Summary:Ren's thinking when he see Fabia and Shun beside each others,and realize that they're together.
I see the clock.12 pm.
I’m in my room now,alone,without Linehalt.I said that I wanted to be alone,and he pleased me.He knew that I need to be alone now,and I really thank him for that.
I can guess what you are doing now.You’re with him,do any sweet things that all the happy couples in the world do.You must be happy like in the heaven now,and I’m happy for you.
You know,when you came to Earth and Shun helped you,I felt that I really hated him,but I didn’t realize that it was because I hated seeing you besides him,that he always make you smile happily,and that you and him love each other.
When I came back to the Brawlers,I thought happily and stupidly that I could have a chance to win your heart,but I was seriously wrong.Because your heart belongs to him.I can see the way you smile whenever you sit nearby him,the way you worry for him more than another ones.No one had realized for a long time,but I did.It’s unbeliveable,but I always can have a hunch when any special things would happen.And from the first day I saw you,I had the hunch that someday…you would make me have to think about you all the times,make me have to cry,and make me have to suffer.That’s why I tried my best to avoid you.But it didn’t work well,and finally,I still fell in love with you.
I’m darkness,the lonely,cold and unfriendly darkness,which always make another ones hate it.Not like the wind,easy,cool,always make everyone feel so peaceful and easy,always protect another ones.
That’s why all the worlds think that you and him are perfect match.Even I have to think like that.But my heart still bleeding.
I don’t cry.I know I should,but sometime crying can’t solve with anything.
I still remember,you’re the one that make me cry the first time.When I lost at the battle with you.But you canceled your deal,and accepted me as a Brawler.I just thought that finally,you’re the light that would shine on my drak heart.I though that you would be the shine,which always beside darkness,and made darkness realized that he wasn’t alone.
You loved me,yes,I admit that.But as a friend,not as lovers.You always sympathize to me,always listen to me,always help and comfort me.But I know,there’s no me in your heart.In this place,the place that is only in my dream,there’s just him-the cool ninja of the wind.
I was so stupid to refuse this fact,thought that I still had a chance,then one day,I saw you kissed him.I had never seen you was happy like that.I understood everything.
I went to the hallway,and I saw Alice.I can see a tear from her beautiful eyes,can see suffering in her pure face,and I knew that she also saw what I saw.I knew that she loved Shun,because,as I said,I had a hunch when any special things happen.
She’s a pure and angelic girl,and she’s worth happiness even more than me.But finally,she just ended up like me,suffer.
I really identified with her,and suddenly,I touched her shoulder and whispered:
-Finally,we’re just darkness.Lonely,suffer,it’s destiny of darkness.
She saw me.And I knew that she understood what I said.
Everyone hate darkness,although it’s the unfriendly darkness like me or attractive darkness like this Russian girl.
I and her had a lot of friends now,but we all lost our love.But at least,she had her grandpa,had a peaceful and sweet past.Not like me.
The only thing I had before I went to the Brawlers was Linehalt.But I knew he can’t help me now,and no one can help me.I just can let it there,let the hurt you gave me intack by itself.Although I know I will never can forget it complely.
Because,I love you,my princess!I love the way you tried to be hard,but inside you’re soft,feminity and sensitive.I love your beautiful face,and your generous soul.I love the way you ready to sacrifice for the ones you love.
That’s why I will never tell you about my love.Because if you know that,I know,with your generous soul,you will be uneasy with the thinking that you can’t repay my love.It will be my secret.There’re secrets that never should be told if it might hurt someone.
-Are you ok,Ren?-You’re knocking my room’s door.-You have locked yourself in your room for a day.What’s wrong?
I opened a door and smiled-I don’t want you to worry:
-I’m ok.Just a sudden headache,it’s ok now.-I have a look at Shun,sitting here and see you carefully.He always take good care of you.-It’s late now,I think I should go to bed.
You see me worrily,before said:
-Good night,Ren!
-Goodnight,princess!
I hope it’s just a nightmare,and when I wake up,everything will dissapear.
