Pain shot through me. Roxas was pushing his lips onto mine. Tears fell from my eyes as Roxas stuck his tounge in my mouth. Roxas's grip tightened, a dull ache in my chest flared up. Roxas wanted me, but I left him for a reason. He broke me. He destroyed me. He chained me. Roxas was too possesive, too abusive, too much. Ironic, Fate had wanted Darkness to be the Angel to the Light. Blood seeped down my wings, the pain was excursiating. I remember when it started.
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FLASHBACK:
I gasped. Roxas had just told Axel about me that he had found Saix crying. Axel himself looked close to tears. "I plan to blackmail him later," Roxas said plainly. "That's Zexion's job!" I said, pouting. Everyone knew that Zexion was the one who blackmailed everyone in the Organization for things he wanted. Duh. Roxas shrugged. "What was he crying about?" Axel asked. "He said something like, 'Oh Lea why?'" Roxas said indifferently, taking a bite of his ice cream. He didn't notice the tears falling down Axel's face, but I did.
-Back At The Castle-
Roxas and I were walking to our rooms, side by side. Dinner had just finished. Saix had ran out halfway, crying. Axel had ran after him. "Wonder why Axel's so wound up about Saix," Roxas said. I shrugged, scratching my shoulder where the number XIV was tattooed into my skin. As we passed VII's room, we mead a moan. We stopped, confusion taking hold of us, but it was Roxas who snuck up to the door. Roxas twisted the doornoob, ever so softly, and opened it a creak. His eyes widened and his mouth fell open. Curious, I snuck up behind him and peeked in. My own mouth fell open with the scene before up.
Saix had Axel pinned down on his bed. They were both connected by their mouths, their pink tounges dancing with each other. Tears where still falling down Saix's face, and Axel let loose another moan. My face reddened and I raced toward my bedroom. A few minutes later, Roxas portaled into my room. His face was red, anger and confusion played across his eyes. At least it seemed like it did, we were Nobodies after all. "You stayed and watched?!" I squeaked, horrified that he had actually watched Saix and Axel kissing.
"I left when Saix started to strip Axel's clothes off," Roxas said, his voice a cracked whisper, but I hadn't noticed, I was too busy blushing. "Why Xion? Why did he go back to Saix?" I finally looked up at Roxas. Anger and hate flashed across his features. "I...what?" I blinked, confused. "I though Axel...loved...me," Roxas whispered, "At least...I thought he did." I was taken aback. Roxas liked Axel?! I only knew two gay couples, and that was Marluxia & Vexen and Demyx & Zexion. I never thought Roxas would be gay. Roxas looked up at me, tears crawling down his face, hate in his eyes.
"I'm sorry Xion, but I need this," Roxas whispered. I blinked, fear consuming me. Roxas launched hiself at me, and I summoned my Keyblade. Realization had sunk into me. I knew what Roxas wanted. Confusion was etched into Roxas's face. "Xion, I love you," Rioxas said, "Please, baby, I love you. It won't hurt, I swear." "That's not love Roxas!" I screamed, tears of fear falling down my face, "That's rape Roxas! J-Just go away!" Roxas's hardened, and he summoned his Keyblade. He was the better fighter.
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Roxas finally let me go, and I crumpled to the floor. "I'll be back latter, baby," Roxas said, a smirk on his face. He left, and I cried harder. Truth be told, I had once loved Roxas, but that had been before. Vantias had accepted me, when I was inside of Roxas, he had comforted me. I gave him the small Light I had absorbed from Sora, that's why it was nearly immpossible for us to be together. Hot hands carressed my hair, and I whimpered. "Shhhh. It's me Xion," Axel's familiar voice whispered. I calmed down as Axel began to clean and heal my wounds. "Xion..." I whimpered as he touched my sore thigh. "I'm...I can get my sister if..." but I cut him off.
"You've seen me before," I whispered, "I went to you and Saix for healing after this started to happen." Axel cleared his throat.
"Your an Angel now, I have to ask," Axel replied, respect in his voice, "I'm still hesitant, afraid I might cause more damage than healing. Your like my little sister. Besides Rika of course." I moaned in pain as Axel began to clean me up and clear me of Roxas's seed.
"That's all I can do," Axel whispered, "that scar in your shoulder is perminate." I looked up, wondering what he meant. "XIII," Axel whispered, lowering his eyes. Axel pulled up the sleeve of his black t-shirt to show the tattooed VIII on his shoulder. I looked toward my XIV, but it was fine. I looked at my other shoulder and gasped. XIII was etched into my skin, made by a knife by the looks of it. I hadden't even noticed the pain when Roxas carved it, blood was still seeping through the gashes that formed the romen numeral 13. Axel stood up, and I sank back to the cold floor.
I heard Axel snap his fingers, a small ball of flickering fire appeared near me. "For warmth," Axel unnesissarily explained. The red head opened a portal and left. I allowed a small ghost of a smile gift my lips. Axel still cared about what happened to me, he must've had a really good Heart to be this kind as a Nobody.