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posted by Cherry9090

Spells that tap into the power of your ancestors and ther magick in a skull the engery we create can attract prosperity in to your life.

In fact there are many ways to get better results form your spells it all starts inside of you and outline a secerts of your own.

What you need:

* Any skull figure it can be plastic or wax ect you can find them at any craft store.

* pumpkin spice.

* A large pumpkin seed.

* A small bag.

* A gold cord/thread/string.

* Your favorit incense.

* A piece of paper and a pen.

STEP 1: Setup your altar decorate it and also include any symbols of money or prosperity you...

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Sea lovers

posted by Cherry9090

One moonless night the ea is black.Ships sail upon it and shine thier lights throught the double blackness of water and air.The darkness swallows up light a like a great yawning snake.On the beach people walk,looking out to sea,but there is no sigh of ships,no sigh of drowning sailors,no sigh of anything living or dead,only continual rushing and ebbing of water sucking and sucking at the shoreline,drawing the innocent,foolish lovers out a little farther.They laugh unafraid,showing eachother their courage.They laugh,pointing to the water.No one can hear them.They slip off their clothes and wade...

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Bruises blood scars and tears

posted by Cherry9090

The pain I feel.
The hate thats around me.
The sorrow of the person that lost her life.
The blood anf pain she went threw.
For what?!
For nothing!.
Only to bring me into the world.
Someone thats nothing.
An unworthly person.
The pain I feel dayly.

The horror of living here.
The nighmtares that never go away.
The tears the constantly running down my face.
They soak my shirt.
They leaves streaks down mt ckeeks.
I have no mom to wipe them away.
The tears never seem to completely stop.
Always near tears.
Always on the verge of breaking.

The blood that I see.
The heat form the pain of bleeding....

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Dying inside

posted by Cherry9090

I look out my window.
I prey for a worl full of love.
A world that would welcome me.
With open arms.
Not a world full of hate.
The tought of a hareful world.
Makes me die inside.
Makes me wish I was never born.

Sad lonely world.
A world that makes people kill eachother.
A world that makes people hate eachother.
A world I want nothing to do with.
I thought I found everything I need.
A love.
A family.
A home.
Even though it was threw a website.
I had it.
I had everything.

The light of a beatiful sun.
It was gone.
I was left.
I was alone.
I was deing inside.
Everything I loved and cared for was...

Black rose

posted by Cherry9090

So lost.
So alone.
In this cold dark world.
Scared to breath.
Terrified of what will happen to me.
He says it everyday.
Im stupid.
Im ugly.
I do not deserve to live.
I should be dead by now.

No will love me.
No one needs me.
They say I care.
They say I'll never leave u.
But I know they will.
Dads right.
I should be dead.
I am alone.
All I ever do is cuz pain
I am a black rose.

I am not specail.
I am no pretty.
I am useless.
A no body.
Not worth anything.
Noe will want me when they find out.
NO one wants me anyway so who cares.
I care.
I am hurting.
A black rose.

I am not innocnent.
I am not...

Sleepwalking

posted by Cherry9090

The darkness of the night falls.
I feel myself give in to the temptation of sleep.
I lay down and I fall into a deep sleep.
I dream of a wonder place.
Peacful peoeple.
Loving family.
A loveing world.
I look to the side.
I see a beatiful red head looking back at me.
I walk to her.
She hugs me.
She tells me she is fine.
She is safe.
I cry.
I begg.
I plead.
For her not to leave me.
I tell her I am sorry for what I did.
That I want to be with her.
She holds me close.
She tells me not to worry.
She says I forgive you baby.
She says I love you baby.
I do not believe her.
I hold on tight.
Not wanting...

Pain

posted by Cherry9090

Blackness all around me.
I can feel the hate pulling me.
I can smell the blood that is puring form me.
I do not care.
I do not feel anything.
I am alone.
Lost.
Unloved.
Undesired.
The hate is stronger today.
I feel it.
I do not like it.
I will never show it.
I will never let it loose.
I am scared of I do I will never be able to control it.
I am crying.
I look in the mirrow.
I look like I've been crying black tears.
My makeup is running agine.
I laugh.
A laugh I have never heard before.
It did not sound like me.
But an evil person trapped inside of me.
She scares me.
She is evil.
I turn away...

