Before you read this I want you to know that this is real,it maybe a dream I am having so I can cope with my past or it maybe real something that has a hold on me and refuses to let go.This is something that has happen to me ever sense I can remember an has haunted me ever sense that first time.
I am going to tell you about my first encunted wit this thing,I am not sure what he is or what e wants but he is always there with me and near me I am always feel him and it scares me so bad.
~First encounter~
It was summer,hot,I was tired.House work and yard work,plus being screamed at all day want helping my nerves.Haveing someome yell at you all the time isnt to relaxing.It was at the end of the day everythiong done and I had just finashed the supper dishes,I jumped in the small shower greatful for the quietness at the moment.
Afterward in my small none door room I was laying on my bed listeniong to my dad and brother talk,they sounded so happy and so much like a family,knowing when i am near them they act gorrable to me,that hurts so bad I turned over and buried my face in my pillow and cried unil i passed out.
I started dreaming.....
I am running someoneis chaseing me I look back theres no one there but I know someone is there I keep running until I come to a clearing im the woods I am walking backward trying to see who is after me.I bump into someone the grasp me so I dont fall.When I turned around there was this man standing there taller them me,his eyes where closed he told me to look past his eyes and when he opened them ...there where no eyes there.
When I woke up I had claw marks on my arms.I know I had to have done it my self so I just left it alone.That is hhow is happened most nights,It got so bad I refused to sleep.I actully started seeing him when I wasnt dreaming.
~Now~
Now is it different in a way,he is still with me,but hes more apart of me in different ways.hes always near me,in my dreams,in my reality,in my head.I cant seem to shake him.
In my dreams he is always trying to make me look past his eyes which in fact he doesnt have.
In my reality I see him at night just a shadow of him standing near my bed waiting for me to sleep.
In my head when I get really stressed out he talks to me I hear him he sounds like dad telling me how worlthless I am and much I should be dead.
He is the reason why I am scared to sleep I am scared of what I will see.Is he part of my past that will always be with me?Is me my mental status showing me I will become like him?Hes everything I feel.
Hes my guilt becuase of my mother,hes my haterd for my dad and brother,hes my fear of becomeing like them.I feel like With him near me that maybe somewhere deep down I am a monster like my father is.
I am going to tell you about my first encunted wit this thing,I am not sure what he is or what e wants but he is always there with me and near me I am always feel him and it scares me so bad.
~First encounter~
It was summer,hot,I was tired.House work and yard work,plus being screamed at all day want helping my nerves.Haveing someome yell at you all the time isnt to relaxing.It was at the end of the day everythiong done and I had just finashed the supper dishes,I jumped in the small shower greatful for the quietness at the moment.
Afterward in my small none door room I was laying on my bed listeniong to my dad and brother talk,they sounded so happy and so much like a family,knowing when i am near them they act gorrable to me,that hurts so bad I turned over and buried my face in my pillow and cried unil i passed out.
I started dreaming.....
I am running someoneis chaseing me I look back theres no one there but I know someone is there I keep running until I come to a clearing im the woods I am walking backward trying to see who is after me.I bump into someone the grasp me so I dont fall.When I turned around there was this man standing there taller them me,his eyes where closed he told me to look past his eyes and when he opened them ...there where no eyes there.
When I woke up I had claw marks on my arms.I know I had to have done it my self so I just left it alone.That is hhow is happened most nights,It got so bad I refused to sleep.I actully started seeing him when I wasnt dreaming.
~Now~
Now is it different in a way,he is still with me,but hes more apart of me in different ways.hes always near me,in my dreams,in my reality,in my head.I cant seem to shake him.
In my dreams he is always trying to make me look past his eyes which in fact he doesnt have.
In my reality I see him at night just a shadow of him standing near my bed waiting for me to sleep.
In my head when I get really stressed out he talks to me I hear him he sounds like dad telling me how worlthless I am and much I should be dead.
