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Disclaimer: I do not own the Twilight characters.


A/N: Please continue to review. It really motivates me to write some more. And if there is anything that you would like to see in the story or see happen, please let me know.



Chapter 6


“Whoa. Guys, what’s wrong? And where did Jake go?”

Edward and Alice looked at each other then at me. Their faces relaxed a bit but I could tell that they were still tense but I didn’t understand why. What was so bad with Jacob that made both Edward and Alice react the way they had towards him?

“It’s complicated, Bella.” Alice said. “You may not have known but I have been keeping my eyes open for you,” she said tapping her forehead, “and you disappeared. I couldn’t see you or your future. I didn’t understand it and when we came in here and saw your friend, we got scared.”

“Why would you be scared of Jake?” I asked.

“We aren’t scared of him. We are just worried about you,” Edward said quietly. “How do you know Jacob?”

“Oh. Well, we were childhood friends. Our fathers are or were friends. We drifted apart a few years back. And he called when my parents died and asked to come over to talk and help out if he could.”

“I see,” said Edward. “Well, do you have your things packed? I can start bringing some things out.”

“Um… yes. I just have these three bags. I know that I will need some more later on, but this will do for now. And I think I am going to take my parents other car and go check on Jacob. He seemed upset.”

Alice looked to Edward right away. He nodded slightly.

“I don’t know if that is a good idea, Bella,” Alice said.

“Well, I don’t see why it isn’t. Jake and I have been friends for years. Minus the few in between and I am going to check to see if he is okay. Plus, I feel like I should go and see his father too. After all, they were really good friends. He must be taking it hard.”

Alice handed me her cell phone. “Here then, if you are going to be so headstrong. Please take it and gives us a call when you are on your way back to the house, okay? Please just do that for me so I don’t have to worry.”

“Alright. But I don’t think that either of you need to worry about anything. I will be fine there,” I said.

“We will see you when you get back home, okay?” With that they left my room hauling my stuff with them. I took one last look at my once sanctuary and followed them downstairs.

I checked to see if the answering machine was on and ready for more messages. Then moved on to the refrigerator to make sure that it was all cleaned out, grabbed the mail to have Esme and Carlisle help me with and I went out the front door. I saw that Alice and Edward were standing next to the Volvo. They came over to me when I came out of the house.

Alice was first; she gave me a hug and said, “Please, just stay safe, okay?”

“And call when you are on your way back,” Edward said. He pulled me close and gave me a kiss on the top of my head. I blushed instantly. When I pulled away from him, I looked down so that they didn’t see me blush as much.

Alice of course saw and she had a big smile on her face. Of course, she knew that I liked Edward and has wanted us together for a long time, but I was always too scared to do anything about it, but since Edward is becoming my protector it is getting easier for her. Me, on the other hand, I have to deal with the embarrassment. I have always blushed too easily.

“Okay, I am going to get going so I won’t be too late. Okay?”

“Alright, we’ll catch ya later, Bella. Have fun,” Alice said but it didn’t really seem like she meant it.

I got into my parents car, adjusted everything to fit me, looked in the mirror to see that Alice and Edward were leaving; they were. I started the car up and let out a deep breath. I backed up and started towards La Push. I’ve taken this trip so many times but this time was so different. I have never had to console Jake with anything and now it seems that somehow my friends hurt him. And then I needed to see how Billy was doing. Everything has changed for me and I don’t know if I was ready for it yet.

Before I knew it, I was in La Push. I was just coming up to Billy and Jacob’s house. I noticed the front door open as I parked on the street in front of their house. I didn’t know where Jake would be but I would just go to the door. I got out of my car and walked to the house. I was about to knock when Jacob opened the door.

“What are you doing here, Bella?”

“Is it okay that I came over? I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye before you left so fast. Are you okay?”

“Sure, sure. Everything’s just fine, just as it should be. Billy will be happy to see you. He was hoping that he would get a chance to talk to you. Come in.” He stepped back to allow me into his house. It looked the same. He walked ahead of me to lead the way, pausing briefly to close his bedroom door. We walked into the kitchen where Billy was sitting reading a newspaper. He put it down when he saw me.

