CHAPTER ONE: PEACE OFFERING
CAN YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF?" My mom asked me at the front door.
"Mom, I'll be fine!" I told her.
"Are you sure? I can stay home with you and Jared if you want." She asked again, and this time it sounded like she was hoping I'd say "no, don't go...stay here with me and tuck me into bed and tell me stories to go to sleep to."
"Mom, go! Have a great time! We will be fine!" I said and Jared shook his head in approval.
"Alright!" She said and she kissed my forhead once more, did the same to Jared, and then out the door to her taxi that awaited her she went. Jared and I waved to her good bye, and she waved back. She got in the taxi, and then the car drove off. It sort of brought tears to my eyes. Just kidding. But if she was leaving forever then yes. She is just leaving for three months. It was something to do with business, and since I was sixteen and Jared was thirteen, we don't need a baby sitter. I'll take care of us.
I closed the door, and walked to my room. I jumped on my bed, and Jared ran around the house with excitement. He was acting really wild and crazy, and if I could I'd smack him in the face.
"JARED!" I called and he came into my room waving his arms around.
"What?" He asked jumping up and down.
"One, settle down. Two, go outside or go to Matt's house or something!" I said and he nodded, then ran out of the house screaming at the top of his lungs. I grabbed my phone, and started to call my friends to come over.
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LATER THAT NIGHT AFTER MY FRIENDS left my house, I was all alone and about to call Jared to come home when the door bell rang. I guess somebody forgot there phone or something. But I went to the door anyway. I opened the door, and looked around. It was pretty dark out, but still able to see in the night. So far. I looked around, and saw no one. I took a step out, and heard something go TING! I looked down, and there at my feet was a champagne glass with a rose taped to it. The glass was standing on a card, which was wrapped up to a golden box. I grabbed them all, and opened the card which red: ROSES ARE RED, VIOLETS ARE BLUE! THEY ARE TRUE LIKE ME AND YOU! SO DON'T YOU SEE WE MAKE EACH OTHER COMPLETE! SO WHY DON'T WE MAKE TOGETHER FOREVER BETWEEN YOU AND ME!? I smiled, and looked to see who left his here. But there was no name. I put the glass and rose aside, and looked at the golden box. The box had something incripted onto it. I traced the words with my fingers, and then read them: EVERY ROSE HAS IT'S THORN I looked at it strangly, and then opened the box. There inside, was a second card. I opened it, and read the inside: DEAR MRS. CHRIS FRODEN...WE ARE PLEASED TO INFORM YOU THAT YOUR SON AND DAUGHTER-MRS. BEVEN FRODEN AND MR. JARED FRODEN-HAS BEEN INFORMED INTO GROGETZ SCHOOL OF THE SUPERNATURAL. WHERE WE TEACH THINGS LIKE MAGIC, AND HOW TO REPEL THE DARK FORCES. BUT NOT ONLY STUDENTS GO HERE. VAMPIRES, WERE WOLVES, STYRS, ETC. ALL ARE HERE AND APART OF GROGETZ. YOU SHOULD BE PLEASED SINCE YOUR SON AND DAUGHTER IS ONE OF THE ABOVE. IF THIS HAS FALLEN INTO THE WRONG HANDS, WE ARE SORRY TO TELL YOU THAT THE TRUTH HAS BEEN KEPT FROM YOU OVER THE PAST YEARS. WE HAD TO WAIT TILL A CERTAIN TIME TO INQUIRE YOU. ONCE YOU WERE AT THE AGE OF 10 WE SENT THE FIRST ONE OUT, BUT THEY HAVE BEEN REFUSED. HOPEFULLY YOU WILL EXCEPT OUR WARM WELCOME INTO GROGETZ SCHOOL OF THE SUPERNATURAL, AND LET YOUR SON AND DAUGHTER JOIN THE WORLD OF GROGETZ. TO REPLY WITH YOUR ANSWER, SIMPLY CIRCLE THE WORD YES BELOW THE SINCERELY AND SEND IT BACK, OR NO IF YOU REFUES. OR YOU CAN REACH US ONLINE AT WWW.GROGETZ.COM THANKS AND HAVE A HAPPY FRIDAY!
SINCERELY,
THE HEAD MISTRESS: MRS. ELIZABETH SAWYER
I stared at the letter in horror, and looked around again outside to see if this was a prank. I closed the door, and put the note down. I looked at the box again, and re read what it said: EVERY ROSE HAS IT'S THORN I then re thought about how me and Jared have been different in school. The advantages and disadvantages. But it was all good. In the end, we were a pretty good person that has fitted in school. I closed the note, put it down, and went to go call Jared to tell him the good and or bad news!
CAN YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF?" My mom asked me at the front door.
"Mom, I'll be fine!" I told her.
"Are you sure? I can stay home with you and Jared if you want." She asked again, and this time it sounded like she was hoping I'd say "no, don't go...stay here with me and tuck me into bed and tell me stories to go to sleep to."
"Mom, go! Have a great time! We will be fine!" I said and Jared shook his head in approval.
"Alright!" She said and she kissed my forhead once more, did the same to Jared, and then out the door to her taxi that awaited her she went. Jared and I waved to her good bye, and she waved back. She got in the taxi, and then the car drove off. It sort of brought tears to my eyes. Just kidding. But if she was leaving forever then yes. She is just leaving for three months. It was something to do with business, and since I was sixteen and Jared was thirteen, we don't need a baby sitter. I'll take care of us.
