At home
me-*watchng tv*

my pov
i had so much going on in one day i was tired. so i went 2 sleep but i heard someone come in my room
me-JOSH?!
josh-stfu little girl!!! i hear u gttn in2 fights n going out with boys n sneakng out evry night!!! lol well all thts gnna change!
me-get. out. now!
josh-oh come on baby it wont hurt. jk it will! *Tackles me 2 floor n take off my clothes*
me-stop u perv!!
josh-the last time my wife's daughter clld me tht, she ended up missing on the news n was found in a trash can!
me-ur crazy! HELP!!! SOMEBDY PLZ HELP ME!!!! *i was screamng frm the top of my lungs*
josh-*r4pes me*
me-*cries silently*
josh-dnt cry im just gttn started!!!! *french kisses me*
me-eww!
josh-*punches me*
me-*grabs face*
???-GET THA F*CK OFF HER!!!!
josh-Miranda!!!! she told me 2 do it!!! she said she would kill me if i ddnt!!!
me-no mom i ddnt i promise!!!
josh-babe who do u believe?!
mom-u baby
josh-*smiles* thnk u baby
mom-okay now go take a bath n get urself cleaned up
chrystal-*comes ovr n hugs me* mrs. love he hurt her i swear i heard her screamng!
mom-i'll be back *goes in the bathroom where josh is takng a bath*
josh-baby tht little girl isnt a good xample! she making me look bad!
mom-mmhhmm want 2 listen 2 sum music?
josh-yeah
mom-*plugs in radio n turns 2 open station* wat hppnd between u 2?!
josh-mariah!!! she made me do it!
mom-u. hurt. my. little. girl
josh-baby i aine do nuthn!
mom-u. r4ped. her. MY OWN CHILD!!!! *throws radio in water n it shocks him*
josh-*jumps out of tub shocked*
mom-*bends ovr him* u got 15 minutes 2 get ur stuff n get the H3LL OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!!!!! *leaves*

back with me n chrys
me-*cryng*
chrys-*calls ambulance n thy come*

hospital
mom-sweet heart u dnt hav 2 worry about him anymore
me-thnks mom!
chrys-*cryng* mariah?
me-yeah
chrys-i tlkd 2 ray b4 i came home thts how i knw u screamed
me-u wat?! chrys!!!!
chrys-im so sorry! he clld me!
me-n u answered y?!
chrys-because he cldnt stop thnkng about u!!
me-idgad about him
mom-dnt use tht language
me-sorry!
chrys-he's here
me-no!
ray-*comes in* oh sorry i ddnt knw u guys were in here
chrys-ray stay. u guys need 2 work ths out!
mom-work wat out
me-*givs chrystal death stare*
chrys-i'll tell u outside *mouths, "ill tell a lie"*!!!!
me-lol!
ray-r u okay
me-*turns head n looks out window*
ray-im sorry.
me-*scoffs* ive heard tht b4!
ray-no i mean it! i told mickie i waznt gnna do it anymore n she made ur dad do tht 2 u!!!
me-how do i knw ur tllng the truth
ray-*gets out fone n shows me txt tht reads, "bttr hurry up 2 ur, "girlfriend"! i dnt thnk her dad is up 2 no good! those $300 bttr be worth sumthng*
me-ohmygod!
ray-i knw
me-ur not lyng 2 me?!
ray-i swear!
me-ill thnk about it.
ray-how long do i hav 2 wait?!
me-2 months
ray-2 MONTHS?!
me-plz dnt yell at me
ray-srry
me-yes 2 months. my trust aint nothn 2 play with randy!
ray-okay

at school friday (pruple day. yes we hav colored days
monday=green
tues=yellow
wends=red
thursday=orange
friday=purple)