“Bella! What a wonderful surprise. How are ya holding up kid?”

“Not too bad, considering. I am getting stronger everyday I think. How about you? I was worried about you,” I said.

He shrugged. “Charlie is going to be missed around here. He was a good man. And your mother was so sweet. I know Sue Clearwater will miss her. She would visit with your mom when Charlie and I would go fishing sometimes.”

“Yeah, I know. Mom used to love that too.” Thinking back, mom always enjoyed her visits here just as much as dad. And I was always running with Jake. Those were the days, simple, nothing to worry about. Those days are behind me.

“I will have to tell Sue that you stopped. I’m sure that she would be happy to hear that you are doing so well,” Billy said.

“Thank you, Billy. I appreciate that. Uh, Jake, can I talk to you for a bit?”

“Sure. Come on. Be back in a bit dad.” He walked out of the kitchen and I followed him to his room. His room was dark and small. Maybe it seemed small to me since Jacob was so big. He sat down on his bed and motioned for me to sit as well.

I sat down and folded my hands in my lap. “Jake, what happened back at my house?”

“Yeah, sorry about that. Like I said, it was going to be interesting. I was right.” He said with a smile.

“What are you talking about? What was interesting about that? All I know is that there was a blur and you were gone and Edward and Alice were standing in my room alone and angry. What happened?”

He smiled again and this time he didn’t look like he was sorry about anything. He had that “little boy acting innocent” look to his face. “Bella, do you remember when we were younger and we always sat around listening to the stories of my ancestors?”

“Yes. I do. What do those stories have to do with what happened at my house today?” I was getting really irritated by not knowing what was going on around me.

“Do you remember where we were said to have come from? How we came from wolves? And the stories of the cold ones?” I think he was enjoying toying with me. He was never going to change. He was always going to be the same Jacob that liked to joke around and always have fun.

“Yeah, I remember the stories. What are you saying? That the stories are true? You are a wolf in sheep’s clothing?” I laughed to myself.

“Ha ha, Bella. You are witty today, aren’t you?”

“Well you haven’t seen me in a long time, so I could just be this witty all of the time. But answer my question.”

“I don’t think that I am wearing sheep’s clothes but yeah. Sorta. Now don’t freak out on me here okay?” Jake said.

“Okay, I’ll do my best. Now how can you “sorta” be a wolf?”

With a deep breath he went into his story. “Well, you see when the “Cold Ones” come into our territory, the sons of our tribe change to protect our lands and people. That has always been the ways of the Quilente tribe. We “phase” into our wolf form and patrol around our land to make sure the “Cold Ones” do not come to hunt our lands. We protect the innocent.”

“And who do you think the “Cold Ones” are?” I asked. I really didn’t believe him, however he was huge. Did that explain why he was so tall now?

“Can you think of no one, Bella?” He asked raising his eyebrows.

“No, of course I can’t. And I can’t believe that you are a wolf. That was just a story Jake.” I can’t believe that he was taking the story as fact.

“You don’t know of anyone that is deathly pale, cold to the touch, with a menacing appearance to them? You really can’t think of anyone that would fit that description? And as far as you not believing that I am a wolf, I can show you. You are one of those innocents that I would protect Bella.”

“Are you thinking that the Cullen’s are the “Cold Ones” from your stories? That would make them hundreds of years old. I know that they are not that old. They are my age!”

“Believe what you want, Bella. If that makes it easier for you to sleep, then believe that. But I know otherwise.” He said with a shrug of his shoulders. I knew that he wanted me to believe him, but how could I believe that the ones that I cared for the most right now were capable of the horrors that his tribal legends told. I couldn’t possibly imagine that.

“Okay, say that what you are telling me is true, why didn’t they tell me?”

“Would you really expect them to come out and tell you that they are monsters? Come on, Bella, you should know better than that. They usually try to keep what they are secret. They are different in that they actually have befriended a human. You.”

“No. I cannot believe this. It’s not true.” I said shaking my head furiously. Not true. What was happening in my world? When did the world turn upside down? When did my former best friend turn into a wolf and since when did my current best friend become a vampire? None of it was true, it couldn’t be.

