Bella {Tell It To My Heart}

ok i really cant remember who i promised chapter 14 to, so this is that person, that will remember, im soo sorrryyy!!!!

anyhoo!
JACOBS POV!

I wasnt listen to the argue, i jsut knew that i ran, i ran the whole distance that was between me and where bella lied.
This was like de ja vu.
her hair parted on her neck, there for the first time, i have ever notice, the block letters.
SPELLED OUT HIS NAME, HIS NAME.
i stopped still. i froze, stunded. how could i be such a fool, how did i ever feel that i could ever heal the parts of her heart that was broken.
She would hold on forever if she was allowed....

i woke with the sun lieing on my legs, and alone,
i rolled to see jacobs side empty, but what could i expect, this was the morning routine, the way it was was since our marriage five months ago.
he had his werewolf duties along side sam.I dont know why this morning felt different to every other.i had a feeling today was different, like for some reason today is a day i was going to remember and jacob wasnt there to see what it was.
It was early 9.00, and i was shocked to see the sun, out , instead of the gloomy clouds as always.
I had hoped to raise Tanna in Pheonix, in the sun and the heat,...

Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. you were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out,...

i opened my eyelids to see my mother hiding in my fathers arms looking so sad like someone had just died. "mum....?" i whispered knowing she could hear. "nessie something horrible has happened"
she spoke in a soft but sad tone. My dad helped her outside where she sat next to esme who's back was turned so i couldn't see her face. Rose and emmet sat next to them hand in hand and looking even sader than mum. Dad pulled a chair next to the bed and looked at me. His golden eyes filled with sadness. "nessie, you are sick and even though this is a hard time for us you will not be allowed to cry." he...

Esme: So Carlisle, hunnybunchsugarpiebubblegumyumyumbabyhuggybear,
as I was saying, i really think that Rosalie should dye her hair red.

Carlisle: And why is that Esme, myonetruelovesentfromheaventosavemefromthepitsofhellinearth?

Esme: Cz i said so. *holds knife*

Carlisle:Okay...........

Bella: *sits between them* i thought you couldn't kill a vampire with a knife.

Esme: *hides knife* what knife? do you see any knives here muffincakes? *glares at muffincakes, ahem, Carlisle*

Bella: you're very forgetful Esme. The one you hid just now, silly silly Esme *shakes head. Look! Edward's gracefully skipping...

Hey...x
Sorry for the delay I have had some sever mental block and I couldnt think of anything to write LOL! Enjoy chapter 12 and remember to feedback and keep looking for chapter 13! Amber/Twilightsauce.


I smiled as my eyelids fluttered open. The sun was streaming in through the window making my skin glitter in a mysterious way but not sparkling like the rest of my vampire family. I knew that Jacob was awake because everything was silent- Jake was the LOUDEST snorer ever. I propped myself up on two of the fluffy pillows to get a better view of his face. Jacobs’s eyes were closed but he had...

dedicated to ItsCherenne. for her kind comments.

"bella"
i rolled towards the voice, it was a instant recreation, a reflex, something my body always did for taht voice.
i fluttered my eyes to open, to see a fuzzy black shadow kneeled before me. I groaned, i was soo tired, i that i swear i could jsut crash in front of them.
"Bella" he whispered. i felt his cool breath on my face. oh the smell. I swear the smell was jsut intoxicating, the smell that i remembered anywhere no matter how long i had been without it.
It was somthing no matter how much to lenght of time, this habit never died out....

it was the day before my 16th birthday and after that i would be as big as i ever would be i would be more grown up than ever and even better, i would be with jake, the love of my life. i lay on my bed not moving so that none of my family could hear. It was impossible for me to have a midnight snack because my mother was always up never sleeping and so was my dad and the other cullens.
But then again my parents wanted me to have a midnight snack because that was the rare occasion that i ate normal food. I nimbly tiptoed down the stairs and went to check on jake. i was a bit puzzled at why no...

I am sorry the chapters are so short, I will try to make them longer. Thankz for reading, I hope you enjoy.


“We ran as fast as we could but they had a car waiting on the highway. We know who it is and so dose Nessie!” Alice exclaimed in a high pitched voice handing me a crumpled branch. I sniffed it delicately. Everybody held their breath awaiting my reaction.
All of my memories came flooding back to me as I arched my back and flipped back into a low crouch feeling a sudden burst of energy. I knew this scent; it was Nahul’s the only half vampire half human boy in existence.
“How could...

dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that you were real, that you all were , that he was.
There is evidence that you were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming or not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and you diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, or did i make you up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without you i dont know. But i want to find out. Do you think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...

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Designated visiting hours. The only thing saving Edward from Bella. At least, it amused Charlie to think that might be the case. Even considering the surly temperament Bella displayed when Charlie objected to the idea of Edward's accompanying Bella to Jacksonville, her newly acquired almost-constantly testy attitude was more or less directed at Edward; Charlie was tickled to ponder the possibility that Bells was subconsciously blaming Edward for her confinement. Finally.

"So Edward . . ." Charlie let calmness seep into his mind, just like he did when he was fishing. Lure Edward in. "You...