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I think at some time in my life, I ticked God off. Or I made some 'spirit' really angry that it made me not have a break this year from MAJOR probs. I'm serious! Its one thing after the friggen other. First, I got into a major fight with one of my family members. THEN ANOTHER, A WEEK AFTER! Then, my computer's hard drive broke which I am waiting to get another (that's why I haven't been on for awhile. Also, no meebo for awhile....). And and 2 months before, I became a build-board for weirdos and stalkers. I swear, more and more I think I am a magnet to crazy, obsessive, MEAN ARSE, venomous, crude, Stalkers. OF BOTH GENDERS.First some very serious RPer and his/hers 'group' (I have no idea if its a male or female, and I really don't give a rats rear end if its a he or she or BOTH. I really am over it now, my life,friends and my family-both in rl and here- is way more important than some imbecile telling me crap that pollutes my mind and they're attempts to taint my character and try and make my unhappy just cause I'm having fun and being ME. No. No. No and NO. I am NOT gonna change anything cause I am being "ordered." It's not worth the suffering, irritation and sickness. Seriously.
┌∩┐( ಠ_ಠ )┌∩┐go take that stuff elsewhere. It ain't welcomed here I can tell ya that. ) then some weirdo in a store that just wouldn't stop babbling stuff to me and whoever was with me (trust me, it was some weirdo stuff, I wouldn't be tellin' y'all this if it was just some babbling.) THEN A FEMALE was acting weird.....(By weird....I mean....I got physically ill after that.....) and the list goes ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON THEEEENNNNN, oh this is just rich. My grandparents, (both of them now people.) started treating me like cow dung. And you know what my aunts & cousins did? They joined in with them in the 'treat Sora like dung!' Attitude. Thank God for my mom (Seriously, people, love you're mom. Take care of her, treat her good. Cause even if she acts tough once in a while, she's really the only person in this crazy arse world to actually love you and comfort you.) I think if it weren't for my mom, I might have gone and jumped of the nearest cliff. 2012 has been....Hell. I really really hate the year of the Dragon. I can only PRAY that 2013 (GOD WILLING IF I SURVIVE.) will be better than 2012. *cough cough* Excuse me. So, In response to the....mentallypainfulemotions.....I decided to go visit....My Auntie. (If I need to vent ABOUT ANYTHING fighting with her makes me feel better. I know it sounds INSANE but just trust me and keep reading.) ಠ_ಠ she will complain at everything! MY WEIGHT. MY HAIR. MY MAKEUP MY FRICKEN CLOTHES it's seriously making me wonder if she has mental probs, I mean, she fights with everyone not just normal family 'disagreements'.....Its WWIII worthy fighting....Only with words....After I visited her, I went to the store and got a feast. I got beer, I got brisket, I got hot dogs, I got a feast.....Take note, when I'm angry, (I eat like Allen and Aladdin combined. I mean....Seriously, that's about how much I eat e_e") during ALLLLL of the getting food, muttering to myself like a mental patient, cursing like a Sailor at every difficult task and snapping at a buncha workers....A old friend of mine.....Popped up. Oh great! Just when I could rip off someone's head in a single 'CHOMP' a old friend appears. Why must it be a sweet one? I literally thought that to myself about.....100 times. I was seriously forcing myself back from not saying something rude. So after a little chit-chat (that was flamed by the fiery pits of HELL.) I went to the check out line. It took FOREVVVVEEERRR I wanted to scream F-Bomb-you-all at the top of my lungs, I was a disaster waiting to happen. Once I got into the safety of my home, which thank GOD no one was there, I hooked up my phone to my stereo system, turned on Majnoon (by Moein ♥) and blared it. I screamed the lyrics while it played, it made me feel a bit better. If it was one thing I knew, music has always made me feel happy again, especially Persian music. I just wish I had people to talk to and Fangirl over it, it's frustrating!!! Sorry, my raging is over.......NOT. So I cooked up a snack, and then dinner, I got myself a