My good friends, Antonia and Kelly did this questionnaire, so I decided to do it too.
1. What Emotion Do You Experience The Most? Honestly, that's hard to say. I tend to feel emotion so deeply, and I can be an emotional roller coaster at times.
2. What Embarrasses You The Most In Front Of Other People? That would have to be when I've just had Mexican...yeah. It brings on an unlimited supply of natural gas.
3. Who Has Influenced You The Most? I'd have to say my mom.
4. If You Had The Option Of Adopting A Baby Fox Or Baby Koala, Which One Would You Choose? I'd choose a baby fox. Foxes are so cute, especially the Arctic foxes.
5. If You Could Live Anywhere In The World For A Year, Where Would It Be? I would live in an Georgetown, South Carolina for a year. It's a small town, but it's close to the beach.
6. How Many Bones Have You Broken? Fortunately, none. I did twist my ankle once, though.
7. What Do You Fear About Getting Older? Dementia. I don't want to get to the point of not being able to remember things.
8. What Is One Thing You Are Deeply Proud Of In Your Life? My collection of CDs.
9. What Do You Want More Than Anything Else In Life? To be able to have a steady career to support my dog's, and later dogs', well-being, to be rich in friendship, and to be properly loved.
10. 100 Kittens Or 3 Baby Sloths? 3 baby sloths. Kittens are cute, but that many kittens wouldn't be good for my cat allergy.
11. What Would You Like To Eat For Your Last Meal? A bacon cheeseburger with just bacon and cheese, chili cheese fries, and a Cherry Coke.
12. What Food Will You Absolutely Not, Under Any Circumstances, Eat? Tomatoes.
13. What’s The Best Joke You’ve Ever Heard? A girl told me she knew me from the Vegetarian club, but I never met herbivore.
14. Would You Rather Go To Space Or To The Bottom Of The Ocean? I would definitely go to space. I think that would be cool.
15. Would You Rather Be Poor With Great Friends Or Rich With None? I'd rather be poor with great friends. What's the fun of being rich if you don't have anyone to share you wealth with, you know?
16. If Your Friend Asked You To Lie For Her And You Knew You Would Get In Trouble, Would You Do It? No. I don't lie for anyone. That's not how I work.
17. When Was The Last Time You Cried? Within the last week. I'm hormonal at the moment.
18. What Are You Most Afraid Of? Being forgotten.
19. Have You Ever Questioned Your Beliefs And Why? All the time. Is there a god or gods? What if we die and that's it? I just try not to dwell on it, because it only leaves me frustrated and sad.
20. Which Holiday Would You Erase Altogether From Our Calendars If Given The Opportunity? Valentine's Day. It ruins relationships.
21. What’s The Most Clever Word You Know? Antidisestablishmentarianism. It is the longest word in the Oxford English Dictionary. It was actually a political movement in 19-century Britain. It basically means to be against someone who is against the establishment.
22. Has Life Been Hard On You So Far? Yes and no. I have had a lot of ups and downs in my life, but I would never once say I had it worse than everyone else.
23. Do You Believe In The Paranormal? No.
24. What Is The Absolute Worst Song In The World? Anything by One Direction.
25. What Is Your Culinary Specialty? French toast.
26. What Do You Keep On Your Nightstand? Books, my high school diploma, and my college diploma.
27. Have You Ever Been Out Of The Country? No.
28. Do You Tend To Google Your Problems? No.
29. What Was The Thing You Mostly Got Grounded For? Believe it or not, I've never been grounded. My parents would give me a look, and I would stop doing whatever I was doing.
30. Are You Good At Forgiving People? It depends on who it is and what that person did.
31. Are There Any Diseases That Run In Your Family? Yes. They are diabetes, heart disease, high blood pressure, and breast cancer.
32. Are You Close To Your Family Or Not? Immediate family, yes. Extended family, not really.
33. As A Kid, Were You Ever Frighted Of A Monster Under The Bed Or In The Cupboard? No. I've always been realistic. I always got frightened by storms in the middle of the night.
34. Where Is The Most Relaxing Place You’ve Ever Been To? The beach.
1. What Emotion Do You Experience The Most? Honestly, that's hard to say. I tend to feel emotion so deeply, and I can be an emotional roller coaster at times.
2. What Embarrasses You The Most In Front Of Other People? That would have to be when I've just had Mexican...yeah. It brings on an unlimited supply of natural gas.
3. Who Has Influenced You The Most? I'd have to say my mom.
4. If You Had The Option Of Adopting A Baby Fox Or Baby Koala, Which One Would You Choose? I'd choose a baby fox. Foxes are so cute, especially the Arctic foxes.
5. If You Could Live Anywhere In The World For A Year, Where Would It Be? I would live in an Georgetown, South Carolina for a year. It's a small town, but it's close to the beach.
6. How Many Bones Have You Broken? Fortunately, none. I did twist my ankle once, though.
7. What Do You Fear About Getting Older? Dementia. I don't want to get to the point of not being able to remember things.
8. What Is One Thing You Are Deeply Proud Of In Your Life? My collection of CDs.
9. What Do You Want More Than Anything Else In Life? To be able to have a steady career to support my dog's, and later dogs', well-being, to be rich in friendship, and to be properly loved.
10. 100 Kittens Or 3 Baby Sloths? 3 baby sloths. Kittens are cute, but that many kittens wouldn't be good for my cat allergy.
11. What Would You Like To Eat For Your Last Meal? A bacon cheeseburger with just bacon and cheese, chili cheese fries, and a Cherry Coke.
12. What Food Will You Absolutely Not, Under Any Circumstances, Eat? Tomatoes.
13. What’s The Best Joke You’ve Ever Heard? A girl told me she knew me from the Vegetarian club, but I never met herbivore.
