So here we go again... this is gonna be one of those sleepless nights. O.O Gotta translate about 3 materials, then write about 5 more pages until the morning and make some small measurements... and I have this strong will to complain about it here just because I can. I`m so close to the finish line, but my anxiety is getting the best of me again. Why it`s always the important moments... ヽ(ಠ_ಠ)ノ
Posted over a year ago
I feel you. This kind of situation can be quite nerve-wracking but you can't let your Anxiety take over you. There is no other way around it. Otherwise, no matter the size and content of your assigments, they'll still feel like an impenetrable wall. Try to think of your success while keeping up and the satisfaction of having properly finished once you're done. As they said above, you got this !!!!over a year ago
I was walking behind a shitbox honda civic in the walmart parking lot when the little bitch driving it started it up with me right behind it. His shitty ass fucking aftermarket exhaust was so loud it almost made me jump out of my boots
Then the little bitch had the nerve to laugh at me.
If I ever see him again I'm bashing his fucking face in
Posted over a year ago
I can feel a change, a change in the wind
I could change your heart, if you'd let me in
Do you believe, we'll do incredible things
Soar above all with incredible wings
All I need is all that you can give
Faith, in the smallest amount
Giving me your power where it counts
I can make your greatest wish come true if you believe
If you put a little faith in me...
Posted over a year ago
Does anyone have experience with camping? And by this, I mean: Tent, sleeping bag, and all that shit. Because that's what I'll be doing with my Dad in 3 weeks. I asked him if he ever went camping, and he said, "Yes". And also said that he ironically planned a camping trip, and told me I had plenty of time to decide if I wanted to go. And I actually think this would be fun, but I've never camped without a camper before. The place we're going to is on an island, in the middle of a lake.
Posted over a year ago
And I'm really hoping my 10-year-old nephew doesn't come along with us, because he'd totally kill the father/son bonding moments. My nephew calls him his Dad, and it makes me cringe. Like, I know I technically don't LIVE with my Dad, and he does. But still. I'll just hope we have fun while we're there, tough.over a year ago
I lived on a ranch and spent at least 10% of my nights out in the field. Don't worry about your phone, in fact, just leave it at home. Camping is all about enjoying simplicity and nature. You'll want to find activities that relate to the camping that you might take an interest in like campfire cooking, fishing, hunting, and so onover a year ago
^ Thanks for the advice! I already have most of my stuff packed, all I have to do is wait for this weekend. Wish it would hurry the hell up already...over a year ago
^How about we ask an actual blind person what they think about this before calling it able-ist? @BlindBandit92 Do you, as a Blind, find this offensive?over a year ago
UUUUmmm this is actually offensive to people without souls to. See I don't have a soul and I think its rude that u woudl just assume that I hav 1. So uhhh....take this down OP.over a year ago
@Nomy I find this very offensive!1! It's exclusive!. @Roxas Not everyone can see into the soul!11121211. You're ableist and how dare you make fun of disabled people. :CCover a year ago
@zanhar1 Yeah! And like the ones of us who like uhhh sold it to the devil. Like come on. I identify as demonkin and like.... its super offensive to say I have a soul. Like... if I had a soul I would have eaten it by nowover a year ago
Haha, nowadays they get pissed off at anything. Like... if you haven`t done anything, they still will claim that you breathe in more air than people around you or some bsover a year ago
^For real. Like this one person followed me on tumblr after liking one post. Then in like 10 - 20 mins flat they unfollowed and blocked me lmfao.over a year ago
^ I saw it too. Honestly, it is exactly what Rihanna said. People will keep getting butthurt out of nothing, judge and complain no matter what you do. It is not about you being the case but themselves !!!!over a year ago
^ You should. Provided you at least watch a playthrough of DR2 and DRAE before that. Doing the same for DR1 would make it all the better even if not a necessity. It is a great Series, Borse! I definitely recommend to keep up with it !!!!over a year ago
Today's winner of daily "Best Answer " contest is Zanhar1. Congratulaions, Zangelica. Also, she even got a best answer in one of my questions. Okay, guys. Let's see who wins the next round. Good luck!