I closed the door, and walked to my room. I jumped on my bed, and Jared ran around the house with excitement. He was acting really wild and crazy, and if I could I'd smack him in the face.
"JARED!" I called and he came into my room waving his arms around.
"What?" He asked jumping up and down.
"One, settle down. Two, go outside or go to Matt's house or something!" I said and he nodded, then ran out of the house screaming at the top of his lungs. I grabbed my phone, and started to call my friends to come over.
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LATER THAT NIGHT AFTER MY FRIENDS left my house, I was all alone and about to call Jared to come home when the door bell rang. I guess somebody forgot there phone or something. But I went to the door anyway. I opened the door, and looked around. It was pretty dark out, but still able to see in the night. So far. I looked around, and saw no one. I took a step out, and heard something go TING! I looked down, and there at my feet was a champagne glass with a rose taped to it. The glass was standing on a card, which was wrapped up to a golden box. I grabbed them all, and opened the card which red: ROSES ARE RED, VIOLETS ARE BLUE! THEY ARE TRUE LIKE ME AND YOU! SO DON'T YOU SEE WE MAKE EACH OTHER COMPLETE! SO WHY DON'T WE MAKE TOGETHER FOREVER BETWEEN YOU AND ME!? I smiled, and looked to see who left his here. But there was no name. I put the glass and rose aside, and looked at the golden box. The box had something incripted onto it. I traced the words with my fingers, and then read them: EVERY ROSE HAS IT'S THORN I looked at it strangly, and then opened the box. There inside, was a second card. I opened it, and read the inside: DEAR MRS. CHRIS FRODEN...WE ARE PLEASED TO INFORM YOU THAT YOUR SON AND DAUGHTER-MRS. BEVEN FRODEN AND MR. JARED FRODEN-HAS BEEN INFORMED INTO GROGETZ SCHOOL OF THE SUPERNATURAL. WHERE WE TEACH THINGS LIKE MAGIC, AND HOW TO REPEL THE DARK FORCES. BUT NOT ONLY STUDENTS GO HERE. VAMPIRES, WERE WOLVES, STYRS, ETC. ALL ARE HERE AND APART OF GROGETZ. YOU SHOULD BE PLEASED SINCE YOUR SON AND DAUGHTER IS ONE OF THE ABOVE. IF THIS HAS FALLEN INTO THE WRONG HANDS, WE ARE SORRY TO TELL YOU THAT THE TRUTH HAS BEEN KEPT FROM YOU OVER THE PAST YEARS. WE HAD TO WAIT TILL A CERTAIN TIME TO INQUIRE YOU. ONCE YOU WERE AT THE AGE OF 10 WE SENT THE FIRST ONE OUT, BUT THEY HAVE BEEN REFUSED. HOPEFULLY YOU WILL EXCEPT OUR WARM WELCOME INTO GROGETZ SCHOOL OF THE SUPERNATURAL, AND LET YOUR SON AND DAUGHTER JOIN THE WORLD OF GROGETZ. TO REPLY WITH YOUR ANSWER, SIMPLY CIRCLE THE WORD YES BELOW THE SINCERELY AND SEND IT BACK, OR NO IF YOU REFUES. OR YOU CAN REACH US ONLINE AT WWW.GROGETZ.COM THANKS AND HAVE A HAPPY FRIDAY!
SINCERELY,
THE HEAD MISTRESS: MRS. ELIZABETH SAWYER
I stared at the letter in horror, and looked around again outside to see if this was a prank. I closed the door, and put the note down. I looked at the box again, and re read what it said: EVERY ROSE HAS IT'S THORN I then re thought about how me and Jared have been different in school. The advantages and disadvantages. But it was all good. In the end, we were a pretty good person that has fitted in school. I closed the note, put it down, and went to go call Jared to tell him the good and or bad news!
I am not nice but I feel.
I wonder but I don't know
what about.
I hear people talking but I never know what they say.
I see many thinks but never know what I'm looking at.
I want people to look to the past but not dwell on it.
I pretend to be something I'm not.
I fell things i cant see.
I touch and the smoothest things feel rough.
I worry that the day will never end.
I cry but tears never come.
I understand that not ever ones the same.
I say something i don't mean.
I dream but only see blackness.
I hope that someday someone we'll see through my shield I put up and see me.
I am not nice but i feel.
I am who I am!
I’m quiet on the outside
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame you for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame you for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame you for not feeling my heart breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish you would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame you for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame you for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame you for not feeling my heart breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish you would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
Chapter 1:The begaining
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had given birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short by the evil hands of fate and the mind.
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had given birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short by the evil hands of fate and the mind.
A silhouette standing alone,
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.
Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried by the wind.
The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.
An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.
Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried by the wind.
The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.
An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.
tell me why do you pretend
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let you
be the person that you are
now,
please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around you for-
ever.
my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.
will you feel my ever-
lasting touch of love as
you grieve over the lost
memories and moments
that you never gotten back.
let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets you feel the
love that you need to
feel in your life now.
but you look for my
casual-words that will
give you strength that
you need to go on with
your life.
your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let you
be the person that you are
now,
please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around you for-
ever.
my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.
will you feel my ever-
lasting touch of love as
you grieve over the lost
memories and moments
that you never gotten back.
let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets you feel the
love that you need to
feel in your life now.
but you look for my
casual-words that will
give you strength that
you need to go on with
your life.
your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.