It hadnt been long after the accident when i heard the ambulance. all i remember is the highway was jammed, and i had my little sister Madison in the back singing me "i love you" from barney. i looked at her from my mirrior and smiled. both our parents died, and we were travling away from our birth home, italy. she looked so cute with her reddish brown hair curled into ringlets. then i saw the big truck speeding down the road. he didnt notice the jam until he reached for the breaks.
it was too late.
"is she going to be ok?" a soft but deep voice said. "im pretty sure, she might not be able to walk for a few days.." a female voice answered. "and the little one?" the man asked..whispering as though he knew i could hear him. "i..im not sure" ...(Maddi?) i thought. i groaned and felt an ice cold hand touch my arm. i wanted to jerk away but my body didnt listen. "shes unconsious and shes pretty much broken" the female said in a softer tone, the man sighed and finally let his grip off me.
"well lets go cheek on her and ill be back later to inspect this lady for any other complication" the man said. i knew were i was know, i remember being here when i was little, not in this hospital but i could tell them from the smell. the akward clean scent that flashed a warning sign. i HATE Docters, they always want to stick your arms with needles and shove meds down your throat.
i groaned and told my body to open my god dang eyes. i slightly opened them a creek seeing the flash of the bright light above me. i got used to it then looked around the room, my eyes fully open. i was alone in my little room, the white sheets covered me from the feet to my shoulders. "where is she?" i whispered, barly hearing myself. "wheres who darling?" the female nurse said. she was tiny but she looked like she could handle and pin down someone. "my sister...Madi" i croaked. she pointed to the next room over, the door was closed.
"ill take you there hon, but promise to be ready for what your going to see" i promised her, but what was i really going to promise with this nurse? she wasnt my boss.
i was weeled into Madis room, and i saw her tiny body spread on the bed. she had cuts and scars all over her face, her lips were swollen, her arms had been tied to casts and her legs were coverd with white sheets stained by blood. and last, her little curls, the ones like mine, had been flatted and dreched in more blood. i gasped holding my mouth. i shut my eyes fighting back my tears."oh god" i said. the nurse patted my back. "im sorry hon....she wont be able to make it much longer." all those years with her, from the day i held her in my arms, when she said sissy and her little dance she used to do to make me happy when i was sad. "Dont cry" she used to say. "Its all good sissy, we can do it" i weeled to her side holding her hand. "i cant let you go now" i whispered. she moaned. "she still can talk, but its really soft. and she can hear you." the nurse said. "ill leave you two alone, push that red button if you need help" and she left.
"sissy" she moaned. "yeah baby?" i cried. she held on to my hand tighter. the moniter indicated her heart was slowing down. "what? what is it sweetie?!" i said franticaly. "please!" i shouted shaking her. i cried harder. she opened her mouth. just then a male docter, came in. he was pushing buttons on the moniter and then he tuned to her, his hand feeling for her pulse. he looked at me with sad eyes, they were golden. he looked down at her again. the moniters beep slowed down more. "please dont leave me!" i pleaded. the docter backed up and shook his head, he walked toward her again whispering in her ear. then her eyes opened. "sissy?" she said. i cried and nodded. "its all good sissy, we can be together someday" she said with a slight smile. "its time" the docter said looking down. i fells to the floor crying and screaming, two nurses grabbed my arms and pulled me out. i thrashed at them screaming more. "no!" i shouted. just then my sisters door shut, and then stopped when it locked. it stopped......just like her heart.
it was too late.
"is she going to be ok?" a soft but deep voice said. "im pretty sure, she might not be able to walk for a few days.." a female voice answered. "and the little one?" the man asked..whispering as though he knew i could hear him. "i..im not sure" ...(Maddi?) i thought. i groaned and felt an ice cold hand touch my arm. i wanted to jerk away but my body didnt listen. "shes unconsious and shes pretty much broken" the female said in a softer tone, the man sighed and finally let his grip off me.
"well lets go cheek on her and ill be back later to inspect this lady for any other complication" the man said. i knew were i was know, i remember being here when i was little, not in this hospital but i could tell them from the smell. the akward clean scent that flashed a warning sign. i HATE Docters, they always want to stick your arms with needles and shove meds down your throat.
i groaned and told my body to open my god dang eyes. i slightly opened them a creek seeing the flash of the bright light above me. i got used to it then looked around the room, my eyes fully open. i was alone in my little room, the white sheets covered me from the feet to my shoulders. "where is she?" i whispered, barly hearing myself. "wheres who darling?" the female nurse said. she was tiny but she looked like she could handle and pin down someone. "my sister...Madi" i croaked. she pointed to the next room over, the door was closed.
"ill take you there hon, but promise to be ready for what your going to see" i promised her, but what was i really going to promise with this nurse? she wasnt my boss.
i was weeled into Madis room, and i saw her tiny body spread on the bed. she had cuts and scars all over her face, her lips were swollen, her arms had been tied to casts and her legs were coverd with white sheets stained by blood. and last, her little curls, the ones like mine, had been flatted and dreched in more blood. i gasped holding my mouth. i shut my eyes fighting back my tears."oh god" i said. the nurse patted my back. "im sorry hon....she wont be able to make it much longer." all those years with her, from the day i held her in my arms, when she said sissy and her little dance she used to do to make me happy when i was sad. "Dont cry" she used to say. "Its all good sissy, we can do it" i weeled to her side holding her hand. "i cant let you go now" i whispered. she moaned. "she still can talk, but its really soft. and she can hear you." the nurse said. "ill leave you two alone, push that red button if you need help" and she left.
"sissy" she moaned. "yeah baby?" i cried. she held on to my hand tighter. the moniter indicated her heart was slowing down. "what? what is it sweetie?!" i said franticaly. "please!" i shouted shaking her. i cried harder. she opened her mouth. just then a male docter, came in. he was pushing buttons on the moniter and then he tuned to her, his hand feeling for her pulse. he looked at me with sad eyes, they were golden. he looked down at her again. the moniters beep slowed down more. "please dont leave me!" i pleaded. the docter backed up and shook his head, he walked toward her again whispering in her ear. then her eyes opened. "sissy?" she said. i cried and nodded. "its all good sissy, we can be together someday" she said with a slight smile. "its time" the docter said looking down. i fells to the floor crying and screaming, two nurses grabbed my arms and pulled me out. i thrashed at them screaming more. "no!" i shouted. just then my sisters door shut, and then stopped when it locked. it stopped......just like her heart.