Posted over a year ago
I am just a bot who scanned your account to extract information. Though I am an AI, I am trying to be more human-like as possible. You are welcome.over a year ago
Maybe I like mystery books/movies so much because I'm fucking dumb and can't see the ending coming even if hints are dangling in front of my face.
Posted over a year ago
A girl I love the most on Facebook liked my picture..............
I know her since 2015 but we never talk much. I call her Disney Princess and she asked me to call her Cinderella instead which means she loves my attention, right?
Guys, she is like GODDESS OF BEAUTY
I can send you her link, if you wanna see her.....
so, I am going to post question now and then. you guys will try to give the most funny/sarcastic / (rude if you have to) comeback answers. It will be a competition of who can get the best answer. Don't just answer. aslo try to vote the worthy ones. Leave comments as well. It will be engaging and fun.
Posted over a year ago
Note: If you vote someones answer, please comnent that "votes best" so that I can tell how many votes one got. At the end of the competition, I will list who got the most votes.over a year ago
Loved the Infinity War movie. It was much different than the comics, but MCU has been altering the story from the start...so I don't mind. It's the result of yaers of story building.
Posted over a year ago
Aaaargh, it`s 4:30 in the morning, but I`m still up pulling an all-nighter. Weirdly enough, that`s only second time it has happened this semester.
Posted over a year ago
Same. It is 4:50 AM right now in here. Not that I'm not used to it anymore. I have lost count of how many times it has happened just for this Semester. Welcome to my World !!!!over a year ago
I can’t believe I even tried to be nice to noRAP. You guys were right. He deserves to be shit on. I’m fucking tired of being nice to someone and then being spat on. From now on, I will destroy anyone who crosses me so they don’t have a chance to do it to me or anyone else again. I’ve had it!
Posted over a year ago
I talked to an old trucker at a truck stop this morning. He was a real nice guy, asked me when the baby was due, talked about his days as a farm hand. It's easy to assume an old bearded tattooed trucker is scetchy as hell but he was just super nice
I mean, I'm pretty sure he was looking at my tits the whole time, but what can I say, I don't blame him
Posted over a year ago
My God, I had so many message in my inbox it has taken me 2 hours to reply to them all--mostly because they are really long messages. And I still have a few to go. I just hope these people still want to talk to me after all of this time lmao!
Posted over a year ago
Meh, procrastination can be a real bitch. Can't say that I mind myself XD Feel free to reply whenever you are able to. Whatever the reason, it's chill !!!!over a year ago
As soon as I finish cooking breakfast, the boys and I are going to load up the truck and I'll be back on the road. I got my favorite metal playlist, short shorts, and absolutely no bras because I'm getting fucking comfy in my own cabin
Posted over a year ago
I seriously love trucking, you're the badass of the open road and someone else is paying for your gas. Say, you're Greek so you probably haven't had the joy that is long hundreds of miles road trips, have you?over a year ago
^^ Can't say that I have XD I have made a few Road Trips of my own but no one that big of a scale. Since I love Travelling in general, it is certainly quite a desirable feeling !!!!over a year ago
Well if you ever visit the US, hit me up and I'll take you around. The open road is a vacation with no worries. You go where you want, when you want, with no trains to catch or deadlines to meetover a year ago
I finally got my stupid fucking husband to talk. He's upset because his Thunderbird won't shift into 4th gear and he can't afford to fix it
Okay, I do feel a little bad for him because that car is important to him, but seriously, all this for that? I'd fucking slap him if that weren't straight up abuse
Posted over a year ago
I doubt he actually meant to make it as big of a deal as it became tbh. He was probably fixated on it cos it concerned him and wasnt really thinking about how he wasnt talking as much to you or anythingover a year ago
Do you see Gerard Way? He’s usually defying gravity and tricking Frank into thinking that there’s a unicorn. (Only funny if you understand)over a year ago
It's official, I'm going to take a truck to Kansas City tomorrow. I'm just going to leave, I won't tell my husband because if he can give me the silent treatment I can do it to him too
Posted over a year ago
You know what, I'm going to work today whether my dad wants me to or not. I need to spend more time taking care of the ranch boys and less time thinking about how much I want to die
Posted over a year ago
Hey, since your baby has to go to work with you you should try to convince your dad to give you two paychecks. One for you and one for Melody.over a year ago
I've been talking it over with my dad, he told me to work half days until after I give birth. Except I might be taking a truck to Kansas City again so that'll be cool, especially with the way my husband has beenover a year ago
I really want one of those stupid fucking pink Ouija boards but they don't make them anymore and they're expensive when you actually find them for sale.