14. Would You Rather Go To Space Or To The Bottom Of The Ocean? I would definitely go to space. I think that would be cool.
15. Would You Rather Be Poor With Great Friends Or Rich With None? I'd rather be poor with great friends. What's the fun of being rich if you don't have anyone to share you wealth with, you know?
16. If Your Friend Asked You To Lie For Her And You Knew You Would Get In Trouble, Would You Do It? No. I don't lie for anyone. That's not how I work.
17. When Was The Last Time You Cried? Within the last week. I'm hormonal at the moment.
18. What Are You Most Afraid Of? Being forgotten.
19. Have You Ever Questioned Your Beliefs And Why? All the time. Is there a god or gods? What if we die and that's it? I just try not to dwell on it, because it only leaves me frustrated and sad.
20. Which Holiday Would You Erase Altogether From Our Calendars If Given The Opportunity? Valentine's Day. It ruins relationships.
21. What’s The Most Clever Word You Know? Antidisestablishmentarianism. It is the longest word in the Oxford English Dictionary. It was actually a political movement in 19-century Britain. It basically means to be against someone who is against the establishment.
22. Has Life Been Hard On You So Far? Yes and no. I have had a lot of ups and downs in my life, but I would never once say I had it worse than everyone else.
23. Do You Believe In The Paranormal? No.
24. What Is The Absolute Worst Song In The World? Anything by One Direction.
25. What Is Your Culinary Specialty? French toast.
26. What Do You Keep On Your Nightstand? Books, my high school diploma, and my college diploma.
27. Have You Ever Been Out Of The Country? No.
28. Do You Tend To Google Your Problems? No.
29. What Was The Thing You Mostly Got Grounded For? Believe it or not, I've never been grounded. My parents would give me a look, and I would stop doing whatever I was doing.
30. Are You Good At Forgiving People? It depends on who it is and what that person did.
31. Are There Any Diseases That Run In Your Family? Yes. They are diabetes, heart disease, high blood pressure, and breast cancer.
32. Are You Close To Your Family Or Not? Immediate family, yes. Extended family, not really.
33. As A Kid, Were You Ever Frighted Of A Monster Under The Bed Or In The Cupboard? No. I've always been realistic. I always got frightened by storms in the middle of the night.
34. Where Is The Most Relaxing Place You’ve Ever Been To? The beach.
Hello, everyone. BingoPB here, or Kayla, as most of you know me. I know you were expecting a poem. Don't worry. There will be plenty of poems in the future. I have been inspired to write a fan fiction based on my relationship with Aston, my former boyfriend, and my dreams about Paul. Of course, there will be differences, because the story will be based on those things. The characters will have different names. I could have talked about this in messages, but it's easier to address everyone at once here. I am not sure what the title will be. I would appreciate some suggestions in the comments below. You can also tell me your opinions on this idea. Also, feel free to tell me what name you would like for the character based on you. I will start working on it once I have a title.
I remember the good times we had.
More than that, I remember,
The inner scar you gave me.
You left me to blame myself.
But I'm not at fault.
In the five years we were together,
I was nothing but patient with you.
If you were done with me,
You could've just said so.
I believe I made a mistake,
When I said I'd be your girlfriend.
You were my best friend,
And we ruined it with romance,
All because we wanted to fit in.
How could we have been so ignorant?
I know we made peace.
I'm glad we're friends now,
But that will never erase the scar,
The inner scar only I can see.
Someday I'll love someone else,
And he will erase my scar.
Only then will it fade away.
More than that, I remember,
The inner scar you gave me.
You left me to blame myself.
But I'm not at fault.
In the five years we were together,
I was nothing but patient with you.
If you were done with me,
You could've just said so.
I believe I made a mistake,
When I said I'd be your girlfriend.
You were my best friend,
And we ruined it with romance,
All because we wanted to fit in.
How could we have been so ignorant?
I know we made peace.
I'm glad we're friends now,
But that will never erase the scar,
The inner scar only I can see.
Someday I'll love someone else,
And he will erase my scar.
Only then will it fade away.
I had a dream one night.
I was leaving work to go home.
It was unusually cold for October.
I slipped on a patch of ice,
And fell in the parking lot.
There was no one with me,
Except my puppy, Snapper.
"I think I've broken my leg,"
I said to my puppy.
He let out a couple of barks,
That said, "Come on, Kayla! Get up!"
I managed to get to my feet.
Snapper and I made it home.
I heard a knock on my door.
I looked through the peephole.
It was Paul. I let him in.
He noticed my limp, and he asked,
"Are you all right, my love?"
I said, "I hurt my leg. I'll be fine."
He insisted that I rest.
I said, "But Snapper needs to go out."
He said, "I'll take him out."
Afterwards, Paul got me everything I needed.
He helped me tremendously.
My leg healed quickly,
And all was well again.
I was leaving work to go home.
It was unusually cold for October.
I slipped on a patch of ice,
And fell in the parking lot.
There was no one with me,
Except my puppy, Snapper.
"I think I've broken my leg,"
I said to my puppy.
He let out a couple of barks,
That said, "Come on, Kayla! Get up!"
I managed to get to my feet.
Snapper and I made it home.
I heard a knock on my door.
I looked through the peephole.
It was Paul. I let him in.
He noticed my limp, and he asked,
"Are you all right, my love?"
I said, "I hurt my leg. I'll be fine."
He insisted that I rest.
I said, "But Snapper needs to go out."
He said, "I'll take him out."
Afterwards, Paul got me everything I needed.
He helped me tremendously.
My leg healed quickly,
And all was well again.
