I'M UNDER YOUR SPELL MICHAEL BABY

Night was coming quickly , so was Michael's dangerous side "Michael , are you done in the shower yet?" I knocked the door. He's been in there for an hour "I'm right here." he chuckled as I looked confused "Then whose in the bathroom?" I asked as Isis answered "Me." I knew it. I went to the other bathroom and took a shower and suddenly Michael was leaving "Hey , Nesha. I gotta go take care of some business. I'll be back okay?" I wrapped my body in a towel "Wait where you going?" I asked as he kissed my lips "Only God knows." He winked as I kissed him back. I let him go and started to think...

January 4, 2014,

I have been a complete emotional wreck ever since I found out that Damien wants to fight me for custody of Carter. Part of me wants to believe that it's because he's a changed person and wants to be a father to Carter; but I know in my heart that that isn't the truth! Never in 1 million years did I think Damien would do something like this!

I had spent all morning in my bedroom and had not come downstairs in days! Kyle came upstairs and sat down next to me on the bed. He asked "are you okay? I've never seen you cry so much before!" I said "I won't be okay until this whole Damien...

a place of joy

michael build neverland to help him recapture his childhood and to be a kid an to forget about the issues that go on in the day with people and family neverland was a place to come to escape from work and other things that we do in life such as school and work and not enough fun neverland helped people realize how you can sometimes have fun and do work when needed it also was rides and unlimited candy to eat and arcade games to play till you get tierd of playing them you could go watch movies in the screening room and if you were sick you could lay in a hospital bed and watch...

Once Leana left michael sat in his dressing room when Berry walked in. "Hey Mike why so down?" Michael just shook his head. "Come on boy you can tell me what's wrong." Berry said as he pulled up a chair and sat next to him. "I'm so confused." Michael placed his face in his hands. "Confused about what?" Berry asked. Michael took a deep breath. "Well not long ago maybe about a week or so i got a call from my ex fiance rose.....she said she still has feelings for me and im not sure who i have feelings for.....i mean i love leana but....ugh im so confused." Michael protested. "Hey now no need...

*Nine More Months Later*



As I packed up all my things for my tour, I heard my phone go off. It was Michael. "Hi, Mikey!" "Hi, baby. Whatcha doing?" I held my cell phone between my ear and shoulder while I packed up the last few things. "I'm just getting ready to head to the airport so I can leave for my tour. What are you doing?" "To be honest, I'm almost home. I'll be landing in a little bit actually. I wanted to call you before you left and send you a picture of something. I thought you could have a recent picture of me to put on your phone like you did for me." I loved hearing his voice....

This is NOT to offend MJ or his fans. These are MISHEARD lyrics, not the real lyrics. These are the lyrics I THOUGHT they were, not the real lyrics.

All alone, I had to talk about it.
But like a UFO, it kicks me so don't stab me.
All alone, I knew you were a "pony girl"
You stay behind the mask, so you can show your world.
You sit around as I wash your face
I try to find the tooth, but that's your hiding place
You say you love, but it's hard to see
Cause when you in his arms, you know it rots in me
Who do you love???!!!
Is it me... with who???
I don't know????!!!!
Who do you love???!!!
I know you wanna
If...

After Michael and I went swimming and then went inside and I gave him my "payment" that I owed and we each took a shower, I officially got dressed and remembered that today was my sister, Alleana's birthday. She has been waiting for this day forever because she is finally 21. I don't really like that her reason she has been waiting for this day is because she can now officially drink. While Michael was downstairs, I grabbed my cell phone and called Alleana so she wouldn't think I forgot. As I was waiting for Alleana to answer, Michael picked up the house phone and was talking with one of his...

Somebody shakes when the wind blows
Somebody’s missing a friend, hold on
Somebody’s lacking a hero
And they have not a clue
When it’s all gonna end

Stories buried and untold
Someone is hiding the truth, hold on
When will this mystery unfold
And will the sun ever shine
In the blind man’s eyes when he cries

You can change the world (I can’t do it by myself, oh no)
You can touch the sky (It’s gonna take somebody’s help oh why)
You’re the chosen one (I’m gonna need some kind of sign)
If we all cry at the same time tonight

People laugh when they’re feeling sad
Someone is taking a life, hold...

"So why did you go to rock music?" Michael asked. I could tell he didn't want any silence. "I wanted to do rock music because I was so upset about the fact I was seperated from you and your family that I had to get my anger and pain and sorrow out somehow. I thought the only thing for me was to do what I do best. Make music. I guess my pain, sorrow and anger ended up being awesome rock music other than sad pop music." "Ah. I see. Well, now you don't have to do that anymore. We are together again! Right?" Michael looked at me with a face of hope. I'm guessing he wanted me to stop being Evanescence...