coke, grabbed my phone and headphones, went to my 'hole' (aka, my room) and watched whatever was on TLC, which at the time only wedding shows were playing. It was annoying really, watching brides-to-be being told they're fat in a absolutely beautiful dress by a female family member or friend (mostly they're mom, grandmother sister or aunt.) so I turned it to Bravo TV. The Real Housewives of Atlanta was on....I changed it again cause listening to MORE annoying women was not what I wanted. So I ended up watching Gravity Falls, it wasn't half bad really, I found it quite amusing. I wanted to see if the photo of Dipper and Mabel with Slendy was real. It wasn't, unfortunately. I would have screamed with joy if it was real. Anyways, while I was watching TV, googling stuff on my phone and nomming on whatever I was nomming on at the time, a 'unknown' number calls me. So, the first thing that goes through my mind, is how I should speak. I like pranking unknown numbers, especially those telemarketers. Oh I just LOOOOVVEE freaking them out, only because they call me so much. So I answered it, and I spoke in mah nearly perfect Russian accent (it's my 2nd favorite accent next to Persian accent's. So I work hard on it, and It's sooooo funny to use.) by the time I was finished telling the telemarketer (EWHATDDID I TELL YA.) about my extensive family and how ANNOYING they are, she (or he, I can't remember) hung up. I laughed....so hard afterwards. It's rare that I laugh when I'm really really sad. I know what you're thinking right now, 'this is weird, why're you telling me about you're day?' Well. I am bored, and I wanted to share a little about me and teach you some new things! So lemme get back to my rant~ hehe. I've come to realize, Life happens, and when it does, majority of the time we (people) are not happy with it. It must be our genetic structure. You know what's interesting? People in this world who are viewed as the 'popular kids' are so......Disgusting to me. They think because one person does something THEY don't like, they can go and insult and 'critique' that poor one person. Few of them have the strength to fight back, but most of them give in and are forced into silence. Isn't that horrible?! To be forced to do something they don't want to do? To have to deal with the mental pressure and the hurtful words being told about you and being told TO you? To have you're mind tampered with?! It's absolutely despicable. I am truly blessed to have such wonderful friends on here, I really am. Not everyone has friends who would support you no matter what. They are the best friends any girl could be blessed with, I mean, seriously. I wish there was more people in the world like them, but unfortunately, the majority of people I have come across, are mean people. Rarely rarely I come across from a truly kind person. Have you ever had dreams where it was so real where you thought you could see the future? When I was little, I had dreams like that ALL THE TIME. I would tell my parents about it, but they didn't really believe me. Which I didn't really mind, I mean it's just a dream, God doesn't allow seeing into the future, so I knew I was just imagining things, I was young so it was normal. As I grew they disappeared and I didn't really...Have dreams anymore. If I was lucky, I'd have a really amazing dream, but I'd probably not have a dream for awhile after it. Since I was young, I've been a tough girl. Not tough as in strength, tough as in, I'd irritate the bloody hell out of my folks, and do things that I now am very embarrassed about. I still do things today which I'm embarrassed about. I wanna just curl up and die when I think about it! So I become very reserved and quite. People who are close to me and actually love me point it out to me on a daily bai did, telling me I should be like when I was younger, which was being a satanic child that would go up to strangers and tell them Everything ugh. I do not wish to relive my childhood right now. No thank you. But look on the bright side! As I was....molded into a intelligent woman, I gained the gift of people thinking I was older than I actually was and people STILL think I'm older! It's funny really, I just hope when I get older that people don't start saying "are you 43?" Yeah. I don't think I'd be