Look at me once
Please don’t look deep
The frail shell
I now must keep
Is still so new
Still so week
I can show you my arms
You’ll see no new marks
(but then again, you can’t see my heart)
Internaly bleeding
You can’t see it though
So you won’t ask why
But not a single tear
Is in my eye
So you’ll never know about the fear
Night will fall
Then I can lose it all
I’ll whatch the stars
And I’ll
Trace the scars
But the sun will come back up
And I’ll smile again
And I’ll pretend
That I’m the same
You’ll never see that I
Lost what you thought was a game
“Yes, I think she’s getting better
Yes I think that she’s just fine”
But through it all
You’ll never see the lie
Don’t read the writing on the wall
Or you’ll know I’m takeing the fall
Don’t read the writing on the wall
Just pretend it’s not there at all
For the truth, don’t look
Though you used to read me like a book
Just turn away
Let me die to day
Will it really be a surprise?
Can you see though
These lies?
Can you tell
That I’m in hell?
Do you even care
That you put me there?
Just because you wouldn’t listen
To my silent words
To everything I tried to voice
You took my every other choice
Please don’t look deep
The frail shell
I now must keep
Is still so new
Still so week
I can show you my arms
You’ll see no new marks
(but then again, you can’t see my heart)
Internaly bleeding
You can’t see it though
So you won’t ask why
But not a single tear
Is in my eye
So you’ll never know about the fear
Night will fall
Then I can lose it all
I’ll whatch the stars
And I’ll
Trace the scars
But the sun will come back up
And I’ll smile again
And I’ll pretend
That I’m the same
You’ll never see that I
Lost what you thought was a game
“Yes, I think she’s getting better
Yes I think that she’s just fine”
But through it all
You’ll never see the lie
Don’t read the writing on the wall
Or you’ll know I’m takeing the fall
Don’t read the writing on the wall
Just pretend it’s not there at all
For the truth, don’t look
Though you used to read me like a book
Just turn away
Let me die to day
Will it really be a surprise?
Can you see though
These lies?
Can you tell
That I’m in hell?
Do you even care
That you put me there?
Just because you wouldn’t listen
To my silent words
To everything I tried to voice
You took my every other choice
Falling, I'm fading away
I'm gonna hit the bottom, soon, without delay
Nothing there to stop me or break my fall
All I can do is stand here, await the worst, try to stall
Spiraling downward, I can't bring myself to stand
When I know I'll fall again with no apparent place to land
Day after day, insult after insult, numbness fails, and I feel dead inside
I want to give up, I want to give in, now knowing that I've tried
I try to fight to save myself, but I'm weary, lost, and alone
I'm victim to these voices, whose intent was always known
Looking back upon these days I'll know I never stood a chance
How could I destroy what was invisible at first glance?
How can I defeat what no one else can help me fight?
I am helpless, disappearing, losing focus, losing sight
I'm lost in this battle, this one person war
knowing that I'm losing and can't take anymore
I'm gonna hit the bottom, soon, without delay
Nothing there to stop me or break my fall
All I can do is stand here, await the worst, try to stall
Spiraling downward, I can't bring myself to stand
When I know I'll fall again with no apparent place to land
Day after day, insult after insult, numbness fails, and I feel dead inside
I want to give up, I want to give in, now knowing that I've tried
I try to fight to save myself, but I'm weary, lost, and alone
I'm victim to these voices, whose intent was always known
Looking back upon these days I'll know I never stood a chance
How could I destroy what was invisible at first glance?
How can I defeat what no one else can help me fight?
