*sigh* its so lonely around here..but all i need is my baby to keep me company. i`m still very angry at Trent and i still don't want to see him. even if he said sorry. i even tried watching the funniest things i ever seen and it doesn't make me laugh. i guess i`ll just have to try harder-ah who cares! i don't love him anymore! someone knocked on the door. i walked downstairs and opened the door. it was Bridgette. "Gwen..do you know what's wrong with Trent?"i slammed the door in her face and walked upstairs. the door started knocking again. i stormed downstairs and opened the door. "what?"i snarled. "please,he's been hurting people."she said. "so? like i give a fuck."i said. "oh okay..wanna go play..basketball?"she stammered. "and why would you ask a 6 month pregnant lady that?"i questioned suspicious. "erm..never mind. wanna go take a walk?"she suggested. "why are you so urgent to take me somewhere?"i asked again. "its my little cousin's birthday and he wanted to meet you."she answered my question. i smiled. "that sounds great,just let me go get my boots."i went to my room and grabbed my boots and walked with her to the park. "so how's the little guy?"she patted my stomach. "fine,i guess. i haven't checked out my baby's gender cause i`m stressed."i said. "don't worry,this party will cheer you up."she said. "don't count on it."i chuckled. i guess being with friends make me laugh.
ah,such great life. such great to hear people scream before i kill them. and guess what? i`m on most wanted! i really am a star. i even have a closet full of rotting corps! isn't that great? i even killed the mail lady. the door bell rang. i grabbed a pipe and opened the door. i took a swing but the person blocked it. "might i say you look wonderful today."Alejandro said. "why are you here?"i said. "well me and Owen wanted to take you to the park today."he smiled. i gripped my pipe. "why?"i growled. "because you could go on a killing spree! boo ah!"Alejandro covered Owen`s mouth. "you know Owen,you`re right. i should go out and get some fresh air."i laughed evilly. Alejandro and Owen smiled like they were scared. that made me put on an evil grin. i walked out of my apartment. "i love your sign."Owen said gesturing to the bloody words on my window that said,LEAVE OR DIE. "thanks man,did it myself."i said. "don't mention it."he said. we finally reached the park. "now,who should i kill first? oh i know..YOU TWO."i said. they walked backwards a tiny bit. "come on amigo,we're friends. lets keep looking..this way!"Alejandro walked towards the picnic area. "okay fine."i followed and so did Owen. "sit down right here and we`ll go find you a person to gut!"Alejandro and Owen ran off. hm,i guess Alejandro and Owen could help me kill people. this day keeps on getting better and better.
we made it to the park a couple of minutes ago and we are just standing here. "what are we doing?"i asked. "waiting for someone."Bridgette sounded startled. "okay?"i said. Alejandro and Owen ran up to us without breath. Alejandro bent over and put his hands on his knees. "all set amigo."he wheezed and fell over. "okay,lets go."Bridgette grabbed my hand and started to run. "Bridgette! i cant go so fast!"i said as we ran. "come on almost there."she said. i rolled my eyes and kept running. we were running towards the picnic area. but i bumped into someone. "WHY YOU-."the guy turned around gripping a pipe but stopped talking when he saw me. it was Trent. we both started growling at each other. "come on guys,cant we get along?"i knocked out Alejandro with a punch. "stop hurting people."Trent sneered. "like you already did to me."i said. "shut the fuck up!"he screamed. i turned to Bridgette and Owen. "YOU SET THIS UP DIDN'T YOU!"i shouted. they gulped and nodded. i turned back to Trent. "if i ever see you again i will kill you!"i barked. "well i could do that right now!"he held up his rusty pipe. "you think you can hurt me with THAT? *laughs* you have to be kidding me."i said. "fine,i guess you`ll find out right now!"he swinging the pipe at my head,but Bridgette held his fist back. "LET GO BITCH!"he swung it a Bridgette and she fell on the ground. i punched Trent in the eye. "STOP HURTING PEOPLE!"i screamed. "make me you slut!"that made me remind myself of the divorce thing. i tackled him and started to punch him. "you fucking bastard! i hate you!"i screamed while punching him. he punched me in the face and i rolled off of him. he got on top of me and started punching me hard in the face. i started screaming. he got off of me and started kicking me. he hit me in the face with the pipe. i started crying as he beat me furiously. blood was all over my body. right when he was about to stab my stomach a park cop came up and hand cuffed Trent. "you`re under arrest."the cop said. Trent tried wiggling away but the other cop tazed him. Trent shook from the electricity and fell on the ground. the other cop helped me up. "are you alright mam?"he asked. "i`m fine."i glared at Trent and he glared back. "do you need to go to the hospital?"the cop asked me again. "no! just leave me alone."i said. "but you`re covered in blood."he said. i just walked off. i wrapped my arms around my stomach and cried a little. i watched as the cops dragged Trent to the car. they threw him in there and drove off. i just don't know why i have to live and why i had to be born. i covered my eyes and started to cry. two people sat beside me on both sides. i looked up and saw Bridgette and Owen. "what."i said. "i`m really sorry we set this up."Bridgette apologized. "its cool."i sniffed. Alejandro wobbled over,covering his eye. "ah,i think your ex have me a concussion."Alejandro complained. "well thanks for trying to get us back together."i said. "no problem Gwen."Owen said. "i think i`m just gonna go."i said. "want a ride?"Bridgette asked. "no..i`m good."i walked off. "wait Gwen!"Bridgette said. i turned around,my eyes started to water. "don't hurt yourself over this mess,okay?"she said. i nodded and turned back around and walked towards my house. i never want to see him ever again. he tried to kill his own child! now i have more reasons not to get back with him..
i was laying on my hard,sand filled bed. i was in an orange jail suit sitting in a jail cell. i now realized i shouldn't have done that. but hey,at least i got my money's worth. i hate Gwen and that's all there is to it. or do i? yes you do man! she beat you up! yep,its official,i HATE Gwen. "hey you."some old guy with a deep and scratchy voice whispered. i looked at the cell across from me. "what?"i said annoyed. "you wanna see your girlfriend,don't ya?"the guy said leaning up against his cell door. "no! we broke up!"i whispered-yelled. he chuckled. "i read minds. i can TELL you still love her."he said. "how?"i rolled my eyes. "well,let me see. you think she is the cutest girl you ever seen."he started. shut up mind! "and you think she is the best person you will ever meet."he said. dammit mind! i will murder you! "and you want to marry her? i thought you said you hated her?"he questioned with a smirk on his face. "yeah,well..you wouldn't know! you`re an old guy."i said. he chuckled again. "boy,i had almost the same problem as you. just not as violent. i loved my girl and i told her. she excepted me again."he said. "but i BEAT up my girl and i almost killed our baby inside her."i said. he let out a low whistle. "then you gotta make it up to her."he said. "how?"i asked. he put two fingers on his heart. "like that?"i said. he nodded. i have to show my love to her. i bet i know just the thing. i reached into my pocked and pulled out two quarters and threw them in his cell. "why thank you."he tipped his hat. i smiled. all i have to do is prove i`m innocent..which will be hard..i can use my dad as a lawyer..get back to Gwen and show her what i can be. its perfect!