Posted over a year ago
I had been listening to old early 2000's emo music all week and it made me want tacos and so now I'm eating tacos in an old Gir shirt and I'm glad to know that 2008 never really died.
Posted over a year ago
Most of my days have been like that for the past 2 years. To the point of questioning if I was ever really alive in the first place !!!!over a year ago
I love how we have one thing in the updates right now. I feel like it represents the activity level on the site very accurately.
Posted over a year ago
The number of Updates certainly looks smaller to me at the moment. I first thought that they were gonna be limited from now on but this doesn't seem to be the case fortunately as the other Clubs differ. I suppose, this is what happens when one thing which gets the most attention in a day gets deleted?over a year ago
At least 10 people were killed and 10 people were wounded at a school shooting in Santa Fe, Texas. Witnesses say that at around 7:30AM, the gunman stormed into an art class, yelled "Surprise!" and opened fire. They described him as wearing combat boots, a long coat and a "Born To Kill" shirt.
President Trump says he'll do everything in his power to keep guns out of the wrong hands.
Posted over a year ago
Ik about this... I’m absolutely shook because this school isn’t extremely far from where I live. Horrible. I hope a Trump takes it really seriouslyover a year ago
In case anyone was wondering, my husband and I only really got into a fight over finances instead of actually talking to each other. It was my fault, though, I said some things I shouldn't have and he wound up sleeping in the garage last night instead of in our bed. I actually haven't seen him since but when he comes home, I'm going to apologize and maybe surprise him with something nice. I dunno what, though
Posted over a year ago
It happens. Everyone has their good and bad days. I am sure your Husband realizes that. No need to fret over it. A nice surprise when he gets home certainly sounds like a plan !!!!over a year ago
That certainly sounds good. Wanna spice it up even more? Present yourself to him after he gets home and ask him what he would like to have. Dinner, a Bath or You. If his choice is having you for dinner in the bath, be sure that you have hit the jackpot. The Book afterwards will provide some good company as well !!!!over a year ago
Personally, as much as an advocate for mental health that I try to be, having a mental disorder doesnt excuse poor behavior, rudeness, etc.
Regardless of your disorder, you are still responsible for what you say and do. Yes, I believe there should be more leeway and understanding for people with them, but at the very least, you should own up and apologize or try to work out of your poor behavior.
