You might have notied that the club's icon has a little hint of Christmas spirit this month. I was too lazy to search for a Misty pic, so I went along with a contestshipping picture that was in an easy to reach folder.

Anyhoo, if I have the time on Christmas Day, my closest friends will be recieving a little present. If I do not have time, I will give you guys the gifts on Boxing Day.

But, you probably know that I am not just writing this artical to give you little hints for our favourite holiday. I am actually ooking for some comfort....

My family usually spends Christmas Eve with my grandmother on my fathers side. I always enjoyed chatting and watching my grandmother open her gifts from other relatives. I look forward to this day every year.

Unfortuently, my grandmother passed away last Febuary from cancer, so I will not have the same plans as usual. I was worried last Christmas, because she wasn't doing so well, so I kind of knew it would be her last Christmas on earth.

I just can't believe this will be my first Christmas Eve without her. For the first time in thirteen years, I will be staying at home that night. Although, my mother bought an Christmas tree ornament that says these heartwarming words, and there is a photo of my grandmother in the center.

Then, my cousins might not come down this year. My aunt will, but not my cousins Travis and Zane. Travis has recently moved out and gone off to live his eighteen year old life. He hs been in alot of trouble in the past two years, so I really didnt expect anything different from him. An then there is Zane.He and my aunt don't get along well, and he gts into alot of trouble too. Sometimes I wonder how my aunt puts up with this stuff. But still, it will be strange to not have them around either.

And to make it worse, I have no idea what my parents got me for christmas. -_- I tried shaking the wrapped presents and I have no clue what could be inside them..... I don't think I got Smackdown vs Raw 2011 either ... that makes me dissapointed. I am kind of scared to see what my brother got me. For my last birthday, he bought me a one dollar pack of pink cards... PINK! One dollar! Hell, he is three years older than me, and he decided to be cheap .... yes, I am an ungrateful person. -_-

Anyhoo, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!