the bell chimed and we all lead out of the hall, me and becca linked arms as we walked down and i thought to myself after the first day, i had some friends i was on the cheerleading team,and i had a party to go to tonight. i was acturally really exsited.
i didn't realise how much i was thinking and how much time passed, until i ralised that becca was now talking to tom liam and danny were play fighting and jake was looking down.
"whats up?" i asked quietly just incase.
"i was just thinking " i kept silent to give him time to tell me if he wanted to "i never believed in something but today has proved it" he sighed
"proved what?" i was really confused at the way he seemed reluctant to tell me.
" doesn't matter hey but i have to go i'll see you tonight?"
i nodded "see you tonight" and i watched him walk away.
"mum i'm home!" i called as soon as we were in the house.
"oh how was you-" she cut of as she came down the stairs to see i was with someone "oh hello"
"hi mrs black im becca" she held her hand as my mum took it.
"hey mum theres this party i was invited to tonight is it alright if i go? becca and a few other friends are all going to be there"
"sure" she smiled "do you girls want something to eat?"
"im allright mum becca?"
"im okay thank you mrs black"
"call me jane"
we ran up the stairs into my room, it was a mess but i knew where everything was cause it was all still pacted.
"wow your room is hug, what are you planning to do with it?"
"i don't know yet" i walked over to were i had put all my dresses "okay i think black would go really well with your skin tone" i dug for one of my favorite ones "here"
it was a simple dress short, strapless with a hot pink belt aroudn it. "and shoes hmmm..." i dug for the onse i had just brought the other day i had brought them espechily for this dress.
"wow, er were can i get dressed?"
"bathroom down the hall to the left" i looked for my own outfit now.
okay, so red or blue?
it was short and it was also strapless and it hugged in in all the right places with creases. shoes i would wear silver and these were amazing high and made my legs look great! well that's what zoey told me when i was back in england.
"erm its not to short is it?" becca stepped in looking down at the dress that looked amazing on her, like i knew it would
"no you look great just one more thing" i took her hair out of her bun so lose curls ran down her back "there perfect" she smiled and then looked at what i was wearing
"erm too much?"
"no, geez i thought the guys wanted you before, wait till they see you now" i just laughed not sure how to take it.
i hardly thought about the road ahead of me or the directions becca was giving me either, all that ran thorugh my head at that time was this party could be it the make it at this school, this contry or break as in i will be a reject from everything. sigh. i hated being new.
"ell? did you hear what i just said?" becca was looking at me like i had completly lost my mind
"oh sorry no, what did you say?"
"i said you missed the turn" i had no idea i must of completly zoned out.
"oh sorry" i tured the car to where she pointed and parked up. what was i getting myself involved in? taking a few deep breaths i got out the car, smoothing my dress.
"ready?" i asked becca who looked pale.
"nope, lets go" i laughed at her face it was pricless she looked like how i felt so i knew what she was going through.
it was when we were getting closer to the house i heard the music blasting out, it was about seven now and my favorite song (well one i mean hey im a girl im picky) all time low a party song or as others would say the walk of shame but either one me and zoey use to love it, still do.
"i love this song!" becca screamed next to me. haha atleast i wasn't the only one, i mean come on i have loved all time low since i saw the lead singer i mean talk about OFFTT!! haha huge posters in my bag back at home and a little collarge. yes i'm sad.
"ell! becca! you made it" danny was walking over with a huge smile on his face followed by tom, who i spotted looking at becca a little to much up and down with a flirty smile on him. hmm...
"danny? you want to come dance?" i wanted to give them alone time but i though hey dancing to all time low isnt bad i mean he can't take it as a come on line could he? i looked at his face for an answer and i saw it there in his eyes, yes he could.
if that wasn't enough jake was watching and when i caught his eye he raised his glass and winked at me. i smiled back a little awkward as danny lead me to the dnace floor, i turned and saw tom talking to becca and taking her hand walking our way. yes!
just as i was about to start dancing a new song came on. great. rihanna s and m now this is where the dnace might get a little well. dirty i guess, oh well i have known him for what a day? he can't really be thinking i wanted to get with him did he? i will have to set him straight if he did. wasn't looking foward to that.
as we moved i kept checking out the other people at the party and how different i was to them. well most of them were blond skinny and really tanned i mean it looked fake but i guess that's who it will look to someone who hasn't been here long.
after what felt like a life time of dances i had to get out. it was getting warm danny was getting drunk and well couldn't keep his hands to him self.