cheerful at that moment. Maybe if I rip off they're ear they'd stop laughing. So, I got a otome game. Yup. A awesome one too! its called Shall we date: Ninja Love I recommend that and a few other games if you have a iPhone, iPad, iPod...ect, just ask me below for the links. I have never really played Dating sim games or stuff like that. It's my first one so I'm like a total noob (Embracing my weirdness. Like a Mofo Boss.) I took a trip for Christmas (another reason why I have been absent. My phone has been acting like a MULE and well. No fanpop via phone. Life is like really being a beeotch to me. -___-) It was fun, I had more fun going to the market and buying stuff than doing anything else, so my Mom says (Cue...Funny...Angry......Asian Voice) 'Why're you spending so much time at store?? You should be eating Caviar! Blah blah blah...' I honestly am happy, going to a market, getting food, coming back to my hotel room, renting out comedy movies and talking about how hot Tyki's abs are to my already annoyed BFFs who love me enough to listen to my annoying lovesick babbling. Again, gotta love mah gals. But I also like Bowling and stuff. DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE PIZZA. I FLIPPING LOVE PIZZA. I MEAN. I LOVE PIZZA. PIZZA AND LASAGNA. I mean, I can be a Pizza and Lasagna expert I mean, if I don't like you're lasagna or Pizza, you might as well not make it again. Cause if I DONT love it, (this has been proven.) and you claim it's the 'best' it's not. I have tasted better. My mom makes a friggen wicked Lasagna and pizza. And do NOT get me started on her Persian Food, OH MAH GOD. There isn't a restaurant in the world, unless you go to Aligoopoo restaurant in the home land (which then I'll admit they're food is better than hers) that's better than my moms. Trust me, I'm a food expert, I know good more than you know food I can bet you that. I just realized, I've been listening to the same song....Over and Over and Over again while writing this.....Dear God I'm so sick of this song. CHANGE ITTTTTT щ(ಥДಥщ) so while I change it from Bodo Dire to something else, lemme tell you about how easily I can fall asleep when there's a song like PonPonPon blaring in my ears. I swear to God I can fall asleep in a second with songs like that in my ear. I sometimes think I'm a Alien from a different planet and I was adopted by my folks as a little Larva. Did everyone have a good Christmas? I wasn't on.....I wanna hear all about it! Ill post gifts and stuff later on. Anyways, I think this is it for my Craziness....I hope you all enjoyed my opening up and stuff! And Happy New Year :D
Special Thanks To~
All my Family and friends on here who've loved me, helped me and been there for my when I need it. I love you all, and thank you.
And, a extra special thanks to Sinna, you've done so much for me out of the kindness and love in you're heart. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you have helped me with, and most of all, for being my very dear friend. I am blessed to have you as a friend. Thank you.
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I think at some time in my life, I ticked God off. Or I made some 'spirit' really angry that it made me not have a break this year from MAJOR probs. I'm serious! Its one thing after the friggen other. First, I got into a major fight with one of my family members. THEN ANOTHER, A WEEK AFTER! Then, my computer's hard drive broke which I am waiting to get another (that's why I haven't been on for awhile. Also, no meebo for awhile....). And and 2 months before, I became a build-board for weirdos and stalkers. I swear, more and more I think I am a magnet to crazy, obsessive, MEAN ARSE, venomous, crude, Stalkers. OF BOTH GENDERS.First some very serious RPer and his/hers 'group' (I have no idea if its a male or female, and I really don't give a rats rear end if its a he or she or BOTH. I really am over it now, my life,friends and my family-both in rl and here- is way more important than some imbecile telling me crap that pollutes my mind and they're attempts to taint my character and try and make my unhappy just cause I'm having fun and being ME. No. No. No and NO. I am NOT gonna change anything cause I am being "ordered." It's not worth the suffering, irritation and sickness. Seriously.
