The next morning im at the house with princeton and the others then I run up to princeton,hug him and say "my dads said it's fine we can be together then he gets all happy and hugs me back.
Then for a while I just sit and read a magazine whilst prince,roc,ray and prod are getting ready for an interview.everythings was going perfect until prince gets all stressed about todays interview then he spills his coffee all over his shirt so I go up to him and say
Me: " look you need to stop stressing out over this actually why are you stressing out over this you've done loads of things like this before haven't you"
Prince:"yeah"
Me:"so what's wrong "
Prince: "nothing just leave it"
The whole bus goes silent I go into his room and get his new shirt and say"take your shirt off"
Prince: " will you help me "
Me:" what"
I turn around then he says in a cute fake voice " oh please I'm so weak then he pretends to faint (everyone laughs) then I go up to him and say " get up cmon if you want my help then I slowly unbutton his shirt then I see cuts all over his chest " O my god I am so sorry "
Then he looks down and quickly covers himself back up then runs into his bedroom
as soon as prince is upstairs I go up to ray ray and start shouting and screaming at him " THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT YOU DID THAT TO HIM" but prodigy grabs me and pulls me away before I could do anything more to him.
I go up to jacob's room then he's there laying on the bed with no shirt on and a tear fall's from his Eye. I walk up to him and say "OK tell me what's wrong and there's no point lying to me Cos I'll just find out one way or other" then he gets up and says "the interview is about bullying and it's kind of getting to me because of well you know"
"YOUR LYING you have been to load's of bullying inteviews" then he starts to cry
then I lift his head up wipe away his tears and say "I can only help if you tell me what's wrong then he grabs my hand a says
prince:" I'm leaving "
Me:" leaving for what? Is it another tour that dosent matter it's never for to long is it I know I'll not get to see you for a while but it's only for a while then we'll see each other again so thats nothing to be worried about"
then he gets up and turns around and says "I'm leaving for a tour but the tour is for a year meaning I won't see you for a year don't you get that"
Then I pick up my bag ,put my head down and say " You know I just relised I've gotta go now and um yeah then I start crying then I quickly walk into the living room where everyone else is then prodigy look's at me and says "are you OK leah" then I look up and say "yeah sori I've gotta go." then I quickly run out of the house.
then prince quickly runs out into the room and says"
"I still have to talk to her I can't just leave without saying goodbye"
then he push's open the door and sees that it's pouring down with rain but he still runs out then quickly roc royal gets up and runs after him and says "you can't go after her now, wait until she's got her head cleared and has thought things through then talk to her and u need to get out of the rain and do the same thing"
So the next day once we had both sorted our heads out I call princeton
Me: "hay princeton"
Prince: "why do you do that"
Me: "do what?"
Prince: "still call me princeton"
Me: "I don't know it's cos thats what everyone else calls you."
Prince: "just call me jacob"
Me: "Im sorry about yesterday I didn't mean to run out like that it's just everything was happening so fast and I didn't know what to do so I left."
Prince: "leah im gonna be gone for a year but I really don't want to lose you um and im leaving tommorrow" just as he said that it felt like someone just shot a bullet through my heart but I stayed strong and pretended that I was alright with him having to leave but on the inside both of us knew how I was feeling.
The next morning I was with alisha we sat and talked for a while
Me: Jacob's leaving later today
Alisha: yeah I know I heard im sorry about that
Me: "yeah so am I, I'm scared"
Alisha: "scared of what?"
Me: "I'm scared that jacob will forget about me and just move on to someone who's better looking,smarter and just better than me ,i mean there thousands of girls that love princeton".then I clear my throat to stop myself from crying
Alisha: "look at me you are smart and super pretty and jacob loves you just as much as you love him maybe even more now and he chose you out of all of those other girls didn't he, you need to stop!"
Me: "stop what?"
Alisha: "stop being so shy and quiet you need to tell him how you feel before it's to late"
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