at home
???-btch where the h3ll hav u been?!
me-i was at school!
???-no i mean u sneek out evrynight!!!! where 2?!
me-i go 2 chrystal's house
???-y?!
me-mom y dnt u trust me?!
mom-dnt u giv me tht tone! u knw wat! giv me ur fone!
me-no! i pay 4 ths fone n evrythng else in here cuz u dgad about wat i do!
mom-*comes ovr n puches me*
me-*hides in my pain*
mom-*leaves*
me-owwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *goes 2 studio*
???-hey ur mom do somethn?
me-u hav no idea!
???-tell me about it
me-mkay *we sit dwn* randy i gtta ask u somethn
ray-okay?
me-do u hav a good family?
ray-me? my dad? h3ll no.
me-but u said he teaches u doctor stuff-
ray-he forces me 2 do it. he's tryng 2 run my life
me-my mom 2
ray-wats going on with u 2?!
me-my mom is a sl*t a ho* n a btch
ray-ouch! she doesnt care about u n hits u all the time?
me-how u knw?!
ray-same thng with my dad
me-*hugs him* awww im sorry!
ray-its okay wnna dance with me?
me-no way! i dnt dance in frnt of ppl only chrystal
ray-come onnnnn plzzzzz?!
me-no ray!!!!! im just not...comftorable with sumone looking at me
ray-okay *gives me a kiss*
me-randy?
ray-yeah?
me-y do u get mad sumtimez?
ray-cuz my dad. i just get so mad n i feel lik hitting somethng n i just get mad
me-so u hit me?!
ray-i dnt want 2 i try 2 hold it in but i cnt
me-so ths has nothng 2 do with alyson?!
ray-h3ll no!
me-oh
ray-will u plz dnce with me?!
me-*looks at him 4 a long time* i...
ray-*pulls me up*
me-ouch!
ray-sorry!
me-thts okay im good
ray-*turns on Mariah carrey obsessed*
me-omg she my girl!
ray-i knew it!
me-i...i cnt!
ray-okay ill leave
me-no plz dnt!
ray-ill be back just not 2nite
me-randy ill dance with u!
ray-sorry i gtg! *leaves*
me-ugggggg! but omg i luv ths song!!! *starts gring n dncng*
ray-*stands there n watchs me*
me-*dances summore thn realize ray stndng there n stp* um-
ray-n u cldnt do tht 4 me?!
me-im not-
ray-watevr just dnt tlk 2 me
me-*runs ovr 2 him* randy i ddnt knw im sorry!
ray-*slaps me* y do u keep sayng tht?! ur not really sorry!
me-yes i am! ray calm dwn!
ray-dnt call me tht!
me-but evrybdy else calls u tht!
ray-u knw wat, i thght u were a diffrent person but u dnt evn dance 4 ppl! thts not a girl with confidence!!!!!
me-im-i just...ill dance with u!
ray-2 l8 4 tht!
me-plz i ddnt mean 2 make u mad!
ray-*punches me in stomach*
me-*LORD!!!!! Y DID HE HAV 2 DO THT?!* *falls 2 ground cyng n holdng stomach*
ray-u deserve tht!
me-wats gttn in2 u?! ugggg! *gets up in thrws up*
ray-nothng n u need 2 get somethn sr8-dnt test me!
me-wat did i do?!
ray-stfu!
me-*just stares at him* randy?! y r u doig ths?
ray-because u need 2 shut up n strt listng!!
me-i do listen!
ray-no u dnt! u tlk tlk tlk tlk tlk thts all u evr do!!!!
me-okay frm now on ill listen!!!!!
ray-*walks ovr n pulls my hair*
me-*now tht was sum scary sht*
ray-u dnt keep promises! i knw u!
me-*looks him in the eye* i knw tht. we were best friends our whole life!!!!!
ray-*lets my hair go* Mariah im so sorry! idk wats gttn in2 me! i-i-i just-
me-Its okay randy!
ray-no its not i shldnt hav hurt u
me-u ddnt hurt me
ray-oh really?! y do u hav a black eye all of a sudden?! tht wasnt there wen i got here
me-it wznt u i swear it!
ray-swear on ur dad's grave?!
me-*silence*
ray-*comes ovr n hugs me tight*
me-ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! ow ow owww ow!
ray-*pulls away really fast* im so sorry!
me-sht! oh um thts ok-ugggg!
ray-where r u hurting?
me-my arm n EVRYWHERE ELSE
ray-okay *rubs my arm n goes get sum kind of medicne 2 put on it n it feels bttr*
me-how come u cnt do tht with my tummy?
ray-i dnt hav anythng 4 bruises just soreness
me-oh okay. *smirk on my face* randy?
ray-yeah?
me-can u check my tummy again?
ray-*looks at me* okay *pulls up shirt but puts it back dwn* I cnt do tht mariah
me-y not?
ray-its gttn worse beacuse of me!
me-how?!
ray-its so close 2 being black its just...lik...idk but its really bad Rye
me-*sigh* okay can i-u knw wat, nvm
ray-wat is it?
me-can i...well can we...go somewhere?
ray-huh? where?
me-i hav ths place i go othr thn here wen i was little
ray-where is it?
me-*gets up n groans* follow me
ray-want me 2 carry u?
me-lol no! thts gnna make it worse!!!!
ray-okay lets go
i wonder where thy go!!!!!
hope u enjoy!!!!!
???-btch where the h3ll hav u been?!
me-i was at school!