I am helpless, disappearing, losing focus, losing sight
I'm lost in this battle, this one person war
knowing that I'm losing and can't take anymore
when The Voices are raised and i am pined in a corner... Can u hear me Know ... The Crimson River is released and is Dripping down my Body .... Can u hear me now ... As i Fall to my knees in the Emotional Pain u feel ..... Can u hear me now .... The Darkness Closes in on
me ...can u here me now .... The Pool Of Crimson Blood serenades me and ur standing there with the knife ... Can u hear me now ... Now that im Dead and Still alone in the world ... I hope u can still hear me and the scream i left u with ... i leave u now ....im alone and thats not gonna change
me ...can u here me now .... The Pool Of Crimson Blood serenades me and ur standing there with the knife ... Can u hear me now ... Now that im Dead and Still alone in the world ... I hope u can still hear me and the scream i left u with ... i leave u now ....im alone and thats not gonna change
I cannot help but to see Red skies
Once an unknown threat, bright blue and happy
Now Crimson anger hate and pity
A Scarlet cloud darkening the contentment of my heart
I cannot see through the Bloodstained mist
The fog is heavy and all consuming
My heart once happy thriving and loved
Now bleeding battered and broken
Red sky unforeseen
Making it all the more difficult to accept
My tears stain Red tracks on my face
As my heart laments love lost
It is a bitter feeling, one I should forget
But the Red sky taunts me
and I cannot disregard my emotions
Red sky will never be forgiven
Once an unknown threat, bright blue and happy
Now Crimson anger hate and pity
A Scarlet cloud darkening the contentment of my heart
I cannot see through the Bloodstained mist
The fog is heavy and all consuming
My heart once happy thriving and loved
Now bleeding battered and broken
Red sky unforeseen
Making it all the more difficult to accept
My tears stain Red tracks on my face
As my heart laments love lost
It is a bitter feeling, one I should forget
But the Red sky taunts me
and I cannot disregard my emotions
Red sky will never be forgiven
It won't matter when I'm gone
Because you won't care
You don't care about me
You never did
I'll dig myself a grave
And think of you as I fall to it's depths
If I can't have your love
I'll kill my love for you
Let it die with all my pain
The pain of loving you
Someone that doesn't share
All the love I have
The knife of pain has pierced my heart
And I hope my love pours out with the blood
I'll cut out the problem
And watch its love dissipate with every fading beat
You won't care when I'm gone
But I'll still do this for you
I still love you and it hurts
I don't want to love you anymore
I'll kill my love so I'll feel no pain
And you will have a burden lifted
No longer will I bother you
My love shall die with me tonight
As long as I'm here my love still lives
So I dig my grave tonight
And think of you as I fall to it's depths
So that my love does not escape
My love shall fall to hell with me
As you so will it to
Goodbye my love
Rest in peace
Because you won't care
You don't care about me
You never did
I'll dig myself a grave
And think of you as I fall to it's depths
If I can't have your love
I'll kill my love for you
Let it die with all my pain
The pain of loving you
Someone that doesn't share
All the love I have
The knife of pain has pierced my heart
And I hope my love pours out with the blood
I'll cut out the problem
And watch its love dissipate with every fading beat
You won't care when I'm gone
But I'll still do this for you
I still love you and it hurts
I don't want to love you anymore
I'll kill my love so I'll feel no pain
And you will have a burden lifted
No longer will I bother you
My love shall die with me tonight
As long as I'm here my love still lives
So I dig my grave tonight
And think of you as I fall to it's depths
So that my love does not escape
My love shall fall to hell with me
As you so will it to
Goodbye my love
Rest in peace
When you arrived home yesterday,
I never knew the news,
you would bring,
I never knew,
things would get so hard.
They found him in the swamp.
No, I don't believe this can be true,
Jeno, Simone, Josh, and Zach,
All in a row.
There they go,
Up to the heavens,
Four beautiful souls,
You were all so very young,
With much more to learn.
Zach, I love you and miss you,
Josh, so very talented but gone like the rest
Simone, so young and beautiful,
I still don't know how you,
could be gone.
Jeno, so beautiful my darling little boy,
the brightest smile in the world,
Jeno, bright smile and great
personality.
I miss you all.
So very much,
I know you'll party hard,
together,
up there in the heavens.
Up there with the angels.
Zachy, I thought you'd come home,
I never thought I'd join the group today.
I thought It'd be
"Welcome home"
But I guess this is life and I have to go on.
