"Hey, dad, I'm going to the Blacks to see jacob after school, do you think you can organise your own dinner?," i asked when in my rush down the stairs. I was running late for school again.
I hope that charlie understand that when i said organise, i mean order pizza not cook, i want to come home to a house, not ash.
"Ok Bells, One cheese pizza should be enough" he snickered. Charlie had been given days off from work lately, for his back. He fell while taking out the trash. It was then when i realised that my clunsiness was in fact gene related.
i scuffed over to his side, struggling to get on my bag and still put on my parker.
I bent down and stole a hug for a second.
"Now dad, i know you cant do much, but please dont watch Tv all day, or at least in a certain position for too long" I said while leaving in my continued hurry.
Stopping and realising that these steps were a real hazard, i took it slow, a comment replied from inside.
"Ok, Nurse Bella."
After dumping my bag in the pasinger seatm which carried all my text books, i raged my truck to life. After i left billy's the night i got my truck i loved it more and more each day.
Althought students in the parking lot diddnt.
I go to school at Forks state high school, where i still havent made any friends, which i had pressumed.
A girl called Jessica in my calculus class sat next me once, but even thought she was the only person that has attempted to even talk to me, i diddnt really want to be hers. She seems nasty.
I think all the students consider me as the one who would dopp them in to her police daddy if they attemped anything. That is if the Kids here did. And the silence of the town at night was obvious that they dont.
i would of liked for today to have of been one of those days that just past in a blurr, but it diddnt, it felt like every mintue was like ten minutes. And plus i had all the boring subjects, Trig, PE, calulus, and Home econmics.
The releif i felt when the final bell rang was like cold bucket chucked on your head on a hot day in Arizona. I was the first one out the door, i felt like i was running, while glancing by, people were starring and smerking with "What is wrong with her"
Driving down the "La Push" was second nature. I felt like i was either at home, school or with Jacob. I had been seeing Jacob alot lately. He was only one of the few good things here while living Charlie.
Jacob had asked for today to be one of our Fun days, apart from Studying.
Jacob goes the school on the reservation, and parts of me were jealous, he had lots of friends there, while he was my only friend.
Driving into his gravel driveway for what feels like the millionth time, jacob ran to welcome me.
But he looked more excited then Usual. He opened my door and suddenly yanked me out and tossed me over his shoulder.
OH god, with jacob being tall , and being on his shoulder , was making me grow a new fear, verdigo.
But after bouncing me up and down, while i pleded to put me down, i started to enjoy it. As i did with everything Jacob.
He placed me safely on the ground (thank goodness)and smiled, and gave me gentle hug.
"hhaha, thanks muscles" i joked.
"haha, im filling out bella, nice to see your looking" he laughed in his usual checky behaviour. I laughed shyly. And rolled my eyes.
"So whats happening today?" i asked, because today was his day to chose, i jsut hoped it wasn't anything that could possible kill me, or me killing me, but this is Jacob, of course it was.
It was times like this, where the ideaolgy that even those younger then yourself can be the bad influences were indeed true. Jacob was alot worst then me.
"Well i was thinking Cliff diving? what do you think? "
"WHAT?! You want to jump of a cliff?" I yelled in shock. I was now certain that he really out to kill me.
Jumping off a cliff has turned into the stereotype of sucidal behaviour over the years. If there was something occuring in Jacob's life, then i was the lousest friend ever considering that i could see through Jacob all the time.
"You know jacob, If's there something happening, you can tell me?' i said solemanly. Creating an awkward silence.
"arhh no bella!, not in that way. its fun, its something Boys of the reservation do here, i dont expect you jump from the top though" He replied through his load roughing laugh.
I blushed, feeling stupid now. But seriously how was i supposed know that jumping off a cliff into the ocean could be fun.
Pulling up along the cliff edge, growing nervous, Jacob bounced out the truck, feeling it jump up from the releive of his weight.
"So are you game enough, Little pansy?" He gave a light laugh, Our little inside joke.
I gave him a grave , petrifried look. i was soo not prepared for this.
Was i really about to fling myself of the face of a peak in the name of entertainment? thats sounds more like a crime show host talkiing about an criminal in the asylum.
he rolled his eyes, and tuged my hand from my crossed arms.
"Here, we will go together, your such a wimp" I cant beleive he actually wants to do this. I really hope at this moment that he bursts out laughing and claims that he was kidding and that i was silly to have beleived that kids actaully jump for cliffs. i waited a moment for him to speak those workds, but they never came. Sending me more into my panic.
He lifted me into his chest, where it was bare. Jacob started to step backwards.
Oh god please no run-up. Then stopped and began sprinting forward, keeping me secure from dropping and moving.
"No,no ,no no, jacob nooooooooooooooooooooo" And before i knew it , there was no surface under his feet and wind and gravity was pulling us down.
I may of screamed , but i thought i will deny it later.
We hit the water together. Where i may of let out another scream. Yet again,, i will deny.
The water was freezing, Jacob relissed me but grapped my hand. He began to swim towards the beach.
Still in shock , i struggled to move my legs.
We reached the beach in my pacing, Jacob laughing at my lack of fitness.
The wind came from the horizon hitting our wet clothes, Both sending us in a gasp of coldess. We scurred back to the tip of the peak where my car still parked.
About to open my door handle warm hands wrapped around my waist. i spund around at once and met jacob.
"Did you have fun?" He asked, his eyes now kind.
He made me weak, making my heart weep.
"actaully i did. But dont expect me to do it again anytime soon, ok muscles" I spoke throught chatting teeth.
His arms still on my waist gripping onto my dripping shirt, looking down i saw jacob come closer.
