Sollux and I walked down the hall, different blood types splattered everywhere. “What the hell ith going on here?” Sollux asked with frustration and curiosity in his voice. “I’ll be motherfuckin’ tellin’ you what’s all up and going on here” A voice had called out from behind us. Sollux and I stopped dead in our tracks, turning our heads slowly. There Gamzee stood, indigo blood pooling out of where it’s looks like he’s been cut, clubs in hand, walking slowly towards us.”Damn it Gamzee, what the hell hath gotten into you?!” Sollux shouted sounding not scared, but sincerely pissed. My head was starting to hurt, ears buzzing like bees, I like bees. “The only motherfuckin’ think that has gotten into me is what I was meant to do. honk HONK honk HONK” He said, adding the obnoxious honking. The buzzing grew louder, and I could just smell the honey. I had walked towards it, walking almost as if I were blind, walking into almost everything. “Mituna stop!” I heard Sollux cry before he fell to his knees, blood gurgling in his throat.
I grabbed the sides of my hamlet, hamlet? Helmet. The buzzing got louder, until I ran into something, all the noise stopped. Except a faint honking. I looked at what I had run into, Gamzee stared back at me, a smile of great pleasure plastered on his face. “Two motherfuckin’ mustard bloods in one day, what a fuckin’ miracle” He said before grabbing me by my throat. I couldn’t use my powers, my life was slipping and I couldn’t use my powers! What is wrong with me, come on just this once please! His smiled widened at I trashed around, his grip on growing tighter, before he let go. I fell to my knees, gasping for air. When one of his clubs struck me in the side of my head sending me into a locker hard enough to leave a Mituna sized dent. “Welcome to the dark carnival brother, hope you fuckin’ enjoyed your stay” He said before it all went dark.
I woke up thrashing around in Sollux’s arms. “What..what happened?” I asked dazed. Sollux looked down at me, mustard yellow blood trickling from his eyes. He was crying. “I thought I lotht you!” He yelled nuzzling my chest. I slowly wrapped my arms around his small body. “But you didn’t, thee, I’m thtill here Thollux” I said softly. I felt him nod, through his tears. I stroked his hair softly shushed him to sleep. Sollux soon rolled off top of me and I could finally sit of and stretch all my aching bones. I turned my head and saw on the calendar, I had been out like a light for almost two weeks. “The hell?” I asked softly to myself so not to stir Sollux awake. I walked up to the calendar to see, it was last year’s calendar. “The fuck!?” I yelled falling backwards on my ass. Between the yelling and the loud ‘THUMP’ as I landed on the floor Sollux jumped awake. “You found out” He said lowering his head. “I died” I said hugging him.
I held on tightly to the railing of the stairs the seemed to spiral downwards for miles. Every now and then I’d hear a “Honk Honk motherfucker” and that made me no calmer. I coughed up blood from the last battle I had with the highblood clown douche. My hand slipped on the railing and I fell down a few steps, getting back up I felt a stinging pain in my legs. I had walked at least miles in the school, where is the way out? Is there a way out? I made it to the bottom of the stairs, my legs aching. I felt my eyes grow heavy, the world started to spin around me. “Honk Honk motherfucker!” The voice yelled into my ear. No one was around me. “Piece of shit!” I yelled covering my ears .My knees grew weak, as did my entire body. “No..i will find a way out” I muttered coughing up blood once more. The red splattered down in front of me, I could almost see my reflection. God I must’ve looked horrible. My breath caught in my throat, it felt as if I were being strangled. I flailed around, only resulting in falling on my back, cracking my head on the stone-like ground. I gasped, it all looked so bright. “It’s…so…cold” I muttered not able to move any longer. “Don’t worry best friend..i never meant to fuckin’ hurt you or Tavbro, but this is how it’s supposed to fuckin’ be” A voice called, I could barely hear it, before I felt a cold blade dig into my chest.
“Gamzee!” I screeched As my vision came back. Gamzee was hovered above me, face nuzzled in my newly stabbed chest. “Serves a fucker right” He said getting off of me not showing his face to me. I still couldn’t move. “What did I do?” I asked, I choked up on my words. “you’re the lowest fuckin’ blood possible, it disgusts me” Gamzee said sounding as if having a fowl look on his face, the look meant for me. “I couldn’t help it, they gave me my god damn blood, not I Gamzee” I said trying to comfort him. “Stop toying with my fucking head you idiot!” He said finally showing his face, he looked worse than me. Makeup a mess, three long bleeding scars along his face, bloodshot eyes, his hair more a mess than usual. He looked in pain. “I’m not toying with shit you ugly excuse of a fucking clown!” I yelled, if I were going to die, why not have a little fun, he was going to kill me, right? He took the blade from my chest and stabbed in through my ankle. “Gog damn it!” I yelled in pain wanted to move. I would give my life to move right now, to run away, and just leave him in his state of insanity. “How do you motherfuckin’ think Tavros feels? I killed him first” Gamzee openly said, not necessarily talking to me. “He must feel loved” I said rolling my eyes. In sheer anger he took the blade and threw it towards me, it had just nipped my face leaving a long thin cut on my left cheek
I woke up in pain, panting, gasping for air. I still wasn’t able to move. Kankri was sat beside me, his white eyes staring widely at me. “You’re still alive brother?” He asked, his voice, he sounded like he’s been crying. “What do you mean” I asked wincing as I tried to move. “You’ve been asleep for almost a year now” He said. Normal chatterbox Kankri, the amount of worse he said now, drove me more insane then when he talks nonstop. “Asleep? I had a fucking nightterror of Gamzee” I said, I made a pained look remembering it. I heard the sound of a horn honk, and I just fucking lost it.