But I know it's not.
Goodbye,my princess.My love!
I see the clock.12 pm.
I’m in my room now,alone,without Linehalt.I said that I wanted to be alone,and he pleased me.He knew that I need to be alone now,and I really thank him for that.
I can guess what you are doing now.You’re with him,do any sweet things that all the happy couples in the world do.You must be happy like in the heaven now,and I’m happy for you.
You know,when you came to Earth and Shun helped you,I felt that I really hated him,but I didn’t realize that it was because I hated seeing you besides him,that he always make you smile happily,and that you and him love each other.
When I came back to the Brawlers,I thought happily and stupidly that I could have a chance to win your heart,but I was seriously wrong.Because your heart belongs to him.I can see the way you smile whenever you sit nearby him,the way you worry for him more than another ones.No one had realized for a long time,but I did.It’s unbeliveable,but I always can have a hunch when any special things would happen.And from the first day I saw you,I had the hunch that someday…you would make me have to think about you all the times,make me have to cry,and make me have to suffer.That’s why I tried my best to avoid you.But it didn’t work well,and finally,I still fell in love with you.
I’m darkness,the lonely,cold and unfriendly darkness,which always make another ones hate it.Not like the wind,easy,cool,always make everyone feel so peaceful and easy,always protect another ones.
That’s why all the worlds think that you and him are perfect match.Even I have to think like that.But my heart still bleeding.
I don’t cry.I know I should,but sometime crying can’t solve with anything.
I still remember,you’re the one that make me cry the first time.When I lost at the battle with you.But you canceled your deal,and accepted me as a Brawler.I just thought that finally,you’re the light that would shine on my drak heart.I though that you would be the shine,which always beside darkness,and made darkness realized that he wasn’t alone.
You loved me,yes,I admit that.But as a friend,not as lovers.You always sympathize to me,always listen to me,always help and comfort me.But I know,there’s no me in your heart.In this place,the place that is only in my dream,there’s just him-the cool ninja of the wind.
I was so stupid to refuse this fact,thought that I still had a chance,then one day,I saw you kissed him.I had never seen you was happy like that.I understood everything.
I went to the hallway,and I saw Alice.I can see a tear from her beautiful eyes,can see suffering in her pure face,and I knew that she also saw what I saw.I knew that she loved Shun,because,as I said,I had a hunch when any special things happen.
She’s a pure and angelic girl,and she’s worth happiness even more than me.But finally,she just ended up like me,suffer.
I really identified with her,and suddenly,I touched her shoulder and whispered:
-Finally,we’re just darkness.Lonely,suffer,it’s destiny of darkness.
She saw me.And I knew that she understood what I said.
Everyone hate darkness,although it’s the unfriendly darkness like me or attractive darkness like this Russian girl.
I and her had a lot of friends now,but we all lost our love.But at least,she had her grandpa,had a peaceful and sweet past.Not like me.
The only thing I had before I went to the Brawlers was Linehalt.But I knew he can’t help me now,and no one can help me.I just can let it there,let the hurt you gave me intack by itself.Although I know I will never can forget it complely.
Because,I love you,my princess!I love the way you tried to be hard,but inside you’re soft,feminity and sensitive.I love your beautiful face,and your generous soul.I love the way you ready to sacrifice for the ones you love.
That’s why I will never tell you about my love.Because if you know that,I know,with your generous soul,you will be uneasy with the thinking that you can’t repay my love.It will be my secret.There’re secrets that never should be told if it might hurt someone.
-Are you ok,Ren?-You’re knocking my room’s door.-You have locked yourself in your room for a day.What’s wrong?
I opened a door and smiled-I don’t want you to worry:
-I’m ok.Just a sudden headache,it’s ok now.-I have a look at Shun,sitting here and see you carefully.He always take good care of you.-It’s late now,I think I should go to bed.
You see me worrily,before said:
-Good night,Ren!
-Goodnight,princess!
I hope it’s just a nightmare,and when I wake up,everything will dissapear.
But I know it's not.
Goodbye,my princess.My love!
