This is the second part to my smacked ff:
I awoke to find him gone. I mean I knew it was going to be difficult but I did not expect him to just leave. I actually thought to myself that we could work this out we could be a partnership on and off the job but I guess I was wrong about that. Grabbing my night gown I walked into my living room to find a note on the table it read “I’m sorry” nothing more nothing less just I’m sorry but sorry was not going to get him out of this one.
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I don’t know why I left I just looked down when I woke up and saw her. I felt so guilty. We had been friends for over 10 years and we had just risked all of that I just couldn’t stay there. All these thoughts are running through my head while Stella is probably trying to think of a way to kill me without leaving a trace of evidence. I mean it was my idea I brought up the conversation, I admitted my feelings first and I pushed her to say how she felt. This was really all my fault. I started running over in my head what I would say to her I had came up with a lot of different excuses including “I’m sorry I just didn’t want anything to change between us” or even this “I wanted to stay but I just couldn’t do it”. That was my personal favourite. As I sat in silence I could hear her heels storming down the corridor she was annoyed I could tell by how loud and how hard her feet hit the floor and before I could even turn in my chair she was at my door. “Stella” was all I managed to spit out and this is what I received in return “Stella. Stella. I wake up to find you gone and all you can say is Stella. What the hell happened Mac? One second we’re making love the next you’re out the door without so much as a goodbye. I knew this would be difficult but this ... this is just pathetic and if you not only want a relationship but a friendship with me you best come up with one hell of an excuse. OK!”
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It was only after I had said all those things that I realised the whole of the lab could hear us. I turned to Mac who looked he had every single emotion possible running through his mind right now. I turned to walk out when I saw Danny stood there smiling like a complete idiot all I could say was “Danny what do you got?” and I knew right then I was not getting out of this one. We walked down the corridor as he explained the case to me as he would drop subtle hints such as “The victim had recently had sex before her death however he wasn’t there when she woke up.” All I could do was give him a look which he knew meant “cut it out”.
Danny and I had solved our case but my problems were only just beginning. I could see Mac pacing in his office . I was in trouble and I knew it. Luckily for me though I heard Lindsay shouting me even though I knew all she wanted was gossip I still went to her. “Sooo?” she said as soon as I reached her “yeah” I said knowing what she meant. “come on spill you and Mac.” She had a look on her face one I hadn’t often seen “Well.” I started “I think we can safely say that ship had sailed and sunk” and just as I was about to walk off I heard “WHAT? Are you kidding he hasn’t shut up about how to make it up to you all day and how he felt so guilty and how m,uch he cared for you. Geez I felt like I had known you for over 10 years. I thought that by time he had finished I would be able to write your biography.” She laughed. I smiled and walked towards Mac’s office my heart racing like it was ready to run out of my chest. I took a deep breath and opened the door.
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I was so angry at her yet the smell of her perfume as she walked into my office made me forget all the anger and fall under her spell once again. I turned to her and we both stood in silence staring into each others eyes but before I had the chance to say anything to apologise once again she was gone. I paced my office at least 5 times and kept pacing until somehow I was standing outside her apartment. I could not do this again. I could have a repeat of last night, I couldn’t annoy her again I was this close to losing and now was when I got her back. I didn’t know how or when all I knew was that it was going to happen.
I saw the door handle turn I had turned and started to walk away before I heard a weak voice mumble my name “Mac.” I turned to face a surprised Stella and without saying anything she knew why I was there.
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Once again he stood before once again it was him making the first move. I told myself I wasn’t going to let it happen again and it wasn’t. “What are you doing here?” I could tell by his expression that the way in which I said it sounded rude but I wasn’t in the mood for being stood again once in a week was enough for me. “I...Uh” he stuttered “yeah” I interrupted “can we talk?” he asked almost begging “come on in.” I walked over to the couch and listened to what he had to say. “I’m sorry I left I truly am.” He looked for my approval and as I nodded he continued “I’ve lost two women who meant a lot to me Claire and Peyton. I was afraid of getting too close and losing you. You’ve been in my life for over 10 years now and I can’t imagine it without you. I want a relationship with you I really do but I just do not want to lose you.” He stopped and before he could say anymore I took his hand in mine “Mac like you said I’ve been in your life for over 10 years and intend to stay a lot longer. Even if things don’t work out romantically between us we’re friends Mac best friends and nothing is going to ruin that. Ok. Not even you. “ he sat back on the sofa and lay my head on his chest as the relaxing sound of his heart beating sent me to sleep.
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I looked down as she lay on my chest and as her eyes slowly began to close and breaths became slower. I shovelled her into my arms carrying her into the bedroom. I lay her in the bed and covered her. Kissing her forehead I climbed into the bed next to her as we both quickly fell asleep.
It was 7:30 and once again I awoke next to this beautiful woman but feeling powerless to leave I once again kissed her head of hair but gently smiling to once again fall asleep. She truly had me under her spell.
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I could feel a smile emerge across my face as I felt his lips on my head. Falling back asleep all I could think about was Mac and I as a couple. I was under his spell and he was under mine.