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My beautiful gf

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Impossiable for someone to love

posted by Cherry9090

I look.
I see.
I cry.
All these people loveing eachother.
I see the hearts in their eyes.
I see them smile.
The kisses.
The huges.
The way they look in eachother eyes.
I hang my head and walk away.
IMPOSSIABLE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.
I sit in my room.
Holding my pillow.
Crying.
Soaking my pillow case.
The peopl.
The movies.
The books.
All the love in the world.
Everyone had someone.
But me.
No one understands this lonliness.
This pain.
I feel everyday.
No one to hold.
No one to kiss.
No one who cares.
I stare out my window.
Seeing the world pass me by.
I cry.
IMPOSSIABLE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.
Dieing inside.
Screaming on the outside.
This world.
Why am I here?
What kind of life it is?
Without love.
without compassion.
Without someone to hold you.
Threw this storm.
Someone to call my own.
Someone who falls for someone like me.
Someone to understand me.
Love me.
Be with me.
But I am just dreaming.
IMPOSSIABLE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.

Lost alone unloved

posted by Cherry9090

I sit here my dark corner.
Crying.
Screaming.
Cutting.
Not careing.
Wanting to die.
I am lost.
I am alone.
I am unloved.
Thats all I ever wanted.
Someone to call me theirs.
Someone to love me.
Someone to hold me.
Someone to tell me they love me.
That they want me.
That they need me.
Someone to hold me threw this storm.
I am screaming for help.
no one ever answers.
No one ever does.
I stand alone in the cold world.
Dressed in all black.
Welcoming death.
Praying for death.
There is no way out for me.
Lost,Alone,Unloved.

Dead

posted by Cherry9090

I sit here.
Lost and alone.
Dieing.
I am truely alone now.
No love.
No affection.
No compassion.
Just a hareful world.
I sit here.
Crying.
Screaming.
Aching.
For someone to understand me.
This pain I feel.
This loneness I feel.
Gets srtonger everyday.
This pain is to much to bare.
All I want is love.
All I get is hate.
I sit here bleeding.
Bleeding bad.
Not knowing what to do.
Wanting to sceam.
And kick.
And hurt.
Something or someone.
Not careing anymore.
I just want out.
To be free.
Away from this house.
All this voilence.
And haterd.
When they do not understand.
When they do not care.
Maybe...

Storm

posted by Cherry9090

The rain is heavey like my heart.
The storm is dark like my soul.
The thunder drumming out my mind.
The lightening strikig out my heart.
The rain like the tears running down my cheek.
The wind blowing around me.
Pushing me.
Pulling me.
In two different directions.
I lay in the middle of my yard.
The storm above and around me.
RAGING!
Like the storm going on insdie of me.
my mind.
My heart.
M soul.
my body.
I lay there remembering everything.
The hate.
The screams.
The blood.
my blood.
The nightmares.
Oh God if only I was dead.
Then maybe this pain would end.
Maybe my mom will frgive me one...

ANGER!

posted by Cherry9090

I LOOK IN THE MIRROR!
ALL I SEE IS MYSELF!
A NO BODY!
A LOST SOUL!
A UGLY HORRABLE PERSON!
SOMEONE WHO DOESNT DESERVE ANYTHING BUT HATERD!
I SCREAM AT THE PERSON IN THE MIRROR!
I KICK AND SCREAM AND YELL!
I AM COVERED IN BRUSEIES AND SCARS!
I AM NOT WANTED BY ANYONE!
I NEED TO BE DEAD!
I NEED TO SUFFER!
I KEEP STARING AT HER!
I HATE HER!
I WANT HER DEAD!
SHE LOOKS LIKE THR PERSON SHE KILLED 16 YEARS AGO!
SHE IS A MURDER!
SHE DESERVES NOTHING!
NO LOVE!
NO FAMILY!
NO FRIENDS!
SHE IS WORTHLESS!
A NOBODY!
SOMEONE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEED THE ONE TO DIE!
NOT HER POOR INNOCENT MOTHIER!
I HATE HER RED...

Falling in to darkness

posted by Cherry9090

Darkness.
I am surrounded by darknees.
Theres nothing here.
I am falling.
I am reaching up.
There is no hands to grab.
No freindly face to smile at me.
No loving word to bounce me back.
From this darkness.
I am still falling.
I hair is cold.
There is no ground.
I cant not see.
The darkness is all around me.
I know this is right.
I know I will not be missed.
I am not loved.
I know when I am dead the world will be a better place.
For I am not worthly of this world.
I am alone.
I am dieing.
Theres no one there.
No one wants me.
For I am a murderer.
She died giving me life.
I do not deserve to...

