading these hateful and disrespectful comments about you and yours and Demi's relationship? I know that you love reading the wonderful, silly,loving comments from real true Jemi fans but this site has become a place full of doubts, rumors and gossip. You shouldn't put yourself through all this sadness just so you can see your true fans sticking up for you and Demi." Kevin said in his older-brother soothing tone that he has perfected over the years of having three younger brothers to comfort through life's hardships.
"Kevin right, Joe. I mean only you and Demi know in your heart of heart what is truly happening between you guys; that you guys have seen all the hatred towards Demi just because you two have finally come to terms with what your friends and family have seen for the past 3 years, that you guys have this amazing, tight, loving, long lasting bond that resulted with you and Demi falling in love. These girls have decided that they must hate everyone you date cause you are suppose to be their boyfriend, which will never happen because obviously they haven't made a long lasting impression on you that you will remember them and why would you want to date them when you are dating your best friend and the woman of your dreams." Nick piped up from his position behind his brother while he reached over to get some kleenex so that Joe could wipe his eyes.
"Because of the hatred towards Demi and your relationship together, I mean what are people blind or somehow naive that they can't see that you and Demi are really truly in love and not dating because Camp Rock 2 premieres this summer. I mean you and Demi have been best friends and inseparable for 3 years why on earth would you guys risk your friendship for publicity? That is just the dumbest thing I have ever heard. I mean those close to both you and Demi know that you guys have been in love with each other." Kevin said with a bot of exasperation of going on his e-mail and seeing all the rumors and gossip about his brother and the woman he loves as a sister's relationship.
"We think the rumors and gossip are kind of funny, not the part where both you and Demi get hurt by them but we know that they aren't true and that some people are just so desperate to analyze every movement that you and Demi say and do to determined if you guys are still dating. But you should talk to Demi about how you are feeling cause that always makes you smile dumbly and makes your mood skyrocket." Nick said with a slight smile cause he knew how much Joe had been dying to talk to Demi all day, since Demi was always super busy in Chile with her concerts and interviews Joe and Demi only got to talk for about an hour at most each night and that was hardly not enough time for the lovebirds to fill the other person into what was happening.
The words hardly left Nick's mouth before Joe hurriedly rubbed his eyes free from all trace of tears and rearranged his clothes. Joe gave both of his brothers a quick hug of thanks for always being there for him through difficult times and went into the bathroom to brush his hair and teeth. Then he went over to his computer and logged into MSN Messenger praying that it wasn't too late for Demi to be up and that Demi was in her room, he really wanted to talk to her.
His prayers were answered when his screen read "video chat request accepted" and then after a few minutes of a black screen a beautiful mirage appeared: Demi looking so adorable in her PJ's with her hair in a messy up-do or curls and her glasses perched on her nose.
'Hey handsome, what's up? How life back in NY?" Demi said with a smile as she put her bookmark into the book in her lap and focused all her attention of finding out why her Joey had tear streaks on his cheeks and why his smile wasn't as bright as it usually is when they see each other.
J-" I am better now that I can see your beautiful face. God Demi I miss you so much. It kills me that I can't bask in your presence, hold you in my arms, breathe in your heavenly scent and of course kiss your lips without having people think that we are just pretending to be in love and are being too touchy feely for only dating 2 months dating. They can't see inside our hearts to see how long we have both wanted to kiss or at least touch each other to show the love we have hidden for 3 years to the world so they have no idea how much being able to express our love in public means to us.:
D-" I know what you mean, I miss you too. You making me laugh with your wonderfully corny jokes, feeling so snug and safe in your arms and of course having a glimpse of heaven when our lips touch. I hate that we have to hide our love because some people can't handle the fact that we both have found the person we love so early in our relationship and we are so much in love that we want to shout out to the world of our love,"
J-"I hope you understand why we are making sure that our relationship is more private. it isn't that I don't love you anymore and am embarrassed about how open you are in expressing our love to the media, cause I love that you love me so much that you want to scream it to the world I want to do that too and also scream out the fact that out of all the gorgeous, talented young men out there that you have decided to put all your love with me which I gladly accept and gladly put all my love on you. I just can't stand what people are saying about our love, it isn't true but it still burns that my "fans" can't be happy for me that I have found my true love and are more happy to say hurtful, crude and downright mean things about you."
