The night had finally come,
The time was coming near,
A hundred days,
A hundred nights,
Of waiting for you,
And now, you were here.

Standing next to me,
But not looking at me.
Speaking to everyone,
But not talking to me.
Something cracked within me,
Something died inside of me.

But I was brave,
And I was strong.
I would not let this affect me,
I would not let you hurt me.
How could I blame you,
When you barely knew me?

They say the heart is strong,
I say they are wrong,
One look at you,
One smile only for me,
Was always enough
To turn my heart to mush

Seconds turned to minutes,
And minutes into hours,
Yet, nothing would bring you
To even gaze at me.
And all I could do was wonder,
Who you really were?

Were you still the boy I met,
When I was just a girl?
Who always made me laugh,
When I needed to cry?
And make me feel,
Like I was your world?

Were you still the one,
Who knew me inside out?
Who believed in me,
When the world had given up?
And talk to me,
From sunrise till sunset?

No, I know now,
That you, never existed
This you, is the real one
The one who doesn't know me
The one who doesn't care for me
And yet, I don't blame you.

I blame me,
For being so young and naïve,
So innocent and petty,
To think that of all you knew,
I was the one,
Your one true love.

My heart will no longer,
Break for you,
My mind will never
Think of you.
You will now always be,
As dead to me as I am to you.