My chest shuddered every time I let out a silent sob. “What’s wrong little fucker? Can’t handle it?” Someone called out, a showdown lurking in a corner. “I want to go home” I hissed. “But you are home Nepeta, just take one fuckin’ look around you” The scenery changed from me being strapped to a desk in school, to being strapped down on the floor where i normally slept in my hive. I hissed in pain as I felt a sharp blade puncture my upper thigh. “It the little fuckin’ kitty scared? Now that she’s defenseless and moirailless?” The voice cooed. The darkness simmered and the stood Gamzee, between my legs, looking very pleased with himself licking my blood off the knife I was just stabbed with. “Just kill my already” I pleaded Tilting my head back for him to slice it off. “No” His word surprised me, “I want to have a little fun with you before I do just that.” He smiled and crawled on top of my through my legs. He took off my jacket with one hand, the other stoking my inner thigh. I tried to fight back the moan I was on the verge of letting out, but when his hands grabbed onto my chest, I lost all control.
He kissed my neck, and then bit into it leaving many teeth marks, and licked ever place. “Who knew I kitty was so motherfuckin’ fun?” He asked a smirk sprawled on his lips as he toyed with my chest. “Ah..please stop this AH…Gamzee” I said through the pleasure. “I’ll stop whenever the motherfuck I want” He said His hands stroking my inner thighs, getting too close for comfort to what I was hiding under my pants. I leaned my head back, almost ready to let it out, he wouldn’t let me, he stabbed my through my right hand. I screamed in pain, he placed a kiss to my forehead. “I’m going to keep you, as my own fuckin’ personal toy” He smiled sending the knife into my other thigh.
I woke up screaming, I could feel the pain even now. Gamzee…had Gamzee threatened to sexually assult me, again? I shook my head, I looked around my hive. My shipping wall, there in the colour of my blood was the words ‘Honk Honk little kitty’ I looked at my hand, and at my thighs, I was actually stabbed. I wobbled over the the wall, with what I could see, the background was no longer all my ships, just a big picture of Gamzee and I, in the last position we were in before I woke up. I ran out of my hive screaming. I saw Eridan and ran over to him crying. Why do I feel as if he can’t see, can’t hear, can’t FEEL, what I’m telling him. He was high blood, and I was lower blood, why does he even listen to me in the first place? I felt a hand grab my behind, when I turned around, I saw Gamzee walking by, a huge grin glued to his face as Eridan watched him in disgust.
“I thought only trolls went through this” I said to the other body in the room. “Your blood is still red to me my motherfuckin’ sis” He said. “But all humans blood is red!” I cried out as I suddenly felt dizzy. “Then I guess I’ll just have to kill every last motherfucking one of you” He said his eyes seeming to glow in the dark room. “Please don’t hurt my friends!” I cried out. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and a face nuzzle into my hair, “I don’t know what this disease you call friendship is, but let me tell you, I don’t motherfuckin’ care what it is.” His nails dug into my skin, blood pouring out after it. “It’s like you and the other trolls! The thing all of you have! Friendship is like that!” I screamed as I felt a blade push through my clothes and into my flesh. I couldn’t tell where it was though, I only know it was somewhere in my body. “Those trolls? I have nothing, nor do I want to, have anything to do with the fuckers” He said. I saw the blade, covered in mustard yellow, Red, Green, and more red. “Now `won’t it be a shame if you were to die” He said.
“It would be a shame, they’d miss me” I said. I was pulled up by my hair. I finally saw him, what he really looked like, and damn he looked horrible. “No shit, I’m miss everyone I killed, but it wasn’t my choice, it’s my royal blood” He said stabbing the knife through my stomach. I coughed up blood. “You don’t have to..kill..you can let..ev-ever-everyone.. live..” I said my eyelids refusing to stay open. “Nah..then it wouldn’t be as motherfuckin’ fun as this” He said slashing is my throat. By this point I lost a lot of blood, and was going to die. “Welcome to the dark carnival sis, hope you enjoyed your fuckin’ stay” He grinned devishly before stabbing my where my heart once was.
I didn’t wake up, I saw darkness, I saw Feferi and i, I saw my friends, I saw Gamzee..his same smile as when he killed me. Was I dead? Was I alive? I guess I won’t find out.