Black heart black soul

posted by Cherry9090

I lay in a dark room.
On the floor.
Staring up at the cliening.
I can hear you walking above me.
I can hear you yelling my name.
You are not a person.
You are something differnt.
You are a walking yelling monster.
Black heart,Black soul.
I slowly get up.
I walk to the door.
I am already dieing in side.
Kinda like you.
Black heart,Black soul.
I walk up the stairs.
I know whats coming.
I am walking up stairs to my own Hell.
I take a deep breath and open the door.
There you are.
Standing there staring at me.
I can see the hate in your eyes.
Black heart,Black soul.
I hang my head.
I have already...

Maybe

posted by Cherry9090

It was so long.
So much pain.
So many tears.
No love.
No affection.
Only a dark.
Lonely road.
I sit in a dark corner.
I cry myself to sleep.
I can not take it anylonger.
There is not light at the end of tunel.
I am drowning in my own darkness.
There are no hands to grab.
No one to hold on to.
I am falling down a dark hole.
I am calling out.
To anyone.
*PLEASE HELP ME!*
There is no answer.
Becasue no one is there.
No one cares.
I am alone.
Lost.
Scared.
Bleeding.
Yearing.
Screaming.
Dieing.
I know I am alone.
But I hope.
I dream.
I yearn.
For a better place.
A loving family.
A life long love....

Souless

posted by Cherry9090

I look in the mirrow.
All I see is a souless person.
I stare.
The person that stares back.
Is someone totally different.
Someone I do not know.
Someone I do not wont to know.
I look in to her eyes.
Souless.
I shake my head.
I hate you.
I wont to destroy you.
Souless.
She stares back.
Not saying anything.
Just looking.
I wish she was dead.
She has brought me nothing but pain.
Her ability to cut.
Her ability to love.
Her ability to forgive.
I hate her.
Souless.
You killed the only person that could love you.
It was you a nd no one else.
You a monster.
You should have been the one to die.
You...

Blood

posted by Cherry9090

I'm crying.
I'm scared.
Why do I have to go through this?
The pain.
The hate.
I know why I have to go through this.
A pure sould died with my life.
Dieing.
Screaming.
Yearning.
I can not take this any longer.
In the bathroom.
Lights are out.
The tub is full of hot water.
I look at myself in the mirrow.
Ugly.
Stupid.
Horrable.
All I see is a ugly red head with clear eyes.
Someone who should have never been born.
I play it over and over in my head.
*You killed your mother*
It never stops.
It never will.
I hold the razor in my hand.
I hear the voises.
I cut.
The cool razor slices into my skin.
The heat for the blood.
I lay down in the tub.
The water is hot.
but I am cold.
I close my eyes and call for my mom.
no answer.
I sink lower.
The red water covers my face.
A life for a life.
I killed my mom.
So I must suffer and die.
Laying in blood like she was.
I do not care anymore.
I welcome death.
Mom I am coming home.

Ghost

posted by Cherry9090

I see you.
I feel you.
I reach to touch you.
Your not there.
my hand goes right threw you.
I'm just a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
you are a life time way.
I'm just a ghost
I call out to you.
you turn.
You look right at me.
God do you see me?
No you dont.
you look right threw me.
You turn and walk away.
I am left agine.
In darkness.
I'm just a ghost
I've lost you.
I whatch you walk away.
I feel the pain.
Wait,
I cant feel.
I must be alive somehow.
For dead the cant feel pain like this.
I run to you.
I'm here I say.
You look right pass me.
I'm not dead, not like death.
The death I am is much more painful.
I'm dieng from a broken heart.
A pain I can not controll.
A love lose that I can never get back.
Now I know.
I'm just a ghost.
Waiting to expire.

Not worth it

posted by Cherry9090

I crave a family.
I'm not worth it.
I crave love.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freinds.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freedom.
I'm not worth it.
I crave to be desired.
I'm not worth it.
I crave a loving touch.
I'm not worth it.
I wont my mom.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to live.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to be saved.
I'm not worth it.
SUDDENLY!
A warm smile.
I'm still not woth it.
A loving word.
I'm still not worth it.
A warm feeling.
I'm still not worth it.
A gental love.
I'm still worth it.
I hang my head and walk away.
Cuz I know I'm not worth it.