broken heart

Ever since my family died down to be just me.... I`ve been alone since they died in a car accident. I got out fine (only with cuts and a migrane), but they died. I now live with my grandpa... but he doesn't get me..... I cut my self, dresss diffrently, and never really talk.

4 days after the funeral for my family.... I became Emo. But the day my Family died, something changed within me..... something good went rotten.
My Grandpa see's it, but ignores my pain and anger... only if that drunk driver that hit us was sober and never... spun out of control. Some day I hope his heart gives out and he dies in jail.

Does any one feel the same?

hiya im like you guys but i get really upset when i get called it so imnot really like you guys much then i used to get called freak, slit kid girl and i always got tolded to go and slit my self so i could die but not really gonna get into that bit because it is upsetting for me. And as i grew out of it i got told to go back to my graveyard of got back to my dark depressing world where ui belong none of my mates understood how i was feeling then but sometimed now it stillcarried on. And before you ask yeh i did slit my wrist once and was not proyd of it but i was drove to do it by the bullying because i was differnt from everyone else but the bullying still goes on even now after 4 years of it.