Min Yoongi is more well known as BTS Suga or Agust D. He is also known to sleep all the time and rare to see him to be happy and active in their BangTan Bombs. This is an article about his inspiration to his and their group's fans and the meaning of his songs.
"On the other side of the famous idol rapper
Stands my weak self, it’s quite dangerous
Depression, OCD, they keep coming back again from time to time
Hell no perhaps that might be my true self"
"That time I, that time I
I thought success will make everything fine
But you see, but you see
As time goes by, I feel like I’m turning into a monster"
In the song "The Last" he talks more about his disorder and depression when he was a teenager until now. It's depressing to hear that his disorder and depression attack him from time to time. He doesn't know if his disorder and depression might his true self and that this is might be who he really is. However, he is also an idol rapper who has accomplish so many awards and achievements. In the lyrics "As time goes by, I feel like I'm turning into a monster" quoting that he's being swallowed by depression and OCD causing him to go insane and having a calamity towards himself and his group.
"Even my friends and family are drifting away, I feel anxious as time passes by
It feels like I'm all by myself, I hope everything disappears when I'm alone
I hope things disappear like mirage, I hope things disappear, I hope my damn self disappears
I'm abandoned like this in the world, in this moment I'm drifting away from the sky
In his song, "So Far Away" he mentions his friends and family drifting away from him as he achieve his goal as a idol which makes him want everything to disapepear as his depression settles in on him again. This causes him to have a lot of depressing thoughts and wanting to make everything disappear before him and just like in his songs, he mainly talks about his struggles as becoming an idol and his struggles until now in reality. He still hasn't know if he is being his true self or he's dead already as stated from his song "The Last" quoted "Min Yoongi is dead already (I’m dead)".
This causes a lot of inspiration for his fans and people. Just like me, he inspirated me to become more of a active person instead of being shy and quiet which may lead to socio-phobia like him. He influenced so many artists even his own group members. Thank you for the love you have give us Min Yoongi. We will always support you! 화이팅 민윤기!!!