Ok, change of plans. Tommorrow, there will be no Evening Star. I'm sorry! Thanks to a bet I made with renesmeblack a couple minutes ago, I will be posting 10 Bella's Life chapters tommorrow *groans*. Well, everyone brace yourselves, for a load of aritcles tommorrow....
Bella's POV
"I don't know where to begin." I admitted.
"How about you start where you thought your sister was dead." Alice suggested.
"That's a good starting point." I said. Then I repeated my flashback:
"I was 14 years old. And things were perfect. Until my mom told me the news..."
"Mom?"
"Yes Bella?" Renee answered.
"Where is Alexia?" I asked.
"She is in the hospital right now. There was a car crash." she said.
I gasped.
"Is she going to be ok?" I asked.
"Things aren't looking so good right now." Renee said.
Then Charlie can in through the door, crying.
"Oh no..." Renee said.
"I'm so sorry. Alexia's injuries were so bad, that she couldn't live." Charlie whispered.
I started to cry.
"NO! SHE CAN'T BE DEAD!" I screamed and ran up to my room. I held a picture of Alexia and me on my bed. My tears flowed down my cheaks and the drops fell on the picture.
If I was still human I would be crying right now. But Leah was crying.
"WHY DID OUR PARENTS SAY THAT TO YOU!?!?!" she screamed.
"Shh.. Leah." Alice said, patting her back.
I continued the story.
"Years passed... and I've been going on the darker road ever since of sister's death. I've been on the urge of depression."
"Bella?" Abby said one day outside of the school.
"Yes?"
"You seemed to be down these day." she said.
"I already told you why." I mumbled to her.
"Why don't you try this? It will make you feel better. I garantee it." she said while handng me a cigarette.
"Back then, I was almost willing to do anything to keep myself from being in depression." I explained.
I took the cigarette, and Abby lit it up for me. I sucked on it and I choked.
"How can you smoke this!?!?" I said.
"Don't worry. The first time you try it, you feel a little sick but then after a couple more sucks, it feels better." she assured me.
I sucked on it again, and I felt better.
"See? Don't you feel better?" she asked while smiling.
"Honestly.. yes." I asnwered while smoking the cigarette again.
Edward, Alice, and Leah glared at me.
"I know. I know. It was a terrible mistake. I realized that now." I assured them.
"Days continues on. I bet most of you know about the cliques, the sporty group, the nerds, etc." I said.
Alice and Edward looked confused.
I forgot, they go to school in a different time period.
"They are sorta like social groups. Groups of people who hand out. Everyone wants to be with the cliques, the last place everyone want to be was in the nerds group." Leah explained.
"Back then, my reputation at school was really low. On the border line of being a dweeb. But for some reason, me going drugs caused my reputation to go all the way to the cliques, the most popular group in school. It was strange for me. I was never used to be in the center of attention. All the guys wanted to ask the girls in the clique out. I was asked out my Mike Newton." I said.
Bella's POV
"I don't know where to begin." I admitted.
"How about you start where you thought your sister was dead." Alice suggested.
"That's a good starting point." I said. Then I repeated my flashback:
"I was 14 years old. And things were perfect. Until my mom told me the news..."
"Mom?"
"Yes Bella?" Renee answered.
"Where is Alexia?" I asked.
"She is in the hospital right now. There was a car crash." she said.
I gasped.
"Is she going to be ok?" I asked.
"Things aren't looking so good right now." Renee said.
Then Charlie can in through the door, crying.
"Oh no..." Renee said.
"I'm so sorry. Alexia's injuries were so bad, that she couldn't live." Charlie whispered.
I started to cry.
"NO! SHE CAN'T BE DEAD!" I screamed and ran up to my room. I held a picture of Alexia and me on my bed. My tears flowed down my cheaks and the drops fell on the picture.
If I was still human I would be crying right now. But Leah was crying.
"WHY DID OUR PARENTS SAY THAT TO YOU!?!?!" she screamed.
"Shh.. Leah." Alice said, patting her back.
I continued the story.
"Years passed... and I've been going on the darker road ever since of sister's death. I've been on the urge of depression."
"Bella?" Abby said one day outside of the school.
"Yes?"
"You seemed to be down these day." she said.
"I already told you why." I mumbled to her.
"Why don't you try this? It will make you feel better. I garantee it." she said while handng me a cigarette.
"Back then, I was almost willing to do anything to keep myself from being in depression." I explained.
I took the cigarette, and Abby lit it up for me. I sucked on it and I choked.
"How can you smoke this!?!?" I said.
"Don't worry. The first time you try it, you feel a little sick but then after a couple more sucks, it feels better." she assured me.
I sucked on it again, and I felt better.
"See? Don't you feel better?" she asked while smiling.
"Honestly.. yes." I asnwered while smoking the cigarette again.
Edward, Alice, and Leah glared at me.
"I know. I know. It was a terrible mistake. I realized that now." I assured them.
"Days continues on. I bet most of you know about the cliques, the sporty group, the nerds, etc." I said.
Alice and Edward looked confused.
I forgot, they go to school in a different time period.
"They are sorta like social groups. Groups of people who hand out. Everyone wants to be with the cliques, the last place everyone want to be was in the nerds group." Leah explained.
"Back then, my reputation at school was really low. On the border line of being a dweeb. But for some reason, me going drugs caused my reputation to go all the way to the cliques, the most popular group in school. It was strange for me. I was never used to be in the center of attention. All the guys wanted to ask the girls in the clique out. I was asked out my Mike Newton." I said.