“Bella, come outside with me. I want to show you something.” He got up, took my hand and led me outside. I walked out with him and he led me back to the woods by his house. Then he walked in a little ways and told me to stand back a bit.

“Just stand there and don’t move, okay?”

“Fine,” I said.

He then went just inside the wooded area and all of a sudden his whole body started to shake like he was in serious pain. I almost went to him when I remembered that he asked me to stay put. I watched him as he closed his eyes tight and he shook even more. Then before my eyes I saw his clothes shred into a million pieces and there where he once stood was a huge russet colored wolf. He looked bigger than a bear. This was not happening at all, how could Jacob be a wolf?

He stepped out of the wooded area, walked slowly up to me. I had to look up at him since he was so tall. He nudged my chin, I reached up to touch his cheek and he closed his eyes. I heard a little whimper and I saw his eyes look back at me and I could tell that it was him. It was Jake; this creature was my friend.

“What are you doing Jake?” I heard from behind me. I turned around and I looked into the face of a girl that I’ve never seen before. At that moment Jake trotted back to the woods, phased back, and came out wearing only shorts.

“Oh hi, Ashni! This is my friend Bella. Bella, this is my girlfriend, Ashni.” He said with a smile.

His girlfriend! My god, what happened when we weren’t talking? He used to want to be with me all of the time and wouldn’t take no for an answer and now he is glowing and introducing me to his girlfriend? Once again, I was left for a lack of words.
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Disclaimer: Same as always… I do not own the characters.

A/N: Please, please, please review and let me know what you think of my story. I’ve been having a hard time writing it lately since I have been sick, but please review this and let me know that you still like it.



Chapter 9


(JPOV)


“What is she thinking? She knows what they are and yet she stays! What could possibly being going on with her head that she stay’s there with all of them?” I was beyond mad. I didn’t understand why she was acting the way she was. I know that they helped her with her parents funeral, but dad and I...
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Disclaimer: Once again… I do not own Twilight or it’s wonderful characters.

A/N: Please read and review!!! I love seeing all of the reviews!!! Thank you!



Chapter 8


“Bella! Wake up! You need to wake up.”

“How long has she been out?”

“A few minutes.”

“She knows that we are here. She is going to open her eyes in a few seconds.”

“Good. Poor girl has been through so much.”

“Should we even tell her? I don’t want to put her into shock. Alice, do you see anything?”

“She is going to be fine and she will take the news okay.”

All of this, I heard so faintly, almost as if the words...
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One piece

    I get pulled into so many
Different direction, being pulled apart.
    One piece of my heart at a
Time, bleeding to death on the inside.
    And down I fall and breaking
My bones and spirit as I tumble down.
    Then I stand and feel myself
Healing as if nothing has happened to me.
    Up walks another obstacle
To claim me as if I didn’t have a say.
    Like before I say no
And then a horrible feeling comes over me.
    Pondering this feeling, I think...
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Disclaimer: Once again… I do not own the characters.

A/N: Please don’t just read, please let me know if you liked it and what you liked. It really will help me out.

Chapter 11


I was waiting for his answer. Did he love me as much as I thought he did so he would do all he could to not hurt me? Time seemed to stop while I waited for his answer. He looked into my eyes with such intensity, like he was really struggling to give me the most honest answer he could.

He sighed. “Bella, you’ve been through a lot in a very short time. And you found out a lot of horrible things that no other human...
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Disclaimer: Same as the rest of my story, I do not own the characters as much as I would like to have created them.


A/N: It is getting harder for me to write this so please be patient if I am taking a long time. I really want to finish this story. And yes, I know that not everything is perfect, but I just want to get you guys this story as soon as I can.



