Ch 8 My Sick Days
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Sorry to keep you waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know you don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the next day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a day to day basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious or imaginations.
I went back to bed and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to search for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for you at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the cruiser pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to bed early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my friends calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the kitchen or order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true love made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had lost it.
Sunday was the day Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can you come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are you still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take you to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real or not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as you could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them or friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did you like it? Sorry I've kept you waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
A/N: I own no characters.
Plz R&R!
Sorry to keep you waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know you don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the next day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a day to day basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious or imaginations.
I went back to bed and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to search for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for you at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the cruiser pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to bed early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my friends calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the kitchen or order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true love made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had lost it.
Sunday was the day Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can you come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are you still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take you to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real or not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as you could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them or friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did you like it? Sorry I've kept you waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
Hi! I am so sorry. I have been sick and it is the end of the school year. To answer some of your questions, James is kind of playing with Bella, Bella is scared of what would happen if she didn't follow James' orders. and enjoy the chappie because I'm not clear when I will publish the next one as I am writing another story. Enjoy!
Chapter 11 Part 1
Bella's POV
James told me the plan. I didn't like it but, I had to save Edward. I went along with it. "Write a note telling Edward that you've decided to not get married to him.", James said. I did as he told me. I noticed he was writing a note too. James finished what he was doing. He picked me up and started running.
I am so sorry. I have stuff to do. Please forgive me. I will update soon. I promise.
Chapter 11 Part 1
Bella's POV
James told me the plan. I didn't like it but, I had to save Edward. I went along with it. "Write a note telling Edward that you've decided to not get married to him.", James said. I did as he told me. I noticed he was writing a note too. James finished what he was doing. He picked me up and started running.
I am so sorry. I have stuff to do. Please forgive me. I will update soon. I promise.