i fell asleep when it turned dark. i knew i was crying because my eyes were swollen and swore. i turned in my seat and saw Dr. Cullen writing things down on a paper. he glared at me as if he expected me not to wake. "Are you feeling ok?" he asked gently. why was he so nice? and why would i be OK if i just noticed that the guy i thought i loved was a killer and was planning to drive me insane. he made a concerened look at me. "o..oh yeah..im ok" i stuttered. he smiled and held out his hand. "i need to take your temp.." he waited for me to grab it. it took me a minute to realize that he said something. then i grabbed it firmly. he slightly laughed as he wrote something down. "what?" i asked. "nothing.." he still laughed and smiled..witch was oddly cute..i mean for an older guy. "tell me!" i pleaded. he shook his head "ok ok...i was laughing..because for a 14 year old..you got a good grip" he smiled at me. i almost forgot to breath. wh- why was i acting this way toward him? i mean he is waaaay older then me..AND im a vampire hunter! "er..thanks" i muttered. when we slowed down i looked back up to see an amazingly big house in front of us.

Dr. Cullen opened the door for me and leaded me to the house. when he opened it, it was more amazing then i could even imagine..."do you like it?" he asked as he sat on a couch as big as the wall. "like it? i LOVE it!" i glanced around the room. he laughed and got back up and headed to the staircase..."let me show you your new room" when we got up there i just forgot my name, how to breath..everything. it was the PERFECT room for me, nice light blue walls, white carpet with a huge (i mean really) bed in the middle.

i mostly had stayed in my new room all day, but when i smelled food i headed to the kitchen. "you cook?" i asked carlisle. he smiled. "well yes i did cook once when i was human..its not that hard" he looked to me and holded my plate. i sat at the table and he sat right next to me. while i ate he was reading a book on docters and medical stuff. when i looked at him he was biting his lip while he read. i wondered why..then ..when i really looked at him he looks more handsome then i thought. with that blonde silk like hair and the perfect skin...those lips that curved just right and then his eyes...just like gold. i forced myself to look away from him, i was 14! for god sake i shouldnt think of him that way.but then i found myself looking back at him...him still biting his bottom lip as he was absorbed in his book. i glanced all the way down and notcied myself looking in a place i shouldnt of been. i made sure he wasnt looking and then slide my hand onto his leg..
he jumped a little before realizing what i was doing. then he grabbed my hand. "what are you doing?" he asked and i forgot how to speak words. "i..i..dont know really" i looked down. "sorry i wont do it again" he let go of my hand. thats when i grabbed ahold of it this time...he grabbed my hand again "you...are too young" he stated. i huffed "so? i got 4 years left im not too young im a lady!" i shot at him. i used the other hand and grabbed it again, this time i heard him moan and he didnt push me away...i got so confused i let him go. "i..i.." i sat up while he did too. he grabbed ahold of my shoulders. "you like me dont you?" he smiled and sat me on the table. "i.." i couldnt even speak...he put his hands on my legs as i automatically wraps my arms around his neck. "your a very naughty girl.." he smirked. i blushed and was slightly mad that he let go of me. "but i want.." i protested.. "your too young" he said again. "I AM NOT!" i got off the table and stalked into my room. before i got into my door he had me against the wall "then what do you want me to do to you then?" he growled softly. i bit my lip and kissed him. he looked at me before kissing back. he picked me up and held me close. when he kissed and held me, it wasnt like codi. he was soft and gentle with me...and he knew exatly what i wanted, not like codi had been. he had one arm slide up to my shirt and unbuttoned one of them. "wait wait wait.." he stopped. i groaned. "i know i know..im too young..but so what? i know you want me just as bad as you need blood....so if you want it...just give it to me" i stroked his face. "maybe when your older" i frowned and folded my arms. "but i want you NOW" i growled from my lips. "but you DO have me.. your just going to have to wait until your old enough..." he smiled. "ill wait for you as long as you wait for me" i smiled too...part of me agreeing with him....



and another part of me wanting to reach for his pants again...HA