D- "And making our relationship more private didn't help the situation. Now our loving "fans" are saying that since we aren't together 24\7, my parents are married and aren't together 24\7, and aren't all smoochy that we are having problems in our relationship and some are saying that we have broken up. I mean look at your parents; are they all smoochy all the time? No because they are secure in their love and don't need to be all over each other to prove it. I know that I love you and that you love me so why do we have to prove it to everyone all the time?"
J-" I know what you mean. Those people will make up ridiculous stories to prove why we aren't together all the time and being all lovey and touchy feely I swear to make trouble with our true and loyal fans. They have even said that I seem much more happier with you gone, um not I miss you terribly but am putting up a mask of "I am happy" so my family and friends don;t worry about me being sad that you are gone. Believe me honey I am counting down the days until me, Kevin and Nick come to Chile to start our World Wide Tour. It is going to be so much fun, even more knowing that I get to spend 4 months traveling with my sweetie, my heart's desire but I am getting sick of trying to explain that to everyone who asks the same question on every interview we do. I mean it isn't like my answer will change so that is why I act all rude, distant and refuse to comment."
D- "I miss you guys too, that is why I have been tweeting sad songs but of course the "darlings" out there have once again misread what I was trying to say so now they think my tweets mean we have broken up. Please stop overanalzing stuff guys and just be happy that you and me are finally together, I mean we are trying to be happy that we have finally opened our eyes to the real love that has been with us for 3 years but it is kind of hard when we are being scrutinized at every turn. Sweetie, even though we are apart and I miss you terribly, in a way I am glad that it is just me over here. Lately I have been feeling like a third wheel to you and your brothers like I am just with you guys to become more famous. I mean in the recent interviews I have either been ignored completely or been asked how I like going on tour with you guys especially with my new boyfriend, which I absolutely love to do I am super excited to go on tour with my three favorite guys, but there is only so much a girl can take. "
J- " Dems why didn't you say something, we would have made sure that the public would know that you don't need us to be famous and am your own person separate from us. Your heartwarming songs, beautiful singing voice, amazing talent both in acting and singing and beautiful angelic personality is what made you famous. And since you are all alone in Chile, you have plenty of time to blow those people who doubt your talent away so that they are all like "we were so wrong about this girl" and we all can be like "yes, yes you were totally wrong about Demi Lovato". Ok so now I am getting super depressed with all this talk about missing each other, not being together in the same country and all the gossip and rumors swirling around, we need to stop all this sad talking and talk about something more happy, like how it feels to be swarmed by millions of people who adore every inch of you, but not as much as I adore you though, wherever you go, how awesome your interviews and small concerts have been, by the way you looked absolutely gorgeous this week sweetheart not that you don't look beautiful all the time."
D-" Aww my Joey is too sweet to say all those wonderful things about little ole me. I know that you, Kevin and Nick would come to my rescue to tell everyone to stop picking on me and I love all three of you guys for doing it. I agree, I am missing stories about the mischief my guy has gotten himself into this week and what he has been up to since our curfew hasn't left much time to socialize.I can't wait for our World Tour and am counting down the days until I can see your handsome face and smoother you with kisses and hugs, I might not even let go for awhile so brace yourself for that. So tell me what has my DJ Danger been up to to keep himself from missing his Demi?
The rest of Joe and Demi's conversation was filled with laughter, jokes, corny jokes and pick up lines, wonderful and funny stories intertwined with Kevin, Nick and Frankie coming into the room to say hi to Demi and give her shout-outs that they were cheering for her all the way from the USA and how much she is missed by the whole Jonas family. When their conversation ended 2 hours later, both Joe and Demi logged off with kisses to their computer screen, smiles on their faces and a peace in their hearts. Oh the price of trying to keep your love private. Doing it together made it all the more worthwhile.