I'm so confused. I'm in love with an older man. I'm 14 and he is 18, I've had a cruch on him 4 2 years an he is one of my brothers good friend. I'm always thinking of him and he is always hitting me. That's sounds dumb right? But I really really really do love him. But I seriously can't tell him because I'm shy around him. I'm afraid if I don't tell him I'll regret it and wonder what if, but what if I do tell him and he laughs? I understand that he IS older and he could find prettier girls his age and it's, like, risky. But I dint no what to do, please some1 help me!!!