Brent ;P

Below is a brief analysis of the first name only.

Your name of Xante has created a practical, responsible, stable nature, and you desire to direct the efforts of others rather than to take order or ask permission.

You have a determined, self-reliant, capable nature and resent any interference, although in your desire to help you are inclined to become involved in the lives and decisions of other people.

You like to make your own decisions and to be the master of your domain.

You feel a limitation in your own expression when it is necessary to reach another through tact and understanding.

Although...

This is from January 30th.

Think before you speak.
Crimson tears release the pain...
But no one understands why
You're alone, nothing...no one
Happiness is a figment of our
Imaginations
There is no such thing as happy.
No one hears your cry for help...
And no one cares anyway
They all say 'no don't do it'
But I don't care.
I can't care.
I don't want to care.
I'm tired of caring.
I'm sick of caring.
So I read my scars to the world
And tell them why
The red velvet tears
Stain the floor
With my everlasting pain
The pain that always stays
The pain that won't go.
All of them did this to me.
I trust no one xxxx
The pain...