He is the reason why I am scared to sleep I am scared of what I will see.Is he part of my past that will always be with me?Is me my mental status showing me I will become like him?Hes everything I feel.
Hes my guilt becuase of my mother,hes my haterd for my dad and brother,hes my fear of becomeing like them.I feel like With him near me that maybe somewhere deep down I am a monster like my father is.
~Water~
Tiamat Mesoptamia
Mermaid Global
Merman Global
Kappa
Rusalka
Munuane
Wahwee
Madame White
Kelpie
Nixie Teutonic
Tikoloshe
Nuckekavee
Mbulu
Merrow
Ponaturi
~Mountain~
Huwawa Mesopotamia
Tengu
Huldrefolk
Abatwa
Yuki-Onna
Patupairehe
Tommy-Knockers
Kishi Anhola
Gwyllion
Mahisha-Asura
Yunwi-Djunsti
Duergar
Mountain faires
Akvan
Yaksas
White Monkey
~Forest~
Pan
Windigo
Kuru-Pira
Bori
Wood-Wives
Ravana
Leshii
Eloko
Oni
Kumbhakarna
Kayeri
Dodo
Shedim
Kitsune
Khabanda
~Desert~
Surem
Set
Azazel
Iblis
Djinn
Shaitan
Ghoul
Devalpa
Mimi
St.Anthonys Demon
Palis
Mamu
Ahriman
Namarrgon
Ho'ok
Satan
~Domicile~
Croucher
Asmodeus
Changing Bear
Domivoi
Hiranyakashipu
Lilith
Changelings
Pazuzu
Isitwalangcengce
Liderc
Al
Fox fairy
Mare
Kitchen fairies
Fair lady
Nisse
~Psyche~
Gerasene
Ancient Palestine
Werewolf
Loup
Leyak
Kitsune-Tsuki
Mara
Yezee Ha-Ra
Seven deadly sins
Mr. Hyde
Id
Shadow
Yamantaka
Quantum
Tiamat Mesoptamia
Mermaid Global
Merman Global
Kappa
Rusalka
Munuane
Wahwee
Madame White
Kelpie
Nixie Teutonic
Tikoloshe
Nuckekavee
Mbulu
Merrow
Ponaturi
~Mountain~
Huwawa Mesopotamia
Tengu
Huldrefolk
Abatwa
Yuki-Onna
Patupairehe
Tommy-Knockers
Kishi Anhola
Gwyllion
Mahisha-Asura
Yunwi-Djunsti
Duergar
Mountain faires
Akvan
Yaksas
White Monkey
~Forest~
Pan
Windigo
Kuru-Pira
Bori
Wood-Wives
Ravana
Leshii
Eloko
Oni
Kumbhakarna
Kayeri
Dodo
Shedim
Kitsune
Khabanda
~Desert~
Surem
Set
Azazel
Iblis
Djinn
Shaitan
Ghoul
Devalpa
Mimi
St.Anthonys Demon
Palis
Mamu
Ahriman
Namarrgon
Ho'ok
Satan
~Domicile~
Croucher
Asmodeus
Changing Bear
Domivoi
Hiranyakashipu
Lilith
Changelings
Pazuzu
Isitwalangcengce
Liderc
Al
Fox fairy
Mare
Kitchen fairies
Fair lady
Nisse
~Psyche~
Gerasene
Ancient Palestine
Werewolf
Loup
Leyak
Kitsune-Tsuki
Mara
Yezee Ha-Ra
Seven deadly sins
Mr. Hyde
Id
Shadow
Yamantaka
Quantum
Before you read this I want you to know that this is real,it maybe a dream I am having so I can cope with my past or it maybe real something that has a hold on me and refuses to let go.This is something that has happen to me ever sense I can remember an has haunted me ever sense that first time.
I am going to tell you about my first encunted wit this thing,I am not sure what he is or what e wants but he is always there with me and near me I am always feel him and it scares me so bad.