"im going to go for a walk i will be back in a bit" i told him over the music.
"ill come with you" he said all to quickly
"no its fine i want to be by myself a few minutes" i said just as quick and watched his face fall.
i did feel guilty sure i did i wans't headless but he was rubbing up againest me and to be honest i was happy for the breeze that hit me as soon as i stepped out of the door. i didn't know where i was going i was just walking a striahgt line there was no sound, not even a rat to be seen it was too quite. i hated walking by myself but i wasn't going to stay there and i needed a break from dancing and the smell of sweat and beer. ew. i was lost in my thoughts so what happened next shocked me.
it was about tweleve now and it was dark, no cars where passing no people, nothing but even though it was quite i sensed something that sent goose bumps up my arm. i had a weird sence i was being followed but i didn't know by who? or what, it could be anything could be a dog, yeah a dog. i kept telling myself that same story so why was i speeding up? there was a forest next to me and i had a urg to jogg in there and lose whoever or whatever it was following me so ducking in (planning to keep where i can see my way out) i ran in hiding behind a tree, sinking to the ground elbows on knee's looking out from everywhere for what had freaked her out so much.
he came out of no where not seen or heard so i would of thought across this floor i would of been able to hear him.
"ell?" at the sound of my name i jump and hit my head againest the back on the tree
"ow! crap jake?" i gripped my head in pain it was starting to throb but lucky for me no blood, yet.
"oh im sorry i didn't mean to scare you" he walked over to me checking my head to see for himself
"was you following me?" woops i wasn't ment to ask that out loud but it was weird him turning up when i was trying to get away from something.
"yeah, sorry i just saw you leave and you looked like you where about to break down so i came and found you" he looks enbarassed but i thought it was really sweet.
"oh i just came from some air and to sit here for a while" i smiled to show him i was fine and it was okay.
"you mind if i sit with you a while?" he asked
"course not, could do with someone to talk to anyway" i msiled again but this time not to resure him but to confort him. why did i feel the need to do that? seemed like every move i made was for a reason but something was off, i had no idea why.
"so what was the exact reason you left the party?" he was looking straight into my eyes like he can pull the asnwer out.
"danny i guess" i looked down danny was one of jakes best friends, god knows how long that has been going on but all i could tell was it was for a while now so he shocked me with his answer.
"yeah, he was annoying me as well you know, i wanted to ask you to dance but danny had his hands all over you and was what looked like trying to do more then just dance."
i moaned "so i wasn't the only one who noticed. i burried my head in my hands
"hey" he touched my arm and what sounded like moving closer "no one else did well the ones that wasn't watching you didn't"
i was confused "you where watching me?" he nodded once then looked down but his cheeks had appeared to of gone red "why?"
he was about to say someong but changed his mind that left me wondering what he really wanted to say " i-i well i was keeping an eye on you because i know how danny can be" he looked away like he didn't want me to see his eyes. "well we best be getting back before someone think were up to soemthing" he laughed and it was the most gorgous sound i have ever heard all i could do was marvle at it but when he gives me a slide way glance i began to join in.
he walked quite close as we walked back. "so first day hows it been?" what could i say to that? i didn't know how i felt but something about him made me tell the truth,
"its weird im happy and everything i mean come on i have made a few friends, got accepted on the cheerleading team but also i miss everything and everyone i want to go back but want to stay, does that make sence?" instead of telling me i was crazy he just said
"i know what you mean believe me i have been there before and i still feel the same" he nudged me with his shoulder "any way to work with me in music i do believe you are crazy so its alright" he smiled and i couldn't help but smile back.
it wasn't long till we were back from the coner of my eye i could see becca and tom kissing, wow that girl could move fast, danny had moved on to another girl and jake? was he still next to me? i had to peek to check.
yeah he was still there but he was watching me if he was thinking the same that i was, that i would disapear if he took his eyes of me. i msiled showing him i wount go unless i told him. wow could a smile say that? i was wafferling in my mind but he chuckled.
"ell?" he asked he sounded nervous again.
"yeah?" i was sure my voice sounded like a queastion mark just like i could feel my face turning into.
"dance with me?" the song had once again changed into a much sloer one avril lagviene when your gone.
i can't descirbe what he made me feel as we spun around again and again. at the end i felt so light headed i had to sit down. still breathless i checked the time. WOW! it was three in the morning already and we had school tomorrow crap!
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