Chapter 15



So not only was I a freak of nature for Edward, thankfully, but I was for Holly as well. Strange enough with that; I didn’t mind. I laughed at the idea. But what I didn’t understand was why their powers didn’t work with me. Why...
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Craving a love

What I am craving…
I am craving love and
Unconditional love at that.
A love so strong
Hercules could not break it.
A love that was written
In the stars above.
I am craving a love
That time can not diminish.
A love that fate would
Be afraid to fool with.
A love that is made only on
The silver screens of Hollywood.
I am craving a love that
Withstands the tests of time.
A love that is blind to
Everyone and everything else.
A love that hears nothing
But the sounds of our hearts.
I crave a love that travels
To the ends of the earth.
A love that follows you
Without a second thought.
A love that has no...
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Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters.

Please review, I am not getting many and I really need the help from you guys. Do you like it, do you hate it, please tell me.



Chapter 16



What was Edward going to say about my idea? Should I even tell him or should I keep it to myself? This solution came to me so suddenly that I didn’t know why I didn’t think of it sooner. I didn’t think that he would like it though. And what about the rest of the family? I mean I was part of their family now right? I had to do this for me and for them. They were putting themselves at risk for me and if I...
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Disclaimer: The only thing that is mine is the story itself.

A/N: Please continue to read and review.


Chapter 12



“Edward is that really you?” I blinked and rubbed my eyes.

“Yes. I’m sorry, did I wake you?” he said softly.

“No, you didn’t wake me up. I was dreaming about my parents again”

“I heard,” he replied.

“What do you mean, you heard me? I thought that you couldn’t read my mind,” I said with almost a panic in my voice.

“No Bella. You were talking about it in your sleep,” he replied. “More like murmuring really. But I didn’t have any problem understanding it.”...
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Disclaimer: Once again Stephenie Meyer owns the characters. I only have the idea.


Author’s Note: Please let me know how I am doing on this story. I haven’t gotten any reviews in a long time. I need to know that you still like what I am doing.



Chapter 14



For once, I did not dream. Well, I don’t remember dreaming. That, for me, is a good thing. I woke up and heard the little TV in the corner of my room still on, Alice noticed that I had woken up so she got up and said that she would let me get up and get dressed and whatever else I had to do. So I got up, grabbed some fresh clothes and went...
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Disclaimer: Same as always, I do not own the characters.

A/N: Please read and continue to give reviews! I love them. You guys are the best!



Chapter 13


After school was done The Cullen’s and I met outside in the parking lot. We had the same driving arraignments as this morning. I was nervous to see what Carlisle was going to be saying to all of us on this new threat. Would he want me to leave? I wouldn’t blame him for wanting that. All I knew was that I would do whatever it took for me to not harm my new family.

When we got back to the house, Carlisle was waiting for us in the open doorway of...
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posted by sexy_vamp
Disclaimer: Once again, I do not own any of the Twilight characters but I am thankful to Stephenie for giving me such great characters to use for my idea.

A/N: I got so many great reviews from people, please continue to read my story and review please! It really does help me write more. And it gives me some great ideas, so review! Thank you all so much!



Chapter 7


His girlfriend! My mouth was slightly hanging open as I took her in. She was beautiful, long dark hair, a perfect tan complexion, and very expressive, dark brown eyes. A perfect compliment to Jacob. I looked at him and he was beaming...
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Disclaimer: I do not own anything but the idea. Thanks. J


Please as always… if you like what I write let me know. I have been going through a divorce so the encouragement that you like what I am writing is so very helpful! And your patience is very much appreciated too.


Chapter 18

I heard Edward pleading with me to wake up and say something to him. I wanted to say something, but I didn’t feel like I could move yet. I felt as though my body were as stiff as marble. I felt his hands on my face as he leaned down to kiss my lips. His hands weren’t cold to me and they were surprisingly soft....
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Disclaimer: I do not own the characters. Just this maddening idea for the story.




She's coming. That's all my mind could process. I was scared but I don't know why I was scared. I shouldn't be. I mean, I have been told that newborn vampires are super strong and fast, but I have also been told that I am not like any other newborn that the Cullen's have seen before. What am I to expect with her coming here? Is she still going to want to kill me?

"I think everything is going to be okay," I said to them.