┌∩┐( ಠ_ಠ )┌∩┐go take that stuff elsewhere. It ain't welcomed here I can tell ya that. ) then some weirdo in a store that just wouldn't stop babbling stuff to me and whoever was with me (trust me, it was some weirdo stuff, I wouldn't be tellin' y'all this if it was just some babbling.) THEN A FEMALE was acting weird.....(By weird....I mean....I got physically ill after that.....) and the list goes ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON THEEEENNNNN, oh this is just rich. My grandparents, (both of them now people.) started treating me like cow dung. And you know what my aunts & cousins did? They joined in with them in the 'treat Sora like dung!' Attitude. Thank God for my mom (Seriously, people, love you're mom. Take care of her, treat her good. Cause even if she acts tough once in a while, she's really the only person in this crazy arse world to actually love you and comfort you.) I think if it weren't for my mom, I might have gone and jumped of the nearest cliff. 2012 has been....Hell. I really really hate the year of the Dragon. I can only PRAY that 2013 (GOD WILLING IF I SURVIVE.) will be better than 2012. *cough cough* Excuse me. So, In response to the....mentallypainfulemotions.....I decided to go visit....My Auntie. (If I need to vent ABOUT ANYTHING fighting with her makes me feel better. I know it sounds INSANE but just trust me and keep reading.) ಠ_ಠ she will complain at everything! MY WEIGHT. MY HAIR. MY MAKEUP MY FRICKEN CLOTHES it's seriously making me wonder if she has mental probs, I mean, she fights with everyone not just normal family 'disagreements'.....Its WWIII worthy fighting....Only with words....After I visited her, I went to the store and got a feast. I got beer, I got brisket, I got hot dogs, I got a feast.....Take note, when I'm angry, (I eat like Allen and Aladdin combined. I mean....Seriously, that's about how much I eat e_e") during ALLLLL of the getting food, muttering to myself like a mental patient, cursing like a Sailor at every difficult task and snapping at a buncha workers....A old friend of mine.....Popped up. Oh great! Just when I could rip off someone's head in a single 'CHOMP' a old friend appears. Why must it be a sweet one? I literally thought that to myself about.....100 times. I was seriously forcing myself back from not saying something rude. So after a little chit-chat (that was flamed by the fiery pits of HELL.) I went to the check out line. It took FOREVVVVEEERRR I wanted to scream F-Bomb-you-all at the top of my lungs, I was a disaster waiting to happen. Once I got into the safety of my home, which thank GOD no one was there, I hooked up my phone to my stereo system, turned on Majnoon (by Moein ♥) and blared it. I screamed the lyrics while it played, it made me feel a bit better. If it was one thing I knew, music has always made me feel happy again, especially Persian music. I just wish I had people to talk to and Fangirl over it, it's frustrating!!! Sorry, my raging is over.......NOT. So I cooked up a snack, and then dinner, I got myself a coke, grabbed my phone and headphones, went to my 'hole' (aka, my room) and watched whatever was on TLC, which at the time only wedding shows were playing. It was annoying really, watching brides-to-be being told they're fat in a absolutely beautiful dress by a female family member or friend (mostly they're mom, grandmother sister or aunt.) so I turned it to Bravo TV. The Real Housewives of Atlanta was on....I changed it again cause listening to MORE annoying women was not what I wanted. So I ended up watching Gravity Falls, it wasn't half bad really, I found it quite amusing. I wanted to see if the photo of Dipper and Mabel with Slendy was real. It wasn't, unfortunately. I would have screamed with joy if it was real. Anyways, while I was watching TV, googling stuff on my phone and nomming on whatever I was nomming on at the time, a 'unknown' number calls me. So, the first thing that goes through my mind, is how I should speak. I like pranking unknown numbers, especially those telemarketers. Oh I just LOOOOVVEE freaking them out, only because they call me so much. So I answered it, and I spoke in mah nearly perfect Russian accent (it's my 2nd favorite accent next to Persian accent's. So I work hard on it, and It's sooooo funny to use.) by the time I was finished telling the telemarketer (EWHATDDID I TELL YA.) about my extensive family and how ANNOYING they are, she (or he, I can't remember) hung up. I laughed....so hard afterwards. It's rare that I laugh when I'm really really sad. I know what you're thinking right now, 'this is weird, why're you telling me about you're day?' Well. I am bored, and I wanted to share a little about me and teach you some new things! So lemme get back to my rant~ hehe. I've come to realize, Life happens, and when it does, majority of the time we (people) are not happy with it. It must be our genetic structure. You know what's interesting? People in this world who are viewed as the 'popular kids' are so......Disgusting to me. They think because one person does something THEY don't like, they can go and insult and 'critique' that poor one person. Few of them have the strength to fight back, but most of them give in and are forced