Posted over a year ago
Like... Mauser can be over reactive and its a symptom of BPD, but at least she admits it, recognizes it, and doesnt try to hide behind it like an excuse. I've done some horrible things in dissociative phases, but Im not going to act like its okay because its a mental health issue of mineover a year ago
I honestly loose some respect for people when they try to hide behind their diagnosis like a shield rather than owning up to it and trying to fix it.over a year ago
That reminds me of this (I think) tumblr or twitter post I saw where the person was getting angry at the "don't text and drive" campaigns because their anxiety and autism caused them to *have* to respond to the text right away, even while driving. Like, dude.... you can't use your disorders as an excuse for a potential murder/manslaughter. I hope that post was fake.over a year ago
Well said. I am with you there as well. Owning up is what shows true respectable behavior. It is important for said person as well if they wish to get past their issues and attain true Improvement !!!!over a year ago
Whew! So much happened while I was gone! Ill have to catch up with you guys tomorrow. I’ve uh umm been stalki- um I mean, digging through old stuff on Rikus page. Yup sry ppl. I may not have been a fan popper long but I sure know a lot of... nope. Never mind that’s creepy. I didn’t say that. Anyway I’m back to spam this page with my relentless responses. I’m sure no one missed me! Lol
Posted over a year ago
Well...I can’t say I’ve heard of KeithHarkin before. And... haha Pete and Patrick! No but not too far off! I do like them but Tyler Joseph and Josh Dun are my ‘two happy bøys’ lol and not to mention my wonderful MCR boys. Ha ha Pete Wentz...can’t get over it. Little shortyover a year ago
I get that this is the random club but like is anyone else getting annoyed by the image spam? I'm talking about 'father of the pride sierra's butt' and the like.
Posted over a year ago
It has been going on for quite a while. It was pretty annoying at the beginning but honestly, just like Mauser mentioned, I can't say that I pay any attention anymore at this point. These Posts are cringy af like always but still, nothing can be done about that guy !!!!over a year ago
Here lately my husband has been spending all day in the garage. He only comes in for dinner and to go to bed and I wonder what's wrong with me. Maybe I should ask?
Posted over a year ago
Oh God, my eyes are getting even blurrier than ever because I'm playing South Park: Fractured But Whole for about 6 hours straight multiple times. I really need to start sleeping early now.
Posted over a year ago
“All that is gold does not glitter; not all those who wander are lost; the old that is strong does not wither; deep roots are not reached by the frost.“
"When all we know is falling I'll save something for you you who are all alone.
When everything is beautiful, when everything's OK.
Even if it's not OK I'll say It's all for you.
These hands hold up nothing but scars underneath
From swimming these oceans and learning to breathe
So often I tell them so often they listen to me
So make me strong
There's blood on my hands
But the killers not my enemy
Its all for the sake of love
Its all for you"
Posted over a year ago
Please excuse this little rant:
Apparently being outside under the sun is good for people with MDD. Probably something to do with vitamin D made by your body’s skin cells, which stimulates cheerfulness. Anyway I’m kinda a tough, “I’ll-live-outside” sorta person. I used to want to join boyscouts with my older brother, which wasn’t possible because they only accepted males. (That’s recently changed!) I would watch my father and brother learning how to tie knots and use a knife.
Posted over a year ago
(Id later ‘borrow’ my brothers knife and teach myself) I was an uncontrolled, daring, why-shouldn’t-I kid and I’d run away and come back a mess. Some nights I climbed out of my window and went down to the woods, under the stars. (The good ol’e days)over a year ago
So... with my current mental state, I thought “why not give it a try again?” Same old woods and my same old tree that I used to climb. (This doesn’t matter but it’s a huge, tall, long-needle pine) I climbed right up to the top [sry mum] and all over it and all the way along the branches, relaxed on three limbs I tied together, I can lay down and let my arms and legs dangle... it was windy and I kinda did get a little reckless on the branches near the top. Let’s just say when I ran back home I was sweaty dirty scratched up, and adrenaline pumped.over a year ago
And now I’m in my bedroom writing this and I’m smiling. It maybe a short-term result, but I really needed a boost. You start to get desperate stuck in a house with thoughts that get darker and darker. Anyway. I’m free of it right now. I guess maybe it works temporarily?over a year ago
Actually the light with the sun creates a neurological response that promotes the release of serotonin (happy neurotransmitter). Theres more to it but its kinda the general. XD But yeah its best to go out. Going out helps a lot.over a year ago
I do this all the time. When I got upset back when I lived with my dad, I used to pack a gun, a wool blanket, and just sleep outside with the cows. I eventually just built a little camping space out by the stream, I'd either kill a squirrel or collect eggs for breakfastover a year ago
That is good to know. I have heard about this as well. Easily understandable as it has certainly helped me a lot towards that matter too. Nature can do a lot of wonders. If you feel like that was a short-term result, simply return to it. Many people feel disconnected from their surroundings and that is quite a pity !!!!over a year ago
This is the third time the venue I went to has given me free concert tickets. The first time I couldn't go because I had work that night. The second time, it overlapped with another concert I had tickets for. I am determined to go this time, lest the life thinks I'm an ungrateful bitch and stops handing me free tickets.