So good-bye my sweet angels.
I'll see you again some day.
I never knew the news,
you would bring,
I never knew,
things would get so hard.
They found him in the swamp.
No, I don't believe this can be true,
Jeno, Simone, Josh, and Zach,
All in a row.
There they go,
Up to the heavens,
Four beautiful souls,
You were all so very young,
With much more to learn.
Zach, I love you and miss you,
Josh, so very talented but gone like the rest
Simone, so young and beautiful,
I still don't know how you,
could be gone.
Jeno, so beautiful my darling little boy,
the brightest smile in the world,
Jeno, bright smile and great
personality.
I miss you all.
So very much,
I know you'll party hard,
together,
up there in the heavens.
Up there with the angels.
Zachy, I thought you'd come home,
I never thought I'd join the group today.
I thought It'd be
"Welcome home"
But I guess this is life and I have to go on.
So good-bye my sweet angels.
I'll see you again some day.
You are my whelping,
My tear drop,
My spitfire.
You are the will of the forsaken,
You polymorph my icy veins.
Your distance amplifies the magic slowfall -and I want to attack you.
The deep freeze,
The living bomb,
The arcane barrage of this impact and master of elements you have on my heart,
Ignite this burning determination because my worlds on fire, in flames.
Shattered barriers no longer,
Until this ending winter comes,
Playing with fire we will,
With permafrost we’ll get to the bottom of this frozen core.
Before we both get frost bite,
Let’s Kiss, let’s pierce the ice to make ice shards,
Ice floes,
For this arcane stability will torment the weak,
Let us be slow,
Like frozen in time,
Teleport me back in time,
Back in time when we’re together forever,
Just blink,
It will be okay.
My tear drop,
My spitfire.
You are the will of the forsaken,
You polymorph my icy veins.
Your distance amplifies the magic slowfall -and I want to attack you.
The deep freeze,
The living bomb,
The arcane barrage of this impact and master of elements you have on my heart,
Ignite this burning determination because my worlds on fire, in flames.
Shattered barriers no longer,
Until this ending winter comes,
Playing with fire we will,
With permafrost we’ll get to the bottom of this frozen core.
Before we both get frost bite,
Let’s Kiss, let’s pierce the ice to make ice shards,
Ice floes,
For this arcane stability will torment the weak,
Let us be slow,
Like frozen in time,
Teleport me back in time,
Back in time when we’re together forever,
Just blink,
It will be okay.
I can’t deny it
I’ve been inspired
Burning, burning
It transpired
from something simple
something gold
here we go
it’s taken hold
you can be my strong attraction
tie you up, I want some action
hidden where the stars reside
make my heart and sky collide
Falling falling
Automatic
Stuck on you
Through forming static
Come closer love
And we’ll explode
Take me down
Sin’s lustful road
Push me down and make me scream
I can’t tell if this is just a dream
Because I’m losing reality
Lost in my sensuality
Each breath
every moan
spins me into
a cyclone
pressing nearer
in the heat
blind ecstasy
but Incomplete
I need to feel you deep within
Your fingers trace along my skin
Contained by my unending pleasure
Deeper then I, myself can measure
I need it
Everything you do
Because you know
That I love you
This is more then I can take
You make my heart go BOOM
I’ve been inspired
Burning, burning
It transpired
from something simple
something gold
here we go
it’s taken hold
you can be my strong attraction
tie you up, I want some action
hidden where the stars reside
make my heart and sky collide
Falling falling
Automatic
Stuck on you
Through forming static
Come closer love
And we’ll explode
Take me down
Sin’s lustful road
Push me down and make me scream
I can’t tell if this is just a dream
Because I’m losing reality
Lost in my sensuality
Each breath
every moan
spins me into
a cyclone
pressing nearer
in the heat
blind ecstasy
but Incomplete
I need to feel you deep within
Your fingers trace along my skin
Contained by my unending pleasure
Deeper then I, myself can measure
I need it
Everything you do
Because you know
That I love you
This is more then I can take
You make my heart go BOOM