???-no i mean u sneek out evrynight!!!! where 2?!
me-i go 2 chrystal's house
???-y?!
me-mom y dnt u trust me?!
mom-dnt u giv me tht tone! u knw wat! giv me ur fone!
me-no! i pay 4 ths fone n evrythng else in here cuz u dgad about wat i do!
mom-*comes ovr n puches me*
me-*hides in my pain*
mom-*leaves*
me-owwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *goes 2 studio*
???-hey ur mom do somethn?
me-u hav no idea!
???-tell me about it
me-mkay *we sit dwn* randy i gtta ask u somethn
ray-okay?
me-do u hav a good family?
ray-me? my dad? h3ll no.
me-but u said he teaches u doctor stuff-
ray-he forces me 2 do it. he's tryng 2 run my life
me-my mom 2
ray-wats going on with u 2?!
me-my mom is a sl*t a ho* n a btch
ray-ouch! she doesnt care about u n hits u all the time?
me-how u knw?!
ray-same thng with my dad
me-*hugs him* awww im sorry!
ray-its okay wnna dance with me?
me-no way! i dnt dance in frnt of ppl only chrystal
ray-come onnnnn plzzzzz?!
me-no ray!!!!! im just not...comftorable with sumone looking at me
ray-okay *gives me a kiss*
me-randy?
ray-yeah?
me-y do u get mad sumtimez?
ray-cuz my dad. i just get so mad n i feel lik hitting somethng n i just get mad
me-so u hit me?!
ray-i dnt want 2 i try 2 hold it in but i cnt
me-so ths has nothng 2 do with alyson?!
ray-h3ll no!
me-oh
ray-will u plz dnce with me?!
me-*looks at him 4 a long time* i...
ray-*pulls me up*
me-ouch!
ray-sorry!
me-thts okay im good
ray-*turns on Mariah carrey obsessed*
me-omg she my girl!
ray-i knew it!
me-i...i cnt!
ray-okay ill leave
me-no plz dnt!
ray-ill be back just not 2nite
me-randy ill dance with u!
ray-sorry i gtg! *leaves*
me-ugggggg! but omg i luv ths song!!! *starts gring n dncng*
ray-*stands there n watchs me*
me-*dances summore thn realize ray stndng there n stp* um-
ray-n u cldnt do tht 4 me?!
me-im not-
ray-watevr just dnt tlk 2 me
me-*runs ovr 2 him* randy i ddnt knw im sorry!
ray-*slaps me* y do u keep sayng tht?! ur not really sorry!
me-yes i am! ray calm dwn!
ray-dnt call me tht!
me-but evrybdy else calls u tht!
ray-u knw wat, i thght u were a diffrent person but u dnt evn dance 4 ppl! thts not a girl with confidence!!!!!
me-im-i just...ill dance with u!
ray-2 l8 4 tht!
me-plz i ddnt mean 2 make u mad!
ray-*punches me in stomach*
me-*LORD!!!!! Y DID HE HAV 2 DO THT?!* *falls 2 ground cyng n holdng stomach*
ray-u deserve tht!
me-wats gttn in2 u?! ugggg! *gets up in thrws up*
ray-nothng n u need 2 get somethn sr8-dnt test me!
me-wat did i do?!
ray-stfu!
me-*just stares at him* randy?! y r u doig ths?
ray-because u need 2 shut up n strt listng!!
me-i do listen!
ray-no u dnt! u tlk tlk tlk tlk tlk thts all u evr do!!!!
me-okay frm now on ill listen!!!!!
ray-*walks ovr n pulls my hair*
me-*now tht was sum scary sht*
ray-u dnt keep promises! i knw u!
me-*looks him in the eye* i knw tht. we were best friends our whole life!!!!!
ray-*lets my hair go* Mariah im so sorry! idk wats gttn in2 me! i-i-i just-
me-Its okay randy!
ray-no its not i shldnt hav hurt u
me-u ddnt hurt me
ray-oh really?! y do u hav a black eye all of a sudden?! tht wasnt there wen i got here
me-it wznt u i swear it!
ray-swear on ur dad's grave?!
me-*silence*
ray-*comes ovr n hugs me tight*
me-ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! ow ow owww ow!
ray-*pulls away really fast* im so sorry!
me-sht! oh um thts ok-ugggg!
ray-where r u hurting?
me-my arm n EVRYWHERE ELSE
ray-okay *rubs my arm n goes get sum kind of medicne 2 put on it n it feels bttr*
me-how come u cnt do tht with my tummy?
ray-i dnt hav anythng 4 bruises just soreness
me-oh okay. *smirk on my face* randy?
ray-yeah?
me-can u check my tummy again?
ray-*looks at me* okay *pulls up shirt but puts it back dwn* I cnt do tht mariah
me-y not?
ray-its gttn worse beacuse of me!
me-how?!
ray-its so close 2 being black its just...lik...idk but its really bad Rye
me-*sigh* okay can i-u knw wat, nvm
ray-wat is it?
me-can i...well can we...go somewhere?
ray-huh? where?
me-i hav ths place i go othr thn here wen i was little
ray-where is it?
me-*gets up n groans* follow me
ray-want me 2 carry u?
me-lol no! thts gnna make it worse!!!!
ray-okay lets go
i wonder where thy go!!!!!
hope u enjoy!!!!!
I just wanted to come and let everyone know that I am still here lol Alive and well and I'll trrrryy to write another chapter. Been having writer's block for the longest, even on my Wattpad account (@KissMy_SwaqBixh btw ~-*) I couldn't think of anything to write.
But I am here and open for suggestions. Just I.B. me and I'll try to get to it as soon as possible.
TTYL YALL (\(^-^)/)