" Are you really going to jump?" Rosalie asked quietly.
I sighed," Yeah, im gonna jump." I said softly.
"But why? Why would you jump, Em? We might be able to find a way to fix you. Find a way to get you back to-" she said before I inrerupted.
"Look, Rose.You heard Carlisle. He said I had two weeks at the most, and already a week has passed." I said, solemly," If...if I just do it myself, it'll all be over. Nice and quick. Plus, since im human, er kind of human. I wont be able to survive the impact." I explained.
"But that doesnt make it right Emmett!" She said angrily." What about the rest of us?!" she shouted.She then sighed and frowned," What about me? What am I supposed to do without you?" she asked quietly.
Ugh. I was hoping she wasnt gonna go there. She's making it harder by the minute. I should've jumped sooner. I hate making her sad, and I'm doing it right now.
"You know I love all of you, Rose. Dont even go there. Im gonna die anyway, so what's the point?"
"But maybe we want to be with you longer. If you're going to die, we want you with us as long as we can have you. You dont have to do it now! You can-"
"Damnit Rosalie! Im doing it! I cant live like this!" I yelled, and stood up. I tried to calm down. This is our last conversation, and I dont want her to remember it like this. I walked over to her, and held her hands in mine.
"I love you, Rosalie. I love all of you." I said softly." But I have to do this now. And you know you're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and that i'm thankful you guys are trying, but its just not going to work. Im sorry for what i've put you through, everyone through. And I need you to know that i'll always be with you. Always." I said softly.
Looking at her was killing me inside. All the pain, and saddness in her expression was something no one could miss. It hurt me knowing that it hurt her. But I have to do this.
I leaned in a kissed her passionately, and after she hugged me tightly, not wanting to let me go. I turned, slowly letting go of her hand, and walked to the edge of the cliff, my back turned to her.
As I got ready to jump, I heard her tearless cry," Emmett, Pleas-"
And then as I fell, I couldnt hear her anymore.
My back was scraping against the rocks,the back of my shirt ripping. I could feel the rocks cutting into my skin. My whole back was covered in my blood. All you could hear through in the silence was my yelling.
I finally realized what a stupid idea this was. I should have held it out. I thought if I jumped it would be quick, no pain involved. But, now I see I was really wrong. I can even see the horrified faces of my family, waiting at the bottom. Esme couldnt watch anymore, and she hid hher face in Carlisle's shoulder. Alice's hand was over her mouth, and Jasper was holding her gently. Edward closed his eyes and tried not to watch.
I saw a large rock sticking out of the cliff. I think if I can grab it and hang on, someone will be able to get up to me.
When I was at that point, i turned my body, so my stomach was facing the rock. But instead of grabbing onto the rock, I knocked my head on it, and cut my forehead. The blood began to drip into my eyes.
I cant take this! I'd rather take the burning for three more days than this! And this cliff is so tall. But im almost to the bottom, almost out of my misery.
I crashed into the ground, face up. I wasnt dead yet, but I was fading. Rose, Esme, Edward, amd Carlisle rushed over to me. Rose carried me to the back of Carlisle's mercedes.
I was stretched out on Esme and Rosalie's laps. My torso on Rosalie, and the other part of my body resting on Esme's lap. My blood is all over the back seat, and their clothes.
Rose could tell I didnt have much time, and she was slapping my face lightly to keep me awake.
I dont think I'm gonna make it.
To Be Continued....
I sighed," Yeah, im gonna jump." I said softly.
"But why? Why would you jump, Em? We might be able to find a way to fix you. Find a way to get you back to-" she said before I inrerupted.
"Look, Rose.You heard Carlisle. He said I had two weeks at the most, and already a week has passed." I said, solemly," If...if I just do it myself, it'll all be over. Nice and quick. Plus, since im human, er kind of human. I wont be able to survive the impact." I explained.
"But that doesnt make it right Emmett!" She said angrily." What about the rest of us?!" she shouted.She then sighed and frowned," What about me? What am I supposed to do without you?" she asked quietly.
Ugh. I was hoping she wasnt gonna go there. She's making it harder by the minute. I should've jumped sooner. I hate making her sad, and I'm doing it right now.
"You know I love all of you, Rose. Dont even go there. Im gonna die anyway, so what's the point?"
"But maybe we want to be with you longer. If you're going to die, we want you with us as long as we can have you. You dont have to do it now! You can-"
"Damnit Rosalie! Im doing it! I cant live like this!" I yelled, and stood up. I tried to calm down. This is our last conversation, and I dont want her to remember it like this. I walked over to her, and held her hands in mine.
"I love you, Rosalie. I love all of you." I said softly." But I have to do this now. And you know you're the best thing that has ever happened to me, and that i'm thankful you guys are trying, but its just not going to work. Im sorry for what i've put you through, everyone through. And I need you to know that i'll always be with you. Always." I said softly.
Looking at her was killing me inside. All the pain, and saddness in her expression was something no one could miss. It hurt me knowing that it hurt her. But I have to do this.
I leaned in a kissed her passionately, and after she hugged me tightly, not wanting to let me go. I turned, slowly letting go of her hand, and walked to the edge of the cliff, my back turned to her.
As I got ready to jump, I heard her tearless cry," Emmett, Pleas-"
And then as I fell, I couldnt hear her anymore.
My back was scraping against the rocks,the back of my shirt ripping. I could feel the rocks cutting into my skin. My whole back was covered in my blood. All you could hear through in the silence was my yelling.
I finally realized what a stupid idea this was. I should have held it out. I thought if I jumped it would be quick, no pain involved. But, now I see I was really wrong. I can even see the horrified faces of my family, waiting at the bottom. Esme couldnt watch anymore, and she hid hher face in Carlisle's shoulder. Alice's hand was over her mouth, and Jasper was holding her gently. Edward closed his eyes and tried not to watch.
I saw a large rock sticking out of the cliff. I think if I can grab it and hang on, someone will be able to get up to me.
When I was at that point, i turned my body, so my stomach was facing the rock. But instead of grabbing onto the rock, I knocked my head on it, and cut my forehead. The blood began to drip into my eyes.
I cant take this! I'd rather take the burning for three more days than this! And this cliff is so tall. But im almost to the bottom, almost out of my misery.
I crashed into the ground, face up. I wasnt dead yet, but I was fading. Rose, Esme, Edward, amd Carlisle rushed over to me. Rose carried me to the back of Carlisle's mercedes.
I was stretched out on Esme and Rosalie's laps. My torso on Rosalie, and the other part of my body resting on Esme's lap. My blood is all over the back seat, and their clothes.
Rose could tell I didnt have much time, and she was slapping my face lightly to keep me awake.
I dont think I'm gonna make it.
To Be Continued....