from almost 17 month my aunt and she was 82 y old died at 6.00 am the i didnt feel any shak i didnt know why.....,and when we where seeing her for the last time i approached and kissed her on the brow but when i was approaching i falt like it was skery moment in kissing a dead person but of corse i approached and kissed her becose in side my head i sayed its the last time i will see her....but my stupid cousin and his bro didnt do any thing at all jast stand and whtsh her go but i didnt cry at all.
and from 9 month my uncle died at 1.30 pm i was awake and laphing and when i heared the news i stoped evry thing i was doing and freezed for almost 10 minute and thin start moving agien and when we where seeing him for the last time i didnt skered at all and didnt cry but when iv seen my mom and nana crying becose he in 42y old in that moment i started crying and crying and it was my sadest moment in my live.........
but i evry funeral i feel kind of happy because i say he/she go to a beter pleas and thats all.
and from 9 month my uncle died at 1.30 pm i was awake and laphing and when i heared the news i stoped evry thing i was doing and freezed for almost 10 minute and thin start moving agien and when we where seeing him for the last time i didnt skered at all and didnt cry but when iv seen my mom and nana crying becose he in 42y old in that moment i started crying and crying and it was my sadest moment in my live.........
but i evry funeral i feel kind of happy because i say he/she go to a beter pleas and thats all.