well, i wanted to do 4 special things every month:
1. smth new, smth i've never done before
2. smth nice for someone
3. smth stupid and/or childish
4. smth i should normally do but i never actually get to do
but unfortunately it just didn't go anywhere -- mostly because my plans were pretty crazy and i needed a lot more time and money than i actually had...but I AM going to do this...maybe not this year but i'll definitely keep my promise