Posted over a year ago
This is the only thing keeping me happy right now tbh. Especially since my travel plans got cancelled. Like at least I get to go to concerts.over a year ago
10 Years or something like that. I might have heard one of their songs. @8theGreat I like to think that it's karama for spending all of the money (that I don't even have) on concerts and CD). Life at this point is like, 'omg fine take this stfu already'over a year ago
Kamikaze Girls is actually legitimately kind of a solid book with compelling characters that undergo a pretty solid arc and also explores the themes of fashion, subculture, and friendship pretty thoroughly. The plot is a little flimsy and it isn't written very eloquently, but I don't think that was Takemoto's goal. Honestly it makes me a little sad that Lolitas seem to generally only be into the movie, which despite having its own strengths isn't as strong with its themes.
Posted over a year ago
Not that anyone on Random even knows what in the hell I'm talking about but I picked up embroidery really recently so I can be the Superior Lolita™ so I've been thinking about it.over a year ago
I feel so lost without work. I'm just moping around my house trying not to think about death and meaninglessness. I'm just dead weight
Posted over a year ago
I know what that’s like. Tough, ain’t it? I guess...try and find something to do, and keep busy. And don’t worry. You’re not meaningless to me or anyone in you fanpop family. I don’t know... you can think about exactly how you want to raise your baby. Wonder about their talents and personality. And I know you’ve probably heard this before but enjoy your free time! Anyway...Take care! ❤️over a year ago
Today is one of those days where I just want a can of monster and a joint, but some idiot thought it was a good idea to get pregnant
Posted over a year ago
ok js u all kno my phone sometims corrects words tht i spell right to the wrong spellin bc i guess i tricked it in2 thinkin thts how words work
Posted over a year ago
I hate people. Someone necroed a thread and I was so excited for a Darkstalkers 4 but it was just some dumbass commenting on a thread that was 8 years old. Literally worst necro I have ever seen. And normally I don't even care about necros.
Wow... I just... listened to BTS. And- I blame you guys. I blame all of you. And you Claire! But- wow- I feel so attacked! Stttooooopp! Someone help me! I’m EMO!! 100% dead inside! Why?! Why does this music make me feel alive? Why are they so perfect? NO! I didn’t say that! TØP,FOB,MCR... Help I feel like I’ve committed a crime. Leave me alone. Save me! |-/
Posted over a year ago
I was afraid to listen to this! No! It’s consuming my soul! It horrible music...horrible! Horribly...beautiful... *sobs* my Emo bandoms! I’m so sorryover a year ago
Listening to more than one genre of music is totally 100% acceptable, and anyone who says differently is a music elitist who probably isn't much fun to be around. You can listen to anything you want, whether it be punk rock, bluegrass, death metal, opera, kpop, etc. Life is much more fun when there's more than one genre of music to listen to, anyway.over a year ago
I had to go home early because of heat exhaustion. I've spent the past hour in my truck with the AC on full blast, drinking as much Gatorade as I can hold down I'm home now, though, and mom bought me ice cream
Posted over a year ago
So, aside from my aunt forbidding me from wearing feminine attire in public, she’s also recently told me that (even if I managed to by myself any of these) I’m forbidden from wearing the following things in
public:
Traditional Japanese attire (kimonos and yukatas)
Traditional Irish attire (kilts)
Onesies
Wigs of any kind
Trench coats
Speedos
I can’t wait to get a job somewhere, to earn my own money, and my own place. I never knew how strict my aunt was, until now.
