Speak Now (FanMade album cover)

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it...

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it’s all so quiet and I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, holding my breath
Won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold

Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

Stood there and watched...

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
My mother accused me of losing my mind
but I swore I was fine

You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game
but you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone
tonight
Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known

Well...

Your little hand's wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light
To you everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I had, honey
If you could stay like that

Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh darling, don't you ever grow up
Don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple
I won't let nobody hurt you
won't let no one break your heart
And no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up
Never grow up

You're in the car...

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like a nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard calling me out when I'm wounded
You, picking on the weaker man

Well you can take me down with just one single blow
but you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big ole city
And all you're ever goinna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever goinna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean

You, with your switching sides and your wildfire lies and your humiliation...