I saw something I wanted to see more of~
When you looked at me with those eyes I felt you were tresspassing
looking down into my heart.
Seeing what secrets lied there,
It was so terrifing, yet libaerating!
I couldn't look away I saw you had your own secrets...
And I wanted to heal those broken beautifull eyes,
Thats the day you cursed me,
thats the day those lovely eyes broke me down so badly that I wanted to cry!
You made me want to be the one to heal you,
I wanted to stay in those eyes...
I wanted you to be by my side, be mine and mine only...
When you look at me directly, down to my soul,
You seem to look at me with something,
so mysterious, so scary, so beautifull...
I hope it would be love....
but I know its not.
I can't help but look at you with love,
you seem to not notice...
maybe thats for the best but...
I feel this growing pain of you not there,
of your FRIENDSHIP only,
I feel pain.
I hate this, I don't hate you though.
Never could, never will.
Wish I did, wish I will.
But my heart aches for you, my heart calls to you,
It may be kinda mushy but your always on my mind!
With those heavenly eyes~
When you look me in the eyes I feel that love swell up,
and find myself in total bliss wanting to stay there...
forever...
When I see your heavenly eyes...
~B
In the end
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished answers of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My heart beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one by one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do you know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
By: Alyssa Rivers
Every time I close my eyes
I go back in time
Thought damaged memories and dreams
Of unfinished answers of why it happened
I go though seeing all the
Tears of morrow
To blackness and darkness of my life
To never knowing when it will end
All over again
Until now
I can’t feel
My heart beat slowly down
My breathing stopping one by one
My hands and body grow cold and numb
Do you know what this means?
I do
My memories and dreams
My tears of morrow
My not knowing when it will end
As finally
Come to an end
I’m gone
Forever
Anywhere,
With one another.
We were always
Together,
You said forever.
When we came to
High school,
I tried to hold
On to you.
You come to talk,
once in a while,
But I only give,
you a smile.
I always listen to the
Same melody,
And you keep appearing
In my memory.
I think of you every
single day,
But your face seem to
quickly fade away.
I give out hopes and wishes
Just to see you one last
time,
But I can only see you in my
Mind.
You will always live in my
Heart,
And nothing will ever tear
us apart.
I'm trying not,
To cry,
All I wanted to do
Was say goodbye.
It hurts knowing that you're not here anymore
If I think back it hurts even more,cause then I remember again what I've lost
All I have left from you are the fun and beautiful memories,but they're not so real like you were
My thoughts wander,trying to find yours,but you're to far away for me to reach
I try to think how it would've been if you wre still alive but you're resting now
My tears are sad,but also happy because I'm lucky to have known you
A great person in life one who loved to have a great time
Now you're flying with the angels,but one day we'll fly together and have those great times again
To give it all away
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be by my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please you cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit by the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all you do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
To be loved one day
Never liking what i saw
Never seen a face this raw
Believing this silly lie
To see this pathetic life
My pain grows stronger
My life go longer
Pain fills my soul
Never able to make my life Whole
To die would be a pleasure
Hateing my life just a measure
The thoughts of suicide
I just want someone to be by my side
Hanging myself infront on mum
My neck soon turns num
Please you cry
It was my choice to die
Never able to breath
Mother would never leave
Pain fills me
Getting hit by the bully
Hated it all
Hang myself in the mall
Screams fill my head
Never tucked into my bed
My life was hell
All they ever say is oh well
I call for you
But all you do is screw
Falling into water to drown
With and brick to keep me down
All i ever do is pray
That maybe i can stay
But im left to die
All to do is cry
They never shared
They never cared
Lift my up into the light
I know my future stands bright
when i wake my eyes start to water
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my heart fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
my father has not been around for years
my tears are not to shed for i try
to be brave for my brothers and sisters
we live in a house with mrs and mr camln
they are nice but still not family
we all have a story to tell
we cant hide in a shell when some one
some wear is going threw pain
some one some wear is in the rain wanting to get out
my heart fill's up with worry
i say sorry but what is the use
we all need to step up and be a friend
to some one cuz we all have a story so do u
This poem is all about the beauty of nature that I feel...
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"
Look what I see there
those roses are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those singing birds are very dear to me..
This green grass freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart
See what I see there
a rainbow after a very heavy rain
those colors can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature
I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am singing with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.
a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.
This poem is totally opposite to the last poem I wrote"I don't belong to the world"
Look what I see there
those roses are very dear to me
Hear what I am hearing now
those singing birds are very dear to me..
This green grass freshens up my mood
that blue sky , gives me a hope
that shiny sun brightens up my smile
These winds are calming my heart
See what I see there
a rainbow after a very heavy rain
those colors can be seen in my eyes
I can feel the magic of this nature
I am flying with the butterflies
even though I am on land
I am singing with the birds
even though I don't have a nest.
a man can feel all this nature
when he own the treasure
the treasure isn't the gold
that treasure is just the happiness.
When you hope,
You expect and wish,
You have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
You don’t want them killed,
Hope makes you stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to you in life,
Sometimes you need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
You and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire you heart out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
You know what you want,
Keep hoping till the END……
You expect and wish,
You have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
You don’t want them killed,
Hope makes you stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to you in life,
Sometimes you need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
You and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire you heart out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
You know what you want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.
No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.
Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.
He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.
I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.
I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.
But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."
I miss you,
You never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you
I was always in the dark,
You were the sun and I was the shade,
You never even looked at me,
I always thought of you
Without you I could die,
I was so sad when you moved,
You didn't care when you moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish you had met me
Every night I can't go to bed cause
of you,
And each night i wish you will
move back where you belong,
Also wish you loved me back
_____________________________________
Hi this is my small poem
Hope you like it its for
my love Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he said hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
love with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he said hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she said no for me
And he never ever said anything else
to us.
The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from you and the things you've become.
Don't you remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do you remember at all?
Now my hatred for you is growing strong.
Every insult you throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much more can I take?
Now do you see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are you glad that you killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course you don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My heart isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black
So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some friends or something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:
-OfmiceandDes
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from you and the things you've become.
Don't you remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do you remember at all?
Now my hatred for you is growing strong.
Every insult you throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much more can I take?
Now do you see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are you glad that you killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course you don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My heart isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black
So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some friends or something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:
-OfmiceandDes
This is my first poem. I don't even know if you would call this a poem, it's just what I was feeling right this moment. Comment tell me what you think.
What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when you look directly into his eyes for the first time or just that morning when you pass him in the hallway. What does he think about you when he sees you. When you say hi as you walk by him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way or something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime or another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity or just me wondering, what does he think about me.
What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when you look directly into his eyes for the first time or just that morning when you pass him in the hallway. What does he think about you when he sees you. When you say hi as you walk by him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way or something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime or another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity or just me wondering, what does he think about me.