me-*at my locker, i wear a purple plain t-shirt n a black vest with black skinny jeans n black heels*
ray-*slams locker shut* hey
me-hey
ray-*wearing purple plain t-shirt with black jacket black jeans n black n white high-tops*
me-*i swear i ddnt mean 2 stare at him but DANG!!!! tht boy look good in ANYTHNG!!! but i cnt keep staring. or can i?!*
ray-Mariah?
me-*snaps out of it* huh? oh um...wat?
ray-u okay?
me-yeah! im good *looks at him again omg i hav 2 wait 2 months 4 ths?! im so stupid!*
ray-MARIAH!
me-*snaps out of it again* ouch boy!
ray-wat r u looking at?
me-um...uh...um...the um...DOORWAY! *clears throat* yeah the doorway
ray-lol! yep 2 much
me-lol lets just-*all a freakn sudden i feel somethng burng on my face* WTF?!
mickie-whoops!!!! it slipped! *sarcasim*
me-imma shw u slipped! *punches the sht out of her!
ray-*falls out laughng lookin at her face!!!*
mickie-*eyes popped out of her head mouth wide open n nose flaring*
me-oops it fckng slipped!
mickie-btch! *tackles me n hits me n i punch her off me n finish the fight off until ray pulls me off her*
me-h3ll no im ready 4 another round!!
ray-lol stop!
me-ouch ray tht hurts put me dwn!
ray-*puts me dwn*
me-*jumps back on her n hits her again*
ray-*pulls me up again n holds me dwn*
me-lemme go!
ray-nope.
teacher-wtf hppnd here?!
me-*whispers 2 ray* did ths ngga juss cuss?!
teacher-wat hppnd 2 mickie?!
one of girls who follows mickie around* MARIAH DID IT! *smirks*
me-i could hav told her tht!
ray-mariah dnt do or say anythng tht ur gnna regret
me-okay? thn am i not suppose 2 tlk?!
ray-u knw, thts a good idea!
teacher-come here young lady!
me-i dnt thnk so!
teacher-*grabs me*
me-*kicks the teacher while she drags me by my arms 2 princible office with ray following*
ray-i told u not 2 do anythng
me-f tht!!! im gnna go CRAZY if tha hffa dnt lemme go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ray-*puts head dwn in shame*

my pov
im gonna loose it! omg i hope ths teacher ready 4 sum hurtng action!

me-*snatches hands out of grasp n hit her*
ray-mariah no! wats gttn it2 u?!
me-im tired of it all. IM TIRED OF IT!!!! *storms out of school not knwng where im going*

???-hey babe wnna come party with me?
me-*ignores him*
*grabs me n drags me about 7 inches b4 i whoop his a$$*
me-*keeps wlkng*
???-mariah
me-im not her
???-yes u r! id remember tht attitude anywhere!
me-randy go away!
ray-cnt i wlk with u n not tlk?!
me-*looks at him lik he said he f*ckd me yesterday wen if i was drunk*
ray-wat?
me-idk. just...okay
ray-*we wlk 4 a long time in silence*
???-hey sweet thang!
me-go away!
???-come on baby! *puts hand on waist*
ray-*punches him* sht!
me-wat?
ray-tht hurt!
me-lemme see
ray-*givs me his hand*
me-*hits it*
ray-*silence.*
me-did tht hurt?
ray-yes
me-okay *rubs hand inbetween both of mine*
ray-ouch?
me-lol sorry! *kisses hand* u'll be good
ray-okay thnks
me-np
so we wlk another long time but i start gttn pains
me-*whipers* sht!
ray-u okay
me-yeah
ray-mariah dnt lie 2 me!
me-im not im okay-uggg!
ray-mariah wats rong?
me-nothng im okay!
ray-no ur not!
me-dammit yes i am okay?!
ray-mariah dnt push me away im tryng 2 help u
me-well help me in 2 months okay?!
ray-u still dnt trust me?!
me-*shakes head*
ray-okay well thn r u gnna be able 2 rwalk?!
me-yeah
ray-no ur not *picks me up n carries me out of the neighborhood we were in aparently the nxt city but idk how i got there!!!

at my house
ray-where's ur key?
me-*pulls key out my pocket* ouch!!! here*hands it 2 him*
ray-*unlocks door n leads me 2 livng room couch*
me-ouch! randy!
ray-sorry! u got anythng u take 4 pains or somethng?
me-in my room in the bathroom cabinet 3rd shelf the baby blue pills.'
ray-*goes n gets thm*
me-*takes thm with a coke*
ray-u gnna be okay?
me-i gu-DAM!
ray-gosh! *gets up n starts pacing*
me-wat?
ray-im the reason ur hvng those pains if only i would hav stfu n LEAVE U ALONE, ths wldnt be hppning!!!!!!
me-sit dwn. plz?
ray-*sighs* its my fault u got r4ped 2!!!! how can i liv with myself?!
me-*gets up n lays on him*
ray-im so sorry mariah
me-dnt be. i deserved tht
ray-no u dnt
me-i do. i did somethng so horrible wen i was little
ray-wat u do?
me-*looks him in the eye* i killed my dad