twilight

ok, i know she loves both but its probably ovious who she loves more, but im not sure is it edward or jacob.


i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she said when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her


does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better