OMG I HAVENT WRITTEN IN ALMOST 2 YEARS IM SO SO SO SORRY D: and this chapter's super slow so IM SORRY.
When they left I closed the door and smiled to myself. After me and Jacob broke up I was lost…I didn’t know what to do. But Seth helped me through that, it feels good to feel alive again even if it isn’t with the person I imprinted with. People just need to have FUN.
I walked to my bathroom and bushed my teeth. The color came back to my skin. I’m no longer pale anymore, I have a rosey shade to my cheeks. I smiled again and relized I look GOOOOD. Well better anyways. I went to my bed and fell asleep smiling.
I had a dream. It was really strange but it wasn’t a bad dream, it was a dream about Seth. We were in the baseball meadow and he was laying in my lap sleeping while I was stroking his hair. I felt so happy, so content. I smiled down at him. He woke up and said, “Your gaze is blinding, it’s brighter than the sun.” I laughed as he sat up. He held me in his arms and I layed back into his chest while he went to my lips for a sweet, tender kiss.
I woke up. DAMNIT!! I thought, it wasn’t real. I went to the bathroom and washed my face with water. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I looked sweaty and but filled with sleep. After being an insomiac for a couple days, it feels good to actually wake up from a good dream. I brushed my teeth and showered. I felt fresh and new again like…how I was when I was first going out with Jacob. I felt my heartache for a moment. It was too much to think about him now exspecially after the Trenton thing. But it wasn’t that I wasn’t over Jacob it just hurt. A lot. Like being shot through the heart. I mean I lost my BEST FRIEND that isn’t INSIDE of the family. How could I not care?
I shook the thought from my head and went to the kitchen and got me some Honey Nut Cheerios. I love the honey flavored milk. I looked around my house/cottage. Nothing’s change even when I felt so sad and alone at a time. Plasma screen TV, white couches, glass tables, and expensive flower and glass crystal centerpieces. I put away my bowl and washed it in the silver sink as I hummed a korean song called “Why I Like You” by Super Junior (it’s a good songgg JUST SAYIN’). Then the someone knocked on the door. And opened it. What the hell? I thought. I looked at who it was…oh Leah.
“LEAH OH MY GOD! I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU SINCE…YESTERDAY.” I laughed. I hugged her tight.
“Well I didn’t go here alone.” She said and stepped aside.
Seth walked through the door. I jumped in his arms. I felt so happy and so alive like nothing could bring me down ever again.
“Go change we’re gonna go to the beach.” Seth smiled down at me.
“Kaaay.” I ran up stairs to change into skinny jeans, a gray tee shirt, and a sweater.
I ran back down with my ipod in hand and went outside to Leah and Seth. I saw the clear blue sky and the sun shining. Wow this is rare I thought. It was still chilly as I ran in vampire speed to the Cullen house to Leah’s car.
I sat in the back with Seth listening to more Korean songs. I’m obsessed with Koreans they’re so pretty. Seth held my hand. I shivered from the warmth. We got to the beach and I went into the water full clothes on while Seth and Leah yelled and laughed out my name. I jumped in the water and swam and swam to my hearts desire. Then it all went black
When they left I closed the door and smiled to myself. After me and Jacob broke up I was lost…I didn’t know what to do. But Seth helped me through that, it feels good to feel alive again even if it isn’t with the person I imprinted with. People just need to have FUN.
I walked to my bathroom and bushed my teeth. The color came back to my skin. I’m no longer pale anymore, I have a rosey shade to my cheeks. I smiled again and relized I look GOOOOD. Well better anyways. I went to my bed and fell asleep smiling.
I had a dream. It was really strange but it wasn’t a bad dream, it was a dream about Seth. We were in the baseball meadow and he was laying in my lap sleeping while I was stroking his hair. I felt so happy, so content. I smiled down at him. He woke up and said, “Your gaze is blinding, it’s brighter than the sun.” I laughed as he sat up. He held me in his arms and I layed back into his chest while he went to my lips for a sweet, tender kiss.
I woke up. DAMNIT!! I thought, it wasn’t real. I went to the bathroom and washed my face with water. I looked at myself in the mirror again. I looked sweaty and but filled with sleep. After being an insomiac for a couple days, it feels good to actually wake up from a good dream. I brushed my teeth and showered. I felt fresh and new again like…how I was when I was first going out with Jacob. I felt my heartache for a moment. It was too much to think about him now exspecially after the Trenton thing. But it wasn’t that I wasn’t over Jacob it just hurt. A lot. Like being shot through the heart. I mean I lost my BEST FRIEND that isn’t INSIDE of the family. How could I not care?
I shook the thought from my head and went to the kitchen and got me some Honey Nut Cheerios. I love the honey flavored milk. I looked around my house/cottage. Nothing’s change even when I felt so sad and alone at a time. Plasma screen TV, white couches, glass tables, and expensive flower and glass crystal centerpieces. I put away my bowl and washed it in the silver sink as I hummed a korean song called “Why I Like You” by Super Junior (it’s a good songgg JUST SAYIN’). Then the someone knocked on the door. And opened it. What the hell? I thought. I looked at who it was…oh Leah.
“LEAH OH MY GOD! I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU SINCE…YESTERDAY.” I laughed. I hugged her tight.
“Well I didn’t go here alone.” She said and stepped aside.
Seth walked through the door. I jumped in his arms. I felt so happy and so alive like nothing could bring me down ever again.
“Go change we’re gonna go to the beach.” Seth smiled down at me.
“Kaaay.” I ran up stairs to change into skinny jeans, a gray tee shirt, and a sweater.
I ran back down with my ipod in hand and went outside to Leah and Seth. I saw the clear blue sky and the sun shining. Wow this is rare I thought. It was still chilly as I ran in vampire speed to the Cullen house to Leah’s car.
I sat in the back with Seth listening to more Korean songs. I’m obsessed with Koreans they’re so pretty. Seth held my hand. I shivered from the warmth. We got to the beach and I went into the water full clothes on while Seth and Leah yelled and laughed out my name. I jumped in the water and swam and swam to my hearts desire. Then it all went black
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I'm soooo very sorry that I didn't get a chance to write. School's keeping me busy every minute so I can't come to fanpop often. I'll write for ya all tomorrow... And again..I'm so very sorry for not writing...I was thinking of some ideas to continue my story but I was scared to continue cuz I didn't know if they were good cuz my mind was busy with homework and the things you know!!! So... I didn't continue it till now, which I have a great idea for continuing...So... tune in tomorrow to read it. K?
LOVE U ALL
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