Should I feel bad for laughing at this? :\

*Doctors talking*
*music*

What did I hear? Only four years old and I never said goodbye to herrr...
She was my life.. my only inspiration.
She would fight all my fears, read me one of those stories. I never wanted to leave at the end of the day.

[chorus]

Why did you have to leave me with only these few memories? I wish you never suffered. I have my flashbacks... I have my tears. And you never gotten my goodbye, or did you actually hear? I wish I could speak to you one last time... hug you and tell you how much you mean. All I wanna say is 'Angel in the sky..', please don't go again..

Teardrop stains in every direction.
Goodbyes that were never heard...
I try not to cry, but something always gets the best of me.
Never knew how much you meant for my life, until you were gone...

[chorus again]

I remember asking when you were going to come back from that star... [in the sky].


Ok, I haven't finished yet...