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EmzLovesCheryl said:
On fanpop: I know of one person, who used to abuse me on here, but she got reported. I think she's made another account now, but it doesn't bother me, I don't even know if she uses it anymore. though there are probably more, they just haven't told me so.
In realy life? Lol, too many to count. Though the truth is, everyone's hated. Those bitches that walk around ruling the school, yeah, they're hated the most. Half the girls in my year hate me because I'm not fake, because I stuck up for myself, because I stuck up for others. At the beginning of year 7 I was friends with them, but then I realized how they truly were and decided I'd rather be alone in class and have true friends rather than hanging out with a load of bitches who don't even care about me. Though, they're not just bitches, they're bullies. They're all horrible. The fact that I rejected them, well, I was asking to be hated really, but I don't give a shit about them. They're jealous because I don't have to cake myself in make-up to get guys unlike them, I don't have to behave like a slut; I can be myself. And that's one thing they're scared of doing, showing their true self.
You know, my haters have actually done me a favour. They've made me realize how strong I can be, they've made me more empathetic to all sorts of situaitons. They've improved my writing, because I can relate to despressing topics far more.
Because, I'm actually glad of who I am in school. Sure, a load of horrible people hate me, and most of them are just sheep, but I know that I've earnt respect. I'm the only one that seems to stand up for kids who are being bullied during school. I'm the only that's not scared to say what I think. I've gained the bestest of friends, and because I expressed myself, I know that they love me for who I truly am, like I love them.
People like that just give you strength, and you must never give in to them, you must never give them that satisfaction. Because do they deserve your satisfaction? No. But do you deserve to smile? Yes. So smile, and live with what you've got. Those bitches aren't worth crying over, but many things/people are worth a smile. A smile from you. :)
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