Everyone turned to look at me. Some had a surprised look on their face and some were just shocked...
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Disclaimer: I don’t own the characters, but you all know that by now. But I don’t want to get in any trouble so there. :0)

A/N: If you like the chapter please tell me. It is so nice to hear. I know that it has been a very long time since I got this chapter up, but please let me know if you like this or not. I really am having a difficult time with things lately and need the encouragement.



Chapter 17


“I’ll do it,” Edward said. Did I hear that right? Edward was going to change me? I was going to belong to him. “And I wanted you to know that you are going to take the last remaining part...
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The Titan’s Wrath

Years have passed,
Her hair turned to snow,
She is one of the last.
The ships hard blow
Sent her life into memories.

Her love went with the ship.
Icy water froze her heart.
Sliding through the icy water did he slip.
The ship was the passengers ill fated cart.
Her heart was buried beneath the waves.

As she speaks millions listen,
Crying as she tells her tale.
Stars up above glisten.
And she did not fail.
In all her promises, she did not fail.

She will return to the splendor.
Once the creators greatest dream.
Going back is her last endeavor,
To return is her only dream.

Headlines were made.
In her wake people suffered.
In the ocean she is laid,
With coral she is covered.
Laid to rest among her are a thousand.
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Complicated gift

So complicated
Nothing seems easy now.
If only we could go back in time
It would be much simpler.

Who knew it would be like this?
Not me that’s for sure.
So many choices.
I pick all the wrong ones.

How can time be short,
Yet agonizingly long?
What would happen to life
If it were on pause or fast forward?

Any difference we see may
In fact be false to ourselves.
Or it may be the truth
We’ve looked for all our lives.

All too soon we may face reality.
Maybe too late for our own good.
Too late do we realize life is sacred.
For some they never see this.

What can we do to show them?
There has to be something
To impact their life
So they take it as a gift.
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Right now

Each night I sit and watch.
I watch the hours pass.
Spying on someone else’s fun
Hoping one day I can enjoy life.
Right now, I sit and watch.

Each day I work through the hours.
Trying with all my might not to think.
Everyone else seems to not have a problem.
Maybe one day my mind will rest.
Right now, I work through the hours.

Each evening on my way home I memorize.
I make sure I don’t repeat history’s mistakes.
The future has a bright lining, it must!
One day, I will find that lining.
Right now, on my way home I memorize.

Each twilight I try to fall asleep.
But gaze upon the stars for guidance.
Eventually they will guide me right.
I pray for peace in my life.
Right now, I try to fall asleep.
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Magic forming

I can see the magic
Forming before my eyes.

The tiny, little faeries
With their iridescent
Wings fluttering to keep
Them up in the air.

The dragonflies hovering
Above a shimmering pond
Before they fly off
In a flash.

The tiger lilies opening their
Petals with a sigh of
Relief that morning has
Finally peaked it’s bright head.

The elves painting creatively
Bright, new colors for the
Heaven and the earth.

The larks singing for
All to hear and to praise
Their beautiful melodies.

The weeping willow trees
Are crying fresh joyful
Tears of the new morning.

Yes, the magic of a new day
Has formed before my very eyes.
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Ireland

In the land of the rogues
And the isle of emeralds,
Is where my heart and soul
Yearns to be.
Where the faeries live
Unbeknownst under the hills.
In their castles
Casting spells to ensnare
Our hearts.
Ireland you are where I want to be.

The rolling hills
Look inviting,
Beckoning me to them.
To hear the rocks sing
The battle cry of
The ones who could not
Defeat the proud.
To the rain making everything
Alive, fresh, and new again.
Ireland you are where I need to be.

The embrace of the land
And the kiss of the spirit,
Is longed for, but
Never attained.
The dreams of happiness
Lost in the turbulent
Sea between our...
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Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters… just this story.

A/N: Please, please, please review. I really need you all to keep me motivated. So read and let me know what you think of my story.



Chapter 10



*Back to BPOV, same day that Jake came to visit Bella at the Cullen’s*

I felt better knowing that I got to apologize to Jake. I know that I jumped on him and he didn’t need it but I was angry and I shouldn’t have attacked like I did. And I am sure that Ashni didn’t like that I jumped all over him either. I regretted it the moment I opened my mouth. I really should learn to think before...
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