I wrote this at 3 in the morning.I couldn't sleep and I decided to write this.
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Remy turned over and yawned.She opened her eyes,and glanced at her clock.In small,red numbers it read '5:15 AM'She sighed.She had been tossing and turning all night.She had barely gotten any sleep.She closed her eyes and remembered the night before.Positive is read.Her life was now meaningless.She was hoping it was negative.But it wasn't.She crumpled up the piece of paper,and threw it into the trash.She sighed.She turned off the light and got up.She walked out of the lab.Her thoughts were racing.She knew that she was going to suffer.Suffer,just like her mother did.She promised herself that she wasn't going to test herself for the horrid disease.But she broke the promise anyways.'Curiosity is a bitch,'Remy thought,'First Amber,now me.'She was walking with her head down.Making sure no one saw the tears in her eyes.When she finally looked up,she was in the cafeteria.It was empty.She smiled.Remy walked over to one of the tables,took down a chair,and sat down.She cursed herself.She heard footsteps.She turned around.It was Kutner."Hey."he said.Remy replied with a simple,"Hi."Kutner took down another chair at the same table,and sat down next to her."You alright?I saw you walking down the hallway with your head down."Kutner said seriously.He saw her tear stained face."I'm fine."Remy said.A strand of her hair fell into her face.Kutner reached up and tucked the strained behind her ear.Remy got up and left.'I'm not ready for this.I'm not ready for love.I'm just not!'she yelled inside her mind.Her head began to pound.She could feel her pulse."Damn it!"she yelled.Kutner caught up with her.He put his hand on her shoulder."Don't touch me."Remy snapped.Kutner removed his hand.Remy got up and said,"I'm sorry.I'm just not in the mood to be soothed."She turned around and walked out of Princeton Plainsboro.She wanted to go to a bar to drown her sorrows.Instead of that,she went straight home.As she walked into her apartment,she rested her back on her front door.She could finally have peace and quit.A tear strolled down her face.Then another and another.She slid down the front door.How she hated herself for losing it.She didn't want to face the fact her life is going down the tubes.She didn't want to face the fact that she was dying.She couldn't.But she had too.'Self wallowing isn't going to help.'Remy thought.She sighed.She shook her head.She got up from the ground and went into her bedroom.She looked around the room.Something caught her eye.A picture frame on top of her dresser.The picture had a young woman and her daughter.
It was Remy and her mother.Her mother looked just like Remy.She had the same build.Same hair color.Same eye color.Same disease.Remy closed her eyes for a minute.She gave me Huntington's.She took all of my dreams away from me.She gave me a death sentence.Remy looked at the picture.Her younger self was smiling from ear to ear.How Remy hated herself that moment.Without thinking,Remy threw the picture against the wall in front of her.The glass shattered,and the frame was in pieces.She watched the picture slowly fall to the ground.She couldn't believe that she just did that.She looked up to the ceiling and cursed herself.She went into her bathroom and changed her clothes.When she came out of the bathroom she looked at the picture."I hate you."Remy said.She threw her work clothes into a corner.She looked at her bed.She walked over to it,pulled up the covers,and lied down.She turned her head and glanced at the clock.It read '12:22 AM'She turned her head and closed her eyes.Remy opened them.The sun had risen.Her thoughts about the night before helped her get some rest.She was laying on her right side.She glanced at the clock.It now read '9:53 AM'She was late for work.She didn't care.She got up and went to get ready for work.She looked at herself in the bathroom mirror.She saw her face.It had misery written on it.She looked down and sighed.She walked out of the bathroom and out the door.The sun was bright.She held her arm out to block the sun out of her eyes.She turned around and locked her door."Another day,another night of dreaming of my miserable,meaningless life."Remy said walking towards her car.
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Remy turned over and yawned.She opened her eyes,and glanced at her clock.In small,red numbers it read '5:15 AM'She sighed.She had been tossing and turning all night.She had barely gotten any sleep.She closed her eyes and remembered the night before.Positive is read.Her life was now meaningless.She was hoping it was negative.But it wasn't.She crumpled up the piece of paper,and threw it into the trash.She sighed.She turned off the light and got up.She walked out of the lab.Her thoughts were racing.She knew that she was going to suffer.Suffer,just like her mother did.She promised herself that she wasn't going to test herself for the horrid disease.But she broke the promise anyways.'Curiosity is a bitch,'Remy thought,'First Amber,now me.'She was walking with her head down.Making sure no one saw the tears in her eyes.When she finally looked up,she was in the cafeteria.It was empty.She smiled.Remy walked over to one of the tables,took down a chair,and sat down.She cursed herself.She heard footsteps.She turned around.It was Kutner."Hey."he said.Remy replied with a simple,"Hi."Kutner took down another chair at the same table,and sat down next to her."You alright?I saw you walking down the hallway with your head down."Kutner said seriously.He saw her tear stained face."I'm fine."Remy said.A strand of her hair fell into her face.Kutner reached up and tucked the strained behind her ear.Remy got up and left.'I'm not ready for this.I'm not ready for love.I'm just not!'she yelled inside her mind.Her head began to pound.She could feel her pulse."Damn it!"she yelled.Kutner caught up with her.He put his hand on her shoulder."Don't touch me."Remy snapped.Kutner removed his hand.Remy got up and said,"I'm sorry.I'm just not in the mood to be soothed."She turned around and walked out of Princeton Plainsboro.She wanted to go to a bar to drown her sorrows.Instead of that,she went straight home.As she walked into her apartment,she rested her back on her front door.She could finally have peace and quit.A tear strolled down her face.Then another and another.She slid down the front door.How she hated herself for losing it.She didn't want to face the fact her life is going down the tubes.She didn't want to face the fact that she was dying.She couldn't.But she had too.'Self wallowing isn't going to help.'Remy thought.She sighed.She shook her head.She got up from the ground and went into her bedroom.She looked around the room.Something caught her eye.A picture frame on top of her dresser.The picture had a young woman and her daughter.
It was Remy and her mother.Her mother looked just like Remy.She had the same build.Same hair color.Same eye color.Same disease.Remy closed her eyes for a minute.She gave me Huntington's.She took all of my dreams away from me.She gave me a death sentence.Remy looked at the picture.Her younger self was smiling from ear to ear.How Remy hated herself that moment.Without thinking,Remy threw the picture against the wall in front of her.The glass shattered,and the frame was in pieces.She watched the picture slowly fall to the ground.She couldn't believe that she just did that.She looked up to the ceiling and cursed herself.She went into her bathroom and changed her clothes.When she came out of the bathroom she looked at the picture."I hate you."Remy said.She threw her work clothes into a corner.She looked at her bed.She walked over to it,pulled up the covers,and lied down.She turned her head and glanced at the clock.It read '12:22 AM'She turned her head and closed her eyes.Remy opened them.The sun had risen.Her thoughts about the night before helped her get some rest.She was laying on her right side.She glanced at the clock.It now read '9:53 AM'She was late for work.She didn't care.She got up and went to get ready for work.She looked at herself in the bathroom mirror.She saw her face.It had misery written on it.She looked down and sighed.She walked out of the bathroom and out the door.The sun was bright.She held her arm out to block the sun out of her eyes.She turned around and locked her door."Another day,another night of dreaming of my miserable,meaningless life."Remy said walking towards her car.
