Everything muscle in my body just seem to freeze like ice. My heart shattered into a million pieces. Cold tears made their way down to the blood-stained ground. On that ground laid my only brother Thinfrost. He was like a puppet cut from its stings; limp, not moving. It almost seemed like he was just in a deep sleep. Blood slowly seeped from his throat and flank. Black fur from his pelt ran with the wind, scattering his scent across the land. Dull blue eyes gazes sightlessly at me. Bloody claws were gleaming where there was no blood. "Brother...come on, wake up!" I could feel myself nudging him, trying to get him to react. No response came, not even a playful nudge back. My voice seem to come out on its own. Over and over i heard myself begging him to quit joking, stop making me upset. But even as i did it, i already knew the truth. There was no point in me doing all these things. Hope had disappeared the moment i had spotted him out here. When i heard his rasping breath, his last words. Before he even closed his eyes, i knew what was going on. As i screamed his name into the distance. When i took him and that kit back into the camp. Seeing his body being dragged by my jaws. Nothing could hide such an obvious thing. Thinfrost was dead; my only brother, my only real family that cared about me. The one who encouraged me to do what i wanted. Telling me what was right and wrong. Pointing out my mistakes when i did them. Even protecting me from enemies. The one person i knew i could trust from the moment i was born...was now up in the skies with Blackfang. I have never felt so alone in my life. Again and again the same question kept popping up in my mind. "Why did it have to be him!?"
I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
And I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me here anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Because I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me here anymore
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
And I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me here anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
Because I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
Because I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me here anymore
I was walking through the forest and saw a smal she kit and padded up to her who are you i mewed softly strawberry she replied i licked her head where did u come from my mom left me by ta river she mewed i noded im silver and i'l take care of you i mewed i picked her up and i walked through the forest crossing mapleclans border but i was chased intow willowclan territory i set the kit down and came back with a couple of mice here i say and toss her the mouse i layed down and ate my mouse and watched for any sign of danger get behind me i hissed to her and stood in front of her as a fox approached us i jumped on its back diging my claws in its back continuously biting its neck til it fel to the ground i jumped off it and paded into a cave and came back wit water fos us making temporary nests we fel asleep and woke up the next morning and paded into the stormclan camp.