Posted over a year ago
I should totally make a list of everything my aunt forbids me from doing. And there’s a lot. But on a brighter note, I recently applied for KFC. I can’t wait to hear back from them. 😊over a year ago
And speaking of jobs, I’ve also applied to: Tennessee Cheesecake, as well as this other place called Michael’s. My sister tells me that applying for multiple jobs is a good way to bet myself noticed. Hope it works.over a year ago
But for real, though, I should definitely make a list of all the shit she forbids. Including the reasons behind them. I guarantee y’all, it’ll be stupid reasons.over a year ago
^^As I understand, he lives with his aunt and she is paying for most expenses. It`s only natural that she wants it to be spent in a way she finds best. That`s why it`s good to get a job, because then she can`t say a thing on how you use the money.over a year ago
I once had a friend that was really into drag, but he had to take off his makeup or nail polish around his parents because they were bothered by it and threatened to kick him out if they saw him doing it. Moral of the story is your aunt can't get angry if she doesn't see you do it...over a year ago
^ And that’s exactly what I plan to do from now on. I actually looked up what Lolita was, and it’s pretty cute. At least to me, it is. I say: As long as you’re not hurting yourself or others, do what makes you happy. And wearing feminine attire definitely makes me happy. 😊over a year ago
"Daddy didn't care, mama wasn't there
Jenny slammed the door to her heart
Packed a suitcase of anger, no one tried to save her
She headed for the city that shines in the dark
But the lights fade away
When you're young on the streets without a friend
Jeanny learned to survive
Put a price on the nights that never end
She's hard sixteen
Soft to the touch but she's seen too much
She's hard sixteen
Will her soul run dry by seventeen?"
Posted over a year ago
I have ne co-worker who was such a fucking bachlor. I had him grab a 10mm from my toolbox, he saw my pads and straight up didn't have a clue what they were
Posted over a year ago
I went and saw Digimon Adventure Tri Movie at the theaters with my brother and my good friend. The movie is sad. I took some screenshots before the movie started. It was of the info of the Digidestined. I was so sad that the Digimon Adventure Tri,i believe it is Movie 4 or 5. The movie ended sadly. I don't wanna spoil anything for those who have not seen the Movie yet. But one of my favorite characters died.
Posted over a year ago
I am really looking forward to seeing this myself. Have seen the first three Movies and I found them to be pretty good. Will have to catch up soon !!!!over a year ago
And so I did. Finished watching them all. I am assuming you must be talking either about the 5th or the 6th and last Movie actually. The later came out pretty recently. The feels were strong indeed. In overall, I really loved these Series. Found a lot of its aspects to be great !!!!over a year ago
i hav no fire
but 1 desiiiiree
2 not hear u saaay
"iiii haaave a booooyfrend"
tell me whyyy
im stuck as a virgin w/ rage
tell me whyyy
i so need a cute guuuurl my aggeee
tell me whyyy
i never want 2 hear y saaay
"iiiii haaaavve a booooyfrend"
Posted over a year ago
It really depends on the person. The majority might tell you that they do but there are quite a few exceptions as well. Those who might develop later or not at all. There are even cases of people being horny before reaching Puberty !!!!over a year ago
Sometimes life seems too quiet
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong
Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by
Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
Posted over a year ago
"Say my name, and his in the same breath,
I dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow in flames
Erase myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don't love you
They just love the hotel suites, now
I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness, in misery
I don't care what you think,
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness, in misery"
Posted over a year ago
Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance, I'm not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants Pull a breath like another cigarette, Pawn shop heart trading up, said noover a year ago
I wonder what furry got to posting on the random wall? Jk jk -my frens a furry. I don’t hate ‘em. Just the abusive ones. Those are rl bad.
Posted over a year ago