~First encounter~
It was summer,hot,I was tired.House work and yard work,plus being screamed at all day want helping my nerves.Haveing someome yell at you all the time isnt to relaxing.It was at the end of the day everythiong done and I had just finashed the supper dishes,I jumped in the small shower greatful for the quietness at the moment.
Afterward in my small none door room I was laying on my bed listeniong to my dad and brother talk,they sounded so happy and so much like a family,knowing when i am near them they act gorrable to me,that hurts so bad I turned over and buried my face in my pillow and cried unil i passed out.
I started dreaming.....
I am running someoneis chaseing me I look back theres no one there but I know someone is there I keep running until I come to a clearing im the woods I am walking backward trying to see who is after me.I bump into someone the grasp me so I dont fall.When I turned around there was this man standing there taller them me,his eyes where closed he told me to look past his eyes and when he opened them ...there where no eyes there.
When I woke up I had claw marks on my arms.I know I had to have done it my self so I just left it alone.That is hhow is happened most nights,It got so bad I refused to sleep.I actully started seeing him when I wasnt dreaming.
~Now~
Now is it different in a way,he is still with me,but hes more apart of me in different ways.hes always near me,in my dreams,in my reality,in my head.I cant seem to shake him.
In my dreams he is always trying to make me look past his eyes which in fact he doesnt have.
In my reality I see him at night just a shadow of him standing near my bed waiting for me to sleep.
In my head when I get really stressed out he talks to me I hear him he sounds like dad telling me how worlthless I am and much I should be dead.
He is the reason why I am scared to sleep I am scared of what I will see.Is he part of my past that will always be with me?Is me my mental status showing me I will become like him?Hes everything I feel.
Hes my guilt becuase of my mother,hes my haterd for my dad and brother,hes my fear of becomeing like them.I feel like With him near me that maybe somewhere deep down I am a monster like my father is.
I am going to tell you about my first encunted wit this thing,I am not sure what he is or what e wants but he is always there with me and near me I am always feel him and it scares me so bad.
~First encounter~
It was summer,hot,I was tired.House work and yard work,plus being screamed at all day want helping my nerves.Haveing someome yell at you all the time isnt to relaxing.It was at the end of the day everythiong done and I had just finashed the supper dishes,I jumped in the small shower greatful for the quietness at the moment.
Afterward in my small none door room I was laying on my bed listeniong to my dad and brother talk,they sounded so happy and so much like a family,knowing when i am near them they act gorrable to me,that hurts so bad I turned over and buried my face in my pillow and cried unil i passed out.
I started dreaming.....
I am running someoneis chaseing me I look back theres no one there but I know someone is there I keep running until I come to a clearing im the woods I am walking backward trying to see who is after me.I bump into someone the grasp me so I dont fall.When I turned around there was this man standing there taller them me,his eyes where closed he told me to look past his eyes and when he opened them ...there where no eyes there.
When I woke up I had claw marks on my arms.I know I had to have done it my self so I just left it alone.That is hhow is happened most nights,It got so bad I refused to sleep.I actully started seeing him when I wasnt dreaming.
~Now~
Now is it different in a way,he is still with me,but hes more apart of me in different ways.hes always near me,in my dreams,in my reality,in my head.I cant seem to shake him.
In my dreams he is always trying to make me look past his eyes which in fact he doesnt have.
In my reality I see him at night just a shadow of him standing near my bed waiting for me to sleep.
In my head when I get really stressed out he talks to me I hear him he sounds like dad telling me how worlthless I am and much I should be dead.
He is the reason why I am scared to sleep I am scared of what I will see.Is he part of my past that will always be with me?Is me my mental status showing me I will become like him?Hes everything I feel.
Hes my guilt becuase of my mother,hes my haterd for my dad and brother,hes my fear of becomeing like them.I feel like With him near me that maybe somewhere deep down I am a monster like my father is.