After michele had dropped me at home duncan was sitting on the couch with tori.i walked past with my new cloths and some new summer stuff.

"What did you buy?" tori asked

"Stuff"

"What kind of stuff" she asked

"my stuff" With that i went to my room.

i unpacked everything then threw them in my dirty clothes pile. after i had changed for bed i laid in my bed until there was a knock on my door. i opened it to see duncan.

"Hey....."

"Hi.." I said questioning it.

"can we talk?"

"About?"

".........us"

"What do you mean about us." with that he kissed me.

i opened my eyes to see i was still in my bed and nothing changed.it was just a dream.a dreams i wanted to happen.

The next morning i got up and waited for michele to pick me up. she was late so i started walking.

when i was at school michele stopped and said she was sorry.school was school no big different there. after school i wanted to be left alone so i went home and locked myself in my room.

I did this nostop for a month duncan was always there.it became a everyday thing.Tori, Gwen, and duncan.i stayed in my room. i didnt need more drama.I didnt like the fact that tori was hanging with these two asses but who was i to stop her.

After they left. i always came down and ate.

"Courtney i don't understand why you won't try to be friends with them" tori said

"tori..baby sister being friends with them i would rather be dunked into acid then pup on fire"

"Hey... girls....why don't we just shut up for at least 10 minutes to tell me whats going on"my mom said grabbing tea and sitting down.

"..........tori hangs out with Gwen and duncan all the time and its not like i care its just they are over here all the time' I had burried out.

"Mom they are my friends duncan was my friend when they were dating and hes my friend when they werent dating whats the issue"

"the issue is that i still love him..." I screamed. we both looked up to see duncan grabbing his keys off the table in the living room.i started tearing up..."I hate my FUCKIN life...." with that i stormed off. I pushed duncan out of my way then ran past gwen got in my car and drove off. I didnt know where or when i would be back i just knew i had to get out for alittle.. with the little money i had i put a full tank of gas in my car and drove to bridgettes 4 hours away.

i knocked on the door and goeff answered it with nothing on but his boxers.i closed my eyes.

"Umm bridge courtney is here......"

"Courtney!" she hugged me with my eyes closed.

"Do i have to go?" i said trying to find a seat with my eyes still closed.

"No courtney its fine......what brings you out here though?"i explained the whole story." She pregnant with duncan's baby?"

"Yea"

"That can't be right...we just saw her out with cody the other day they were holding hands and kissing"

"No...they have been together since tdwt" i said.

"Then Gwens cheating on duncan"

"She can't be...they are always together."

"Yes she can...didnt you tell me that gwens the one that tells duncan to get out?"

"Yea but thats just mood swings...."

"Courtney..im pregnant but i dont tell goeff to get out....i need him here...hes the only one who can reach the cookies" we both laughed.

"soo how am i to tell duncan then?"

"You don't.....he broke your heart.."

"I got a question....how come you didnt tell duncan yet?"

"Because its wasn't our place"

"oh i see.....how often does she come up here?"

"every week"

"how long?"

"a few hours"

"Can i stay here for a few days?"

"Yea sure..."

"Can i borrow your clothes too"

"Of course"

the first few days its nothing.the 3 day i saw gwen go to codys house. as they were making out i took a photo of it with my phone.i sent it to bridgette and said thanks.I drove home. when i got in the door duncan was there.

"Duncan it's going to be fine..." i saw that he was crying.

"What's wrong?" i asked.

"Gwen lost the baby........and where have you been?"

"Ive been busy......." I walked over to duncan...."Im sorry" I hugged him.he hugged me back......tori and him were in the living room for hours.when he finally left i walked to tori.

"tori..gwen's cheating on Duncan"

"How do you know?"I showed her the photo."That LYING BITCH!....im going to call duncan and tell him"

"Tori.....let him find out"

"Courtney its your love....he still loves you i know that he does that why i made him switch schools."

"what?"

"Courtney.....Duncan still loves you....i can tell he does...i can tell the way he looks at you"

I couldnt understand what she was saying."Tori....."

"Its fine ill talk to him later"

the next day at school duncan didn't show up at school. I hope hes ok