into silence. Isn't that horrible?! To be forced to do something they don't want to do? To have to deal with the mental pressure and the hurtful words being told about you and being told TO you? To have you're mind tampered with?! It's absolutely despicable. I am truly blessed to have such wonderful friends on here, I really am. Not everyone has friends who would support you no matter what. They are the best friends any girl could be blessed with, I mean, seriously. I wish there was more people in the world like them, but unfortunately, the majority of people I have come across, are mean people. Rarely rarely I come across from a truly kind person. Have you ever had dreams where it was so real where you thought you could see the future? When I was little, I had dreams like that ALL THE TIME. I would tell my parents about it, but they didn't really believe me. Which I didn't really mind, I mean it's just a dream, God doesn't allow seeing into the future, so I knew I was just imagining things, I was young so it was normal. As I grew they disappeared and I didn't really...Have dreams anymore. If I was lucky, I'd have a really amazing dream, but I'd probably not have a dream for awhile after it. Since I was young, I've been a tough girl. Not tough as in strength, tough as in, I'd irritate the bloody hell out of my folks, and do things that I now am very embarrassed about. I still do things today which I'm embarrassed about. I wanna just curl up and die when I think about it! So I become very reserved and quite. People who are close to me and actually love me point it out to me on a daily bai did, telling me I should be like when I was younger, which was being a satanic child that would go up to strangers and tell them Everything ugh. I do not wish to relive my childhood right now. No thank you. But look on the bright side! As I was....molded into a intelligent woman, I gained the gift of people thinking I was older than I actually was and people STILL think I'm older! It's funny really, I just hope when I get older that people don't start saying "are you 43?" Yeah. I don't think I'd be cheerful at that moment. Maybe if I rip off they're ear they'd stop laughing. So, I got a otome game. Yup. A awesome one too! its called Shall we date: Ninja Love I recommend that and a few other games if you have a iPhone, iPad, iPod...ect, just ask me below for the links. I have never really played Dating sim games or stuff like that. It's my first one so I'm like a total noob (Embracing my weirdness. Like a Mofo Boss.) I took a trip for Christmas (another reason why I have been absent. My phone has been acting like a MULE and well. No fanpop via phone. Life is like really being a beeotch to me. -___-) It was fun, I had more fun going to the market and buying stuff than doing anything else, so my Mom says (Cue...Funny...Angry......Asian Voice) 'Why're you spending so much time at store?? You should be eating Caviar! Blah blah blah...' I honestly am happy, going to a market, getting food, coming back to my hotel room, renting out comedy movies and talking about how hot Tyki's abs are to my already annoyed BFFs who love me enough to listen to my annoying lovesick babbling. Again, gotta love mah gals. But I also like Bowling and stuff. DO YOU GUYS KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE PIZZA. I FLIPPING LOVE PIZZA. I MEAN. I LOVE PIZZA. PIZZA AND LASAGNA. I mean, I can be a Pizza and Lasagna expert I mean, if I don't like you're lasagna or Pizza, you might as well not make it again. Cause if I DONT love it, (this has been proven.) and you claim it's the 'best' it's not. I have tasted better. My mom makes a friggen wicked Lasagna and pizza. And do NOT get me started on her Persian Food, OH MAH GOD. There isn't a restaurant in the world, unless you go to Aligoopoo restaurant in the home land (which then I'll admit they're food is better than hers) that's better than my moms. Trust me, I'm a food expert, I know good more than you know food I can bet you that. I just realized, I've been listening to the same song....Over and Over and Over again while writing this.....Dear God I'm so sick of this song. CHANGE ITTTTTT щ(ಥДಥщ) so while I change it from Bodo Dire to something else, lemme tell you about how easily I can fall asleep when there's a song like PonPonPon blaring in my ears. I swear to God I can fall asleep in a second with songs like that in my ear. I sometimes think I'm a Alien from a different planet and I was adopted by my folks as a little Larva. Did everyone have a good Christmas? I wasn't on.....I wanna hear all about it! Ill post gifts and stuff later on. Anyways, I think this is it for my Craziness....I hope you all enjoyed my opening up and stuff! And Happy New Year :D
Special Thanks To~
All my Family and friends on here who've loved me, helped me and been there for my when I need it. I love you all, and thank you.
And, a extra special thanks to Sinna, you've done so much for me out of the kindness and love in you're heart. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you have helped me with, and most of all, for being my very dear friend. I am blessed to have you as a friend. Thank you.
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