"Bella, if i kissed you, will you slap me?" He whispered.
I hope that charlie understand that when i said organise, i mean order pizza not cook, i want to come home to a house, not ash.
"Ok Bells, One cheese pizza should be enough" he snickered. Charlie had been given days off from work lately, for his back. He fell while taking out the trash. It was then when i realised that my clunsiness was in fact gene related.
i scuffed over to his side, struggling to get on my bag and still put on my parker.
I bent down and stole a hug for a second.
"Now dad, i know you cant do much, but please dont watch Tv all day, or at least in a certain position for too long" I said while leaving in my continued hurry.
Stopping and realising that these steps were a real hazard, i took it slow, a comment replied from inside.
"Ok, Nurse Bella."
After dumping my bag in the pasinger seatm which carried all my text books, i raged my truck to life. After i left billy's the night i got my truck i loved it more and more each day.
Althought students in the parking lot diddnt.
I go to school at Forks state high school, where i still havent made any friends, which i had pressumed.
A girl called Jessica in my calculus class sat next me once, but even thought she was the only person that has attempted to even talk to me, i diddnt really want to be hers. She seems nasty.
I think all the students consider me as the one who would dopp them in to her police daddy if they attemped anything. That is if the Kids here did. And the silence of the town at night was obvious that they dont.
i would of liked for today to have of been one of those days that just past in a blurr, but it diddnt, it felt like every mintue was like ten minutes. And plus i had all the boring subjects, Trig, PE, calulus, and Home econmics.
The releif i felt when the final bell rang was like cold bucket chucked on your head on a hot day in Arizona. I was the first one out the door, i felt like i was running, while glancing by, people were starring and smerking with "What is wrong with her"
Driving down the "La Push" was second nature. I felt like i was either at home, school or with Jacob. I had been seeing Jacob alot lately. He was only one of the few good things here while living Charlie.
Jacob had asked for today to be one of our Fun days, apart from Studying.
Jacob goes the school on the reservation, and parts of me were jealous, he had lots of friends there, while he was my only friend.
Driving into his gravel driveway for what feels like the millionth time, jacob ran to welcome me.
But he looked more excited then Usual. He opened my door and suddenly yanked me out and tossed me over his shoulder.
OH god, with jacob being tall , and being on his shoulder , was making me grow a new fear, verdigo.
But after bouncing me up and down, while i pleded to put me down, i started to enjoy it. As i did with everything Jacob.
He placed me safely on the ground (thank goodness)and smiled, and gave me gentle hug.
"hhaha, thanks muscles" i joked.
"haha, im filling out bella, nice to see your looking" he laughed in his usual checky behaviour. I laughed shyly. And rolled my eyes.
"So whats happening today?" i asked, because today was his day to chose, i jsut hoped it wasn't anything that could possible kill me, or me killing me, but this is Jacob, of course it was.
It was times like this, where the ideaolgy that even those younger then yourself can be the bad influences were indeed true. Jacob was alot worst then me.
"Well i was thinking Cliff diving? what do you think? "
"WHAT?! You want to jump of a cliff?" I yelled in shock. I was now certain that he really out to kill me.
Jumping off a cliff has turned into the stereotype of sucidal behaviour over the years. If there was something occuring in Jacob's life, then i was the lousest friend ever considering that i could see through Jacob all the time.
"You know jacob, If's there something happening, you can tell me?' i said solemanly. Creating an awkward silence.
"arhh no bella!, not in that way. its fun, its something Boys of the reservation do here, i dont expect you jump from the top though" He replied through his load roughing laugh.
I blushed, feeling stupid now. But seriously how was i supposed know that jumping off a cliff into the ocean could be fun.
Pulling up along the cliff edge, growing nervous, Jacob bounced out the truck, feeling it jump up from the releive of his weight.
"So are you game enough, Little pansy?" He gave a light laugh, Our little inside joke.
I gave him a grave , petrifried look. i was soo not prepared for this.
Was i really about to fling myself of the face of a peak in the name of entertainment? thats sounds more like a crime show host talkiing about an criminal in the asylum.
he rolled his eyes, and tuged my hand from my crossed arms.
"Here, we will go together, your such a wimp" I cant beleive he actually wants to do this. I really hope at this moment that he bursts out laughing and claims that he was kidding and that i was silly to have beleived that kids actaully jump for cliffs. i waited a moment for him to speak those workds, but they never came. Sending me more into my panic.
He lifted me into his chest, where it was bare. Jacob started to step backwards.
Oh god please no run-up. Then stopped and began sprinting forward, keeping me secure from dropping and moving.
"No,no ,no no, jacob nooooooooooooooooooooo" And before i knew it , there was no surface under his feet and wind and gravity was pulling us down.
I may of screamed , but i thought i will deny it later.
We hit the water together. Where i may of let out another scream. Yet again,, i will deny.
The water was freezing, Jacob relissed me but grapped my hand. He began to swim towards the beach.
Still in shock , i struggled to move my legs.
We reached the beach in my pacing, Jacob laughing at my lack of fitness.
The wind came from the horizon hitting our wet clothes, Both sending us in a gasp of coldess. We scurred back to the tip of the peak where my car still parked.
About to open my door handle warm hands wrapped around my waist. i spund around at once and met jacob.
"Did you have fun?" He asked, his eyes now kind.
He made me weak, making my heart weep.
"actaully i did. But dont expect me to do it again anytime soon, ok muscles" I spoke throught chatting teeth.
His arms still on my waist gripping onto my dripping shirt, looking down i saw jacob come closer.
"Bella, if i kissed you, will you slap me?" He whispered.
