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posted by Cherry9090

She wakes with pain.
Server pain.
She can barely move.
The water running down her legs.
She's scared.
She turns to her husband.
To her son.
She's scared.
But she's smiling.
A baby girl is coming.
The pain is not like before.
She knows somethings wrong.
But she says nothing.
At the hospital.
They prep her.
They help her.
They show her what to do.
This is not the first time for her.
She lays there in pain.
Refussing to take anything.
Afraid to hurt the child.
It's almost time.
the pain grows.
She knows that this will be her last.
Through the pain,sweat,and blood.
She strains,breath,and prays.
Relife.
She hears her baby girl crys.
As her life slips.
A life was born.
While a life dies.
A tragic lose.

My fault

posted by Cherry9090

I killed my mom!
My fault!
I made my dad hate me!
My fault!
I made my brother rezent me!
My fault!
I made my dad hit me!
My fault!
I made my brother burn me!
My fault!
I sit im a dark corner crying!
My fault!
I think of my life!
My fault!
A love lost!
A family lost!
A life lost!
My fault!
I take my razor!
My fault!
I look at my wrist!
Already covered with scars!
I'll one last one!
My fault!
I run the razor across my wrist!
My fault!
I whatch the blood drip to the floor!
My fault!
I lean aginst the wall and close my eyes!
My fault!
I feel nothing anymore!
My soul is dead!
Along with my heart!
The is still running!
A very heavey flow!
I do not care to get help!
My fault!
I'm sorry mom!
My fault!
I forgive you dad!
My fault!
I love you brother!
my fault!
Head swims and I feel cold!
My fault!
I sit in a dark corner!
And bleed!
My life is over!
My fault!

Witch creature

posted by Cherry9090

Amanda Ellison and Gerteud Harris of the family to he east of this homestead will soon meet a heron on Kate Baits farm that is no regular bird.
Theses girls are playing a game together,(Terry at the forge).They wonder a short way down Piney Woods,then on they go,along the easter bountery of old Kates form.Their eyes are to the ground.Searching of special cone strewn about the forest floor.
Amanda feels someone whatching her and looking up she sees the witch creature heron standing in the path ahead.'Hurry gerty Hurry,there is a beatiful grand bird"she calls to her freind.
They case the lovely...

Funny saying

posted by Cherry9090

I havent lost my mind.
I't just backed up on a disk.

Here I am what are your other 2 wishes.

I'm on a drinking team with a bowling problem.

I'm multy-talented I ca talk and piss you off at the same time.

not the brightest crayon in the box now are we?

To save time lets just assume I know everything.

Of course I don't look busy.I did it right the first time.

I can only please 1 person per day,today is not your day and tomorrow dont look good either.

Don't annoy the crazt person.
If you think my attitude stinks you should smell my underwear.

I'm not crazy.I've just been in a very bad mood for...

Thoughts

posted by Cherry9090

Sick of crying.
tired of lieing.
Yeah I'm smiling.
But in side I'm dieing.

Don't judge a book by itis cover.
Or a person by their scars.

Sometimes when I say(oh i'm fine)
I wont you to say(Tell the truth)

Lost In a world of hate.

The world is a darker.
When you know your alone.

Some people run away.
Just to see if anyone
Cares enough to follow.

You ask whats wrong I smile and say
NOTHING.
I turn around and whisper.
EVERYTHING.

Don't be afraid of death.
Be afraid of the unlived life.

I'm no bodies 1 choise.

I know this is going to ruin my life.

Love is a sweet form of suicide.

Trapped inside...

Tap in to your true physic powers

posted by Cherry9090

Were you able to do the Halloween (Samhain)
ritual with me on Monday night?

It was an amazing experience joining energy
with thousands of my students all around
the world.

I felt every single one of you... and I
made contact with some of my dearest
loved ones who passed away long ago.

Halloween itself was absolutely wonderful!

The kids and I all dressed up, marching
through the neighborhood in the annual
push and pull parade.

Kids and parents of all shapes and sizes
enjoyed a full evening of trick or
treating, visiting with friends, and
eating yummy foods.

Now that it's over...what now?

For starters, it's a...

Sliver from the moon

posted by Cherry9090

As we find ourselves "smack dab" in the middle
of the holiday season, I've been reminded
how hard many people have it financially right
now.

It's a time of year for giving...but the tough
economy makes it hard for many to give... and
even to pay their own bills at times.

Always remember, that you don't always need
to "buy" things for giving to those you love.

The most valuable gift of all is spending time
with them... talking to them... loving them.

Remember that. However, I also understand the
desire to give gifts. So...

Today, I'm going to give you one of the simplest
money spells up my sleeve.

The only...

Magick star

posted by Cherry9090

If you're like me, you've made a wish at
least once in your life.

I remember as a kid, my grandma taught me
this one...

"Star light, star bright, first star I
see tonight.

I wish I may, I wish I might, have this
wish I wish tonight.

Four corners over head. Four posts upon
the bed.

Mathew, Mark, Luke, and John, grant my
wish, and I'll be gone."

We'd do that every night for a time, while
laying on our backs on the grass, waiting
for the first star to appear.

Try it... it works like Magick! :)

I've got a very special "Wish Spell" to
give you today.

I'll show you how to create your own
Magick star... light it on...

Holiday love of fire

posted by Cherry9090

I talk about this a lot during the holiday
season, because I know how hard it can
be for some.

While many people enjoy the holidays, and
fill them with laughter, love, and Magick,
there are others who are hurting.

It can be a depressing time for some people.

Especially if you can't be with the ones
you love, or have lost... and especially if
life isn't quite going the way you wanted.

If you are hurting in some way, first off
know that I am with you... and I'm thinking
about you, Brittany.

This Friday Magick newsletter is my attempt
to create a bond with you... to raise your
spirits and your belief in miracles...

Your presants

posted by Cherry9090

energy, and clear away any obstacles that
could prevent you from attract all of your
deepest dreams and desires

The ritual I have planned for you is simple,
peaceful, and powerful.

Plus it will deepen my connection with you,
and all of my students all around the world.

And just remember, even though it is simple,
it is powerful...and important to do this
weekend, so close to the winter solstice.

Never doubt the power you hold inside of you

It's only natural to wonder, at times, if
Magick really exists... and if it can work
for you.

Just trust in yourself... and in people
that have been where you are before....

Rid of bad luck

posted by Cherry9090

Have you ever felt like everything is
going wrong... like you've been "cursed"
with a stroke of bad luck?

Maybe someone out there is causing you
grief... or your love life is starting
to crumble... or you're struggling with
money... or a job... or any number of
things.

Maybe a combination of many problems.

We've all felt this way at one time
or another. Maybe you feel this way
now.

In any case, I'm going to give you
one of the simplest spells I've ever
revealed in this newsletter... and
it can immediately cleanse your life
of bad luck.

And if you leave the spell "active"

As with all spells... it will work
as...

Hidden treasures

posted by Cherry9090

Did you know you can get as much success out
of simple "daily rituals" as you can out
of spells?

Most people think they need to prepare an
altar, create a sacred space, and cast
a Magick circle... and do a proper spell
every single time.

Not so...

The difference with Magickal daily rituals is:

1. They are SIMPLE...and usually only require
1 or 2 ingredients. (sometimes none!)

2. The must be performed over and over again
for a set amount of time. Each time you do
them, the energy builds towards your goal.

Today, I give you one of my favorite daily
rituals.

I've had mine "active" for years, and I have
no doubt...

Weave a future

posted by Cherry9090

What you'll need:

* Three equal lengths of ribbon. (Each color
you choose will bring something different,
so choose wisely. Apart from RED = LOVE,
and GREEN = PROSPERITY, here are some
other colors you can try:

DARK BLUE = success in long-term plans, and
clarity

YELLOW = mental power, wealth, communication
and travel

BROWN = grounding, stability, and endurance

ORANGE = success and prosperity through
creativity

* A large safety pin

STEP 1: Regarding the colors of ribbons you
choose. Not only should you pick an "obvious"
one... like GREEN for prosperity. But you
should also pick colors that SUPPORT prosperity....

Seventeen

posted by Cherry9090

me!
SEVENTEEN!

MOMMA DRAMA GOT TO GO DAD!

SEVENTEEN!

NOTHINGS GONNA BRING HER BACK!

SEVENTEEN!

REMEMBER HER AS SOMEOME LIVING!

SEVENTEEN!

BECUASE IN SWEETER THEN SIXTEEN!

HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

SEVENTEEN!

IM ALWAYS PULLING FOR AFFECTION!

SEENTEEN!

BUT YOU COMPARE ME TO A CORPSE!

SEVENTEEN!

DEAD!

SEVENTEEN!

WITH THE DEAD IM JOINING THE LVING!

SEVENTEEN!

BECUASE IM FREER THEN SIXTEEN!

HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

HEY! HEY! HEY! HEY!

SOMETHINGS CHANGING!

I CAN FEEL IT!

IN SEVENTEEN NOW!

BUT CANT U SEE IT!

SEVENTEEN AND YOU CAN STOP ME!

SEVENTEEN AND YOU WONT BOSS ME!

YOU CAN NOT CONTROLL ME FATHER!

DADDY'S GIRL IS A FUCKING MONSTER!

for my father!

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Infected

posted by Cherry9090

I'm infected.

I'm infected.

by your genetics!

Cherry I'm the doctor!

Cherry I'm your father!

Oh Cherry that was close!

Take your medicine!

I'm infected!

by your genetics!

Cherry your my pateint.

Cherry be more pateint.

You have limitions.

Dont go chaseing flys!

I must be protective.

You can not be reckless.

That is what is expected.

When you are infected.

I'm infected.

By you genetics.

I'm infected.

By your genetics.

I dont think I can be fixed!

No!

I dont think I can be fixed!

So tell me.

Why oh why.

Are my genetics such a bitch!

Mother can you hear me!

Thank for the genetics!

Now I am so...

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What the hell did I do to be treated like this

posted by Cherry9090

Ever sense I joined this site ppl have been nice some not that much and other mean as hell when I found some I could trust in and tell secrets and confide in them I realised that some ppl aren't trust worthy ppl and at times I should have keep my mouth shut.

At times I was relieved to see that some ppl actully cared and tried to comfort me threw the bad times while others where mean and say nasty things before they got to know the real me some ppl desired proof and at the time I wasn't able to show they called me names such as (liar attention grabber screw over) which hurt.

I stayed with the...

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Concret angel

posted by Cherry9090

She walks to school with a lunch she packed.
No bodies knows what shes holding back.
Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday.
She hides the bruises with linning and lace.

The teacher wanders.
But she doesnt ask.
Hard to see the pain behind the mask.
Bareing the burden of a secret storm.
Sometimes she wishes she was never born.

Threw the wind and the rain.
She stand hard as a stone.
In a world.
That she cant rise above.
But her dreams give her wings.
So she flys to a pllace.
Where shes loved.
Concrete angel.

Somebody cries in the middle of the night.
The niebhors hear but they turn out the...

Red blood moon

posted by Cherry9090

~Month~

March

~Day~

Tenth

~Simble~

Fire
Feeling

South

~About The Red BlooD Moon~
Nuber Is 9 and the color is Red Blood,
its the beginning of a lunar eclpise.Lunar ecplise come every few years.

If born on a Lunar moon or A red Blood Moon Aires,Engery,ideas,beginnings.leadership,willpower and spiriitual conversion.

It is said this if born on a Red Blood Moon that you will have the ability to love and understand,very open mindness the abitity to survive threw the most difficult part of life.

~♥~Blesses Be~♥~

Funny smartass sayings

posted by Cherry9090

Sarcasm:
The ability to insult idiots without them realizing it

Love me or hate me
Both are in my favour
If you love me I'll always be in your heart
If you hate my I'll always be in your mind

We'er all mature until someone pulls out bubble wrap

I didn't fall
The floor just needed a hug

You can't always control who comes into your life
But you can control which window you throw them out of

I didn't say it was your fault
I said I was gonna blame you

"swearing"
Because sometimes
"gosh darn"
And
"meanie head"
Just don't cover it

I'd slap you stupid
But there's to much stupid in the way

I have a sick and...

My VHSs

posted by Cherry9090

Here's a list of all my horror VHS collection most if not all where my fathers and a few Greg gave me.

Soul keeper
Waxwork 2
Terror on the menu
Tales from the crypt:demon night
Wrong turn
Pitch black
Spawn
Predator
Fear
SOS
Evil dead
Evil dead 2 dead by Dawn
Army of darkness
Alice sweet alice
Ginger snaps 1
Ginger snaps 2
Owen1
Owen 2
Owen 3
Tales from the crypt: bordello of blood
Nightwatch
The craw 1
The craw 2
The caw 3
The good son
Necronomcom
Devils advocate
Return of the living dead
Baser case
Shadow of the vampire
Dark city
Bones
Heavy metal
Heavy metal 2000
The day the earth ended
The silence of the lambs
The Blair witch...