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I think I’m going to do a 3rd part maybe something like 6 moths later I don’t know. What do you think leave a comment please
I awoke to find him gone. I mean I knew it was going to be difficult but I did not expect him to just leave. I actually thought to myself that we could work this out we could be a partnership on and off the job but I guess I was wrong about that. Grabbing my night gown I walked into my living room to find a note on the table it read “I’m sorry” nothing more nothing less just I’m sorry but sorry was not going to get him out of this one.
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I don’t know why I left I just looked down when I woke up and saw her. I felt so guilty. We had been friends for over 10 years and we had just risked all of that I just couldn’t stay there. All these thoughts are running through my head while Stella is probably trying to think of a way to kill me without leaving a trace of evidence. I mean it was my idea I brought up the conversation, I admitted my feelings first and I pushed her to say how she felt. This was really all my fault. I started running over in my head what I would say to her I had came up with a lot of different excuses including “I’m sorry I just didn’t want anything to change between us” or even this “I wanted to stay but I just couldn’t do it”. That was my personal favourite. As I sat in silence I could hear her heels storming down the corridor she was annoyed I could tell by how loud and how hard her feet hit the floor and before I could even turn in my chair she was at my door. “Stella” was all I managed to spit out and this is what I received in return “Stella. Stella. I wake up to find you gone and all you can say is Stella. What the hell happened Mac? One second we’re making love the next you’re out the door without so much as a goodbye. I knew this would be difficult but this ... this is just pathetic and if you not only want a relationship but a friendship with me you best come up with one hell of an excuse. OK!”
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It was only after I had said all those things that I realised the whole of the lab could hear us. I turned to Mac who looked he had every single emotion possible running through his mind right now. I turned to walk out when I saw Danny stood there smiling like a complete idiot all I could say was “Danny what do you got?” and I knew right then I was not getting out of this one. We walked down the corridor as he explained the case to me as he would drop subtle hints such as “The victim had recently had sex before her death however he wasn’t there when she woke up.” All I could do was give him a look which he knew meant “cut it out”.
Danny and I had solved our case but my problems were only just beginning. I could see Mac pacing in his office . I was in trouble and I knew it. Luckily for me though I heard Lindsay shouting me even though I knew all she wanted was gossip I still went to her. “Sooo?” she said as soon as I reached her “yeah” I said knowing what she meant. “come on spill you and Mac.” She had a look on her face one I hadn’t often seen “Well.” I started “I think we can safely say that ship had sailed and sunk” and just as I was about to walk off I heard “WHAT? Are you kidding he hasn’t shut up about how to make it up to you all day and how he felt so guilty and how m,uch he cared for you. Geez I felt like I had known you for over 10 years. I thought that by time he had finished I would be able to write your biography.” She laughed. I smiled and walked towards Mac’s office my heart racing like it was ready to run out of my chest. I took a deep breath and opened the door.
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I was so angry at her yet the smell of her perfume as she walked into my office made me forget all the anger and fall under her spell once again. I turned to her and we both stood in silence staring into each others eyes but before I had the chance to say anything to apologise once again she was gone. I paced my office at least 5 times and kept pacing until somehow I was standing outside her apartment. I could not do this again. I could have a repeat of last night, I couldn’t annoy her again I was this close to losing and now was when I got her back. I didn’t know how or when all I knew was that it was going to happen.
I saw the door handle turn I had turned and started to walk away before I heard a weak voice mumble my name “Mac.” I turned to face a surprised Stella and without saying anything she knew why I was there.
***
Once again he stood before once again it was him making the first move. I told myself I wasn’t going to let it happen again and it wasn’t. “What are you doing here?” I could tell by his expression that the way in which I said it sounded rude but I wasn’t in the mood for being stood again once in a week was enough for me. “I...Uh” he stuttered “yeah” I interrupted “can we talk?” he asked almost begging “come on in.” I walked over to the couch and listened to what he had to say. “I’m sorry I left I truly am.” He looked for my approval and as I nodded he continued “I’ve lost two women who meant a lot to me Claire and Peyton. I was afraid of getting too close and losing you. You’ve been in my life for over 10 years now and I can’t imagine it without you. I want a relationship with you I really do but I just do not want to lose you.” He stopped and before he could say anymore I took his hand in mine “Mac like you said I’ve been in your life for over 10 years and intend to stay a lot longer. Even if things don’t work out romantically between us we’re friends Mac best friends and nothing is going to ruin that. Ok. Not even you. “ he sat back on the sofa and lay my head on his chest as the relaxing sound of his heart beating sent me to sleep.
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I looked down as she lay on my chest and as her eyes slowly began to close and breaths became slower. I shovelled her into my arms carrying her into the bedroom. I lay her in the bed and covered her. Kissing her forehead I climbed into the bed next to her as we both quickly fell asleep.
It was 7:30 and once again I awoke next to this beautiful woman but feeling powerless to leave I once again kissed her head of hair but gently smiling to once again fall asleep. She truly had me under her spell.
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I could feel a smile emerge across my face as I felt his lips on my head. Falling back asleep all I could think about was Mac and I as a couple. I was under his spell and he was under mine.
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I think I’m going to do a 3rd part maybe something like 6 moths later I don’t know. What do you think leave a comment please
