Goodbye my love, my best friend, the father of my kits. I love you and miss you with all of my heart. No one can ever replace you. My heart is forever shattered. I will never be the same. If there was anyway, anyway at all, that I could bring you back I would do it, I would give anything. I am sorry I couldn't save you in time. Please forgive me. It is hard for me to continue my life without you in it. I don't know if I can do it. You were the one that kept me going every day. The kits miss you too. Our family doesn't feel complete without you here. There was no one in the world quit like you. No one can ever take your place. No one can ever mend my broken heart. I wish I could have said goodbye. I feel horrible saying it now, when you are already gone...but it is the most I can do. I may not cry on the outside but on the inside I am mourning you forever. I can never let you go. No matter how much everyone says I have to. *tries not to get to choked up* You were my everything. Now all I have left is the kits and my brother. Other cats may say they are here for me, but it's not the same. Nothing will ever be the same now that you are gone. It is not the first time a fire has ruined our lives and split us apart. But this time it has damaged me beyond repare. I was lucky that fate brought me back to you the first time. But now...*sobs*...it has torn us apart, possibly forever. I am so sorry...I just wish there was a way you could come back... I love you. Don't ever forget that. Goodbye...


-Nightbreeze