i'm a ruin (music video)

"Valley Of The Dolls"

In the valley of the dolls we sleep, we sleep
Got a hole inside of me, of me

Born with a void, hard to destroy with love or hope
Built with a heart, broken from the start
And now I die slow

In the valley of the dolls, we sleep
Got a hole inside of me
Living with identities
That do not belong to me
In my life, I got this far
Now I’m ready for the last hoorah
Dying like a shooting star
In the valley
In the valley
In the valley

Pick a personality for free
When you feel like nobody, body

Born with a void, hard to destroy with love or hope
Built with a heart, broken from the start
And now I...

Your theories, your beliefs
And the way you preach for peace
It sounds like vomit to my ears

Woh, daddy likes to teach
Counts for the muttered words you like to speak
But it sounds like vomit to my ears

Let me fall and kiss your feet
Everybody knows they're cleaner than your lips
I'm not easy to defeat
I know, I know when something's amiss (x3)
Something's amiss

Philosopher my ass
Your words leave your mouth pretty fast
And it sounds like vomit to my ears

I lie in the safety of your bed
Whilst Bob Marley goes straight to your head
How can you compare yourself to this man
Your whole life's a...

I feel like a substitute sittin' on the sideline,
Clickin' every single finger, waitin' for the right time.
I feel like a substitute sittin' pretty in my prime,
I'm about to play the game 'cause I'm runnin' out of time.

Drop your knees to the floor, hands to the sky,
Give a round of applause for the great Miss Y!

I walked all night long in the dark just to be standing here,
Only to feel like nobody, I'm Miss Y am I here?
I walked all night long in the dark just to be standing here,
Only to feel like nobody, I'm Miss Y am I here?
And the lights stay. the stronger, the longer that you have to wait.
For...

Laugh track on a TV show echoes in the dark alone
I go to bed feeling bad that I’m the reason that you’re sad
January to December, do you wanna be a member?

Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?

I feel like if I’m too kind then you will only change your mind
Take advantage of my heart and I’ll go back into the dark
Love will never be forever, feelings are just like the weather
January to December, do you want to be a member?

Lonely hearts club...
Do you want to be with somebody like me?
Lonely hearts club...
Do...

I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don’t know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn’t been so clean

I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake

Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore...

Millions of girls float on their one quote
Living on their last hope, on their last hope
I live my life inside a dream
Only waking when I sleep
I would sell my sorry soul, if I could have it all

My life is a play, is a play, is a play
My life is a play, is a play, is a play
Yeah I’ve been living in the state of dreaming
living in a make-believe land
living in the state of dreaming, of dreaming, of dreaming

All I really want is to be wonderful
People in this town they, they can be so cruel
I live my life inside a dream,
only waking when I sleep
If I could sell my sorry soul, I would have it all

My life is...

Every boyfriend is the one
Until otherwise proven
The good are never easy
The easy never good
And loving never happens like you think it really should

Deception and perfection are wonderful traits
One will breed love
the other hate
you'll find me in the lonely hearts
under 'I'm after a brand new start'

And I don't belong to anyone

They call me Homewrecker
Homewrecker
They call me Homewrecker
Homewrecker

Girls and their curls and their gourmet vomit
Boys and their toys and their six inch rockets
We're all very lovely 'til we get to know each other
As we stop becoming friends and we start becoming lovers

And I...

Yeah I feel I'm watered down
Whenever he's around
I put on the crown of clowns
And melt slowly to the ground

Yeah I feel it coming on
When I've been static for too long
And an explosion comes in time
Before I go and cross the line

They say you used to be so kind
I never knew you had such a dirty mind
Well, I went to the doctors believing
The devil had control over me
I was finding it hard to breath and
Finding it hard to fight the feeling

When my heart just burst like a glass balloon
And let it fly too high and it shattered too soon
I was the wrong damn girl in the wrong damn room
I broke my glass balloon
I...

Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)

Ten silver spoons coming after me.
One life with one dream on repeat.
I'll escape if I try hard enough.
'Til, King of the Jungle calls my bluff.

(Oh Lord) Oh Lord,
I have been told, (I have been told).
That I must take, the unforsaken road.

(Forsaken road).

There's a fork in the road,
I'll do as I am told,
And I don't know, don't know, don't know, don't know,
Who I want to be.

Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)
Cuckoo (cuckoo)

You say Y-E-S to everything,
Will that guarantee you a win?
Do you think you will be good enough,
To love others...

I lived a lot of different lives.
Been different people many times.
I live my life in bitterness
And fill my heart with emptiness.

And now I see,I see it for the first time.
There is no crime in being kind.
Not everyone is out to screw you over.
Maybe and just maybe they just wanna get to know you.

Now the time is here.
Baby, you don’t have to live your life in fear.
And the sky is clear,
It’s clear of fear.

Don’t wanna live in fear and loathing.
I wanna feel like I am floating,
Instead of constantly exploding
In fear and loathing.

Got different people inside my head.
I wonder which one that they like...

Laid out the day inside a lonely bed,
Trying to hide the hole inside my head.
Watching the stars slide down to reach the end.
The sleep is not my friend.

Drinking champagne to forget yesterday
Coz I remember, the way, the way, the way
It ended the day, the day, the day, the day
That I walked away, away, away, away.

Drinking champagne, made by the angel
Who goes by the name of Glitter and Gabriel
Drinking champagne made all the angels,
Tears and pain, but I feel celestial.

Elderly stars slide down the morning sky,
Slipping away to find a place to die.
I wonder